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The cafeteria is full like always, everybody is eating like always.

And I didn't eat.......like always.

I don't want to eat, it makes me fat.

I don't want to get more fat on my body, this is enough.

I want to look good for Taehyung...he likes skinny girls...

I will be like them....skinny and....cute maybe.

I smile to myself.

I will be beautiful, just like Mina.

I saw him with his girlfriend, smiling beautifully. Both are fooling around having fun.

Such an angel my Tae is

My...

Oh.

"God what I am saying..." I blushed at that thought.

He is not mine, I am just his friend.

"Sun-ah" someone calls my name. My eyes widen at the voice.

Tae....?

I turn around and wave shyly "hi t-tae." I look down... waiting for his reply.

"Did you eat lunch?" He asked softly. Before I can answer. Someone cuts me off.

"Of course she eats tae..look at her..even if she starves a whole month, it's not surprising that you can see her over-weighted body from miles." Mina laughs at me.

Over-weight.

But I didn't eat this week.

"Hey, don't say like this, it-t will hurt her." Tae said awkwardly while kissing Mina on her cheeks.

I smiled sadly, still looking down fiddling with my fingers.

"I didn't eat today as well, but it's okay I will be good. You know I am a strong girl, right tae?" I smile at him. My eyes brimmed with tears, as I flex my invisible biceps.

"You are strong but you ha--"

"Good for you. Now come on love, we have to attend the class." Mina said and walked away with Taehyung.

I waved at him but they were long gone.

I will be good for you.

I will never disappoint you tae.

I know it's a shame for you to call me your friend.

I know I am a disgrace.

That's why they left me......

Maybe you will leave me too...one day.

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