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Flashback

Trees with these beautiful voices of birds, the fresh wind that makes your heart heal, the perfect way to express what I am feeling at this moment. It is fairly cold but calm, the sky is cloudy but perfect for anyone to think positively. Giving good vibes through nature which makes you happy is called perfect weather.

Which is right now, at this moment.

We are moving back and forth on the swing, sitting right next to each other, feeling happy and satisfied.

Be peace with the one you want, with the one who brings happiness to you, the one who laughs with you, with the one who cries for you, the one who understands that you are not feeling well. The one who tells you many things, like good or bad.

The one who makes you social, one that makes you realize that you are not alone, you are with someone who cares, who loves you just the way you are.

Who doesn't want you to change, you are who they like?

Yes, she is the one that cares and she is my friend.

I feel myself relaxing with these thoughts, she is here with me that's what I want. I nuzzle my head on her shoulder making myself more comfortable as she looks at me with adoration in her eyes.

My hands are in her big hands, her fingers were tracing and caressing my scars, praising them telling me how glorious they are.

I smile at her like I usually do, and exhausted one.

"I am happy." She said. A smile flashes on my face.

"I am glad," I whispered looking at her fluttering lashes.

There's a tree in front of us, a large one with long branches and the beautiful flowers which cover the whole tree line hugging it in their embrace.

Now the sun seems to shine higher on our heads. The hotness is unbearable after some time.

All of a sudden she takes my hand and she led me towards the large shade of the tree.

Slowly we sat down, she takes my head deliberately and lays on her shoulder softly. I smiled at the thought that she cares and always notices that I am tired and sleepy.

A habit of her makes me wonder how secretive she is. Whenever we are spending time with each other, she always writes something. I never asked her anything nor even I peek to know what she is doing. I don't want her to see me like I am invading her personal space.

"What's my baby bear thinking?" I flinched slightly due to a sudden familiar voice rings in my ears and then as a result I shake my head. "Nothing?" It sounds more like a question. But then something clicked, I smile at the nickname.

Baby bear.

Aww.

"A-Am I your b-baby b-bear?" I asked while fiddling my fingers, feeling shy all of a sudden by this unexpected nickname. No one ever gives me names. She is the only one.

The one.

"Yes, you are babycakes." She started tickling me.

I jumped and started laughing feeling all ticklish. My head which is on her shoulder was now on her lap, I curled into a ball while laughing. I feel so happy, I begged her to stop but it's like she wants me to laugh more. I laugh till I cried.

My hands went up to her shoulders to stop her but she suddenly takes both of my hands and put them on her lap, as an effect I fell a little forward, towards her. I was laughing till now but the moment I look up at her, she is not laughing anymore.

I have never seen her like this, the emotions in her eyes were unknown to me. Her gaze makes me feel butterflies all over my stomach, my body betrayed me in seconds and I get scared of what's happening.

I feel like she is seeing through my soul with those beautiful brown eyes of hers. Her lips were sealed, not even one word was coming out of it, just those eyes were saying everything and here I am like a lost person don't catch anything at all.

"Mmm...I" My lips parted as I was about to mumble something but she beats me to it and puts her index finger on my lips shushing me.

My confused eyes were on her now, she wipes the tears of mine which were landing on my cheeks wetting my long eyelashes.

"You are beautiful, you know that?" She whispered with tenderness in her voice. My eyes brimmed with tears again, words are not forming on my lips. I don't know what to say.

"Hey hey, you dambo. I was complimenting you, and you. Oh, this girl!" She pats my head carefully as I wipe all tears with the back of my hands.

"Why are you crying?" She asked, I only shake my head while looking down at my lap because that's the safest thing to look at.

She raises my head with her index finger and lets out, "Don't cry my baby carrot, if you cry again I will cry too." She pouts while crossing her arms. I laugh at the nickname.

"Yes. Just like this. That's stunning. Your smiling face is beautiful." I look at her and smile shyly at the compliment.

"Are you embarrassed? Awwwww, My baby boo is embarrassed." I punch her weakly in embarrassment, not wanted to hurt her. She laughs at me and we were back again with the last position, my head on her shoulder and her doing her important work.

Sometimes I feel what did I do to deserve her? She is beautiful, she is someone who has all the decent personalities in it. So precious and beautiful.

What if she will leave me?

What if she never wants me to be her friend?

What if one day she comes to know I am useless?

These thoughts make me tighten my grip on her hands. She looks at me all confused, but I didn't say anything. I was lost in my thoughts, the thoughts which make me weak.

I am pathetic to even think she will stay.

She is better, better than anyone. And one day she will leave me for someone who will be like her, strong and tough.

"I am not going anywhere." She whispered all of a sudden making me surprised. My gaze immediately landed on her face. How did she know what I was thinking?

Wait... Did I say that out loud?

No, I neve-

"I know, what you are thinking. I know you, my pooh. I know what's running inside your mind. You don't have to say anything to me. You are a book, an open book. Anyone can read you." She boop my nose, immediately I scrunch it in reflex.

She giggled wholeheartedly, "Come now rest. Don't think. Got it." She lovingly rests my head on her shoulder.

She knows me.

She knows everything.

And that's what I am afraid of. I don't want her to know every single thing about me.

She is a good girl, a happy girl. I am a bad one.

The one who only disappoints everybody.

The one who only makes others sad.

The one who is depressed.

The one who is all alone in her world.

On this planet.

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