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I heard a voice more like shouting, next to my ears. White lights flashed everywhere, covering my whole surrounding hurting my closed eyes, just like movies.

Continuously shaking of my body, my cries, and someone's shouting are not the only things I feel, but the feeling of choking in the water and running out of breath is also there. I can't feel the water near me but I can sense my struggling. My head is pounding badly, the feeling of cloth which is tightly covering my eyes at that time is gone.

I feel someone's hand around me. The hands start covering my body aggressively, making me flinch. Those hands pull my body towards them.

It's repeating...

No!

No!

"No!!!" I shouted at them weakly. I don't want them to touch me again. The sensation of their hands on me makes me feel dirty. The feeling is still there. I am dirty. This...this body is dirty now. What can I do to make this body pure? Nothing, I can't do anything.

The white light is still covering my whole surrounding like capturing me with it, but then I saw a black door. All these lights are so bright but the door can be seen clearly. With my all strength present in my body, I ran. I have to get out of here.

I started running making me stumble on my own feet due to weakness. It's difficult to breathe here. After regaining my position I open that door quickly to find the sensation of all those hands are now more and more noticeable.

Almost immediately, I feel my senses highlightin', now a pair of hands are touching me, where are others? My eyebrows frown instantly, questioning to myself, I concentrate on the hands, they are aggressively shaking me.

"SUN-AH!!!!" My name has been called by someone.

Chocking in water and my breathing stopped and all the clouds get cleared out when I open my eyes with a loud gasp, wheezing and coughing vigorously, tears streaming down my face. Almost immediately I grab my head with both of my hands, closing my eyes tightly.

Pounding, my head is pounding hard, feeling like the hammer is striking with all its power. I cried shaking my head but the pain gets doubles. A body pulls me somewhere, hugging me tightly.

Aggressively waggling in that grip I tried to shake that disgusting feeling, I felt in my dream. Shouting and crying are all in vain, and then the grip tightens around me. Pain caused my body to lose its strength.

There was screaming loud unbearable screaming and crying, and all I desperately wanted them to stop.

Someone was talking to me, the hand touching my shoulders and body making me flinched harshly until buzzing in my ear grew louder and louder, and then it all stopped.

The screaming and crying were all me.

"Shh shh, it's me... It's me." I catch a familiar voice ringing in my ears but I could not pinpoint who it is. Anxiety slows down so is the pain, but sniffling and pounding of my head were there.

After some time I totally realized my position. My body was in someone's embrace, a hand on my head caressing and patting it slowly.

He is a boy.

But...He is not my father...

But this not seems to mean any harm. There's nothing in it that makes me feel fear. The fear is long gone. This is warm, this embrace is warm. Those hands are not big but enough to cover my entire body.

Without opening my eyes, without seeing that person, without doing anything I can tell that he made me feel safe.

Tears are still streaming down my face wetting my eyelashes and cheeks. The temperature is giving me chills. A disgusting smell strikes straight in my nostrils. It is making my nose scrunch with crying and hiccupping.

"Hey.. hey calm down. It's me... it's just me here, stop crying nobody here, see...nobody. Open your eyes." He says softly convincing me to open my eyes.

Slowly I open my eyes, blinking rapidly to gain a clear vision despite the tears in my eyes, my grabby hands desperately out in search of someone that is holding me.

His strong arm pulled my body on his lap, he settles my body bringing my head to his chest, loud thumping of heartbeats are there, I can hear it.

Then he brings his legs to his chest, pulling me more closely, my head was now on the crook of his neck. He was whispering incoherent words near my ears soothing me and he rocked me gently from side to side.

I now began to realize I was in that white cold room where they throw my body and I met here someone.

Peeking through his neck I saw, I am at the corner of the room, I can see the whole room now, no windows with total white walls. But the blood spots are there and now they are redder. Scratches are there, long sharp painful nail scratches. A pot, maybe it contains water in it, I don't know. No one was there, just me and him.

I released myself from his neck and look at him. He is really beautiful, with those pretty puffy gloomy crescent moon eyes. He has that small smile on his lips which can make me feel safe.

Those pretty eyes are starting me, they hold a kind of emotion that I don't think I clearly know. The thing I know is they are way better than those dark haunted eyes who love to hurt others.

"Sun-ah, are you feeling better now?" He asked me with admiration, hands-on my back caressing it. To answer his question I nod my head hesitantly, looking down at my lap. It seems like he sees my hesitation and carefully he lifts my chin with his index finger.

"My princess...my Buttercup." He called me sweetly making me froze. Many thoughts are running in my mind giving me a headache but I look up at him and saw nothing but love.

He called me with that name...

He called me with...

He called me...

He called...

Tiny...called...

Tiny.

My Tiny.

Loud buzzing noise started ringing in my ears making me deaf, I press both of my palms tightly on my ears, easing the buzzing. But it's getting louder and louder.

A hand snake down in my waist making my eye widen in horror, I looked up to see only the darkness, hazy darkness. Repeatedly I blinked to make my vision clear.

The hand was of the boy, my Tiny's.

I heard a voice, "Try to remember Sun-ah. We promised each other, we will remember each other, till the end. We are one. We are...You...Me...Hyun...." The sound fades away leaves only silence, my surroundings are spinning making me dizzy.

Everything is moving but I feel safe, there's no fear this time. Because I was in a safe embrace. Again my mind slips into deep threads of memories, and today I am ready to face them.

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I saw myself in front of a small broken window staring deeply at somewhere. Forest, I am surrounded by a forest. The smell of trees, soil, and water make this place peaceful. The smell of gasoline is making this familiar. But I can't point out how it's familiar.

I sigh taking deep breaths savoring all of the cool air. The wind is blowing my hair back. As a result, I slowly touch my hair pushing them opposite to my face. My hairs are longer than usual. Never ever I had long hair. This gives my mind to think about many questions.

When did my hair become this long?

How much time has passed...while I am here?

What is this place?

Why am I sitting in front of a window?

Why I feel peaceful?

Is this heaven?

"Sun-ah" I heard a beautiful voice calling my name. I divert my eyes to that direction, fluttering my eyelashes lightly feeling like they are so heavy.

The owner of the voice, the boy takes the seat beside me, taking my hand into his.

How can I be so relieved?

I didn't even flinch?

What type of person he is?

All my worries flew away the moment he smiles at me.

Cute.

The boy is so beautiful with those crescent moon eyes.

If I was in school this time, I will definitely cringe so hard. But here I am, doing nothing.

"How's my princess." His eyes disappear as he smiles at me. I feel myself relaxing with this beautiful act.

A soft smile makes its way to my lips. Never ever in my life I think about talking with anyone. Especially with a male. But he is different. I can sense it.

"Staring, huh?" He smirks and I blushed lightly.

"But not saying anything to me." His smirk drops in pout, round cheeks are now gaining my attention towards them.

"Tiny." I said slowly, smiling lightly.

"Yeah...it's tiny. Your tiny." He ruffles my hair with a big smile.

My tiny.

"You are spending your time alone here. You don't even ask me to join you, I was looking for you." He put both of his hands to his chest, pouting again.

"Just want some time alone, nothing else," I said softly. Slowly he places the back of the hand on my cheeks, caressing it. I can't help but flinch at this contact.

"Hey relax. You know it's me, right?" He gives me a reassuring smile. I nod. "You are having those nightmares again. Am I right?" His voice seems worried.

I move my head back to the direction of the window, not saying anything. I don't want to answer anything, I don't want anyone's pity. It makes me weak.

The intensity of pity in their eyes is too much and it's killing me.

"There you go, again thinking hard about meaningless things." He said and crouched down on his knees in front of me and took both my hands into his. I was still looking at the window.

I don't want them to know I am weak, I don't want to cry in front of them. It makes me feel like a person gaining attention.

I can't help myself to think about many consequences.

What if they are annoyed by me?

What if they think of me like an attention seeker?

What if they don't care, and what if I expect too much and what I get is nothing?

A soft kiss is pressed on my forehead, making me feel things, that I don't want to feel.

Every thought stopped at that point. I look up to see him standing in front of me.

"This is how I want you to be, peaceful." He caresses my cheeks.

"Sun-ah, I know it's hard to find happiness here, but we promised each other to find that in ourselves. We have to help each other, care for each other, fight for each other. We promised. I promised to take care of you. You take care of me when I was struggling with my problems. When I was having all those hallucinations about my father beating me. But you were there with me. Now how can you stop me from taking care of you." I sat there listening to all the words he is saying.

He is looking straight into my eyes. They are sincere. I wanted to say something but he beat me on it.

"I know, those voices in your head are making you weak, saying all those pathetic things which will lead you to think that you are not capable of doing anything. You are worthless, they are telling you that your heart is beating meaninglessly like without any sense. No reason for you to breathe, no reason for you to be happy, and no reason for you to live.

But no, you have to fight, you have to run from those voices. They never tell you something which can make you smile. So for smiling....." He said and smile with those cute eyes.

".....I am here. Ta-da.." He giggles showing himself. I smile unknowingly at him with glassy eyes.

"I will make you smile. We will make you smile. We are each other's responsibilities. You are my responsibility, I will take care of you. Don't worry just don't think about those insecurities you think you have. You are beautiful, we all are beautiful. It's just we have to find that beauty and happiness in us." The moment he stops talking I was full-on crying. I started sobbing heavily making his eyebrows frown.

"Ooooo...Ooooo...." He looks at me with those wide eyes, his index finger pointing at my tears.

"Aishhhh. You are crying!! Oh, my buttercup is so sensitive. Hey, I am sorry for making you cry. Oh gosh." He hugged me as I cry on his chest. His right-hand caresses my hair making me happier.

I love his touch, he takes all my pain his words are so deep all loaded with honey. I don't remember how I meet you. I don't remember how I am here with you.

But the thing I know is you are beautiful in all aspects.

You can make any person smile.

Now I know why I am feeling peaceful here.

Because of him.

But...

I looked up at him with my teary eyes, he looks at me expectantly waiting for my words.

"You said...WE.." He smiles at me.

"It's okay it takes time. You don't have to worry. I am here right next to you. But for you to know....he is Hyung." I was about to question him that whom he is talking about but then I heard a loud yelling voice from somewhere.

"Sunshine is here." I frown my eyebrows at tiny but he was laughing and gesturing me to look somewhere.

I look at that direction, I saw a beautiful boy all shining and making cute cute noises, making me laugh. He was oozing happiness from that much distance.

"Hobi...." I said as I look at tiny he was nodding all giggling at me. A smile curves on my lips.

I was looking at tiny but his demeanor changed drastically making my eyebrows frown. My smile dropped. A loud thud sound can be heard from the same direction from where hobi is coming.

My head snapped back towards that direction only to see a body laying down on the floor helplessly reaching for some help.

The surrounding changed now...the broken windows are not there only white walls are there making my breathing hitched.

What happened?

Who is he?

Where is hobi?
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All those things stop and a loud wheeze left my mouth as I coughed hard, my eyes snapped open because of a loud screech realizing that I was still in that white room.

"HYUNG!!!!!!!"

I saw the door closed and hobi was lying on the floor helplessly, his face was swollen making me cry. Cuts are visible on his face, the neck has long scratches.

He is not moving at all. Just lying there peacefully.

What they have done to my hobi?

Tiny was there helping hobi, he grabs his body and put hobi's head on his lap, crying and screaming for him open his eyes.

I sat there frozen not knowing what to do, I started crying screaming out of nowhere. I can't move my body at all like him. I want to help, I wanted to help.

But I was not able to do anything at all.

I heard Tiny's voice telling me I don't have to worry, it will be better in some time.

He said TIME heals.

Then why are you crying Jiminie?

Why are you there crying like no tomorrow?

They both are there and I am here.

We promised to help each other....right?

But all we just do is to cry and accept our fate.

Because that's the only power that controls everything, from what had happened to what will happen.

And we are just their puppets.

Just puppets.

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