Hey lovelies, first of all, sorry for this late 
update. I wrote this chapter in three days, 
my ass is so lazy right now because I have 
a little fever. Well that's better from 
yesterday, I am happy. But yeah, that 
doesn't mean I can give you an excuse. I am 
sorry😖🤧

Guys don't forget to give your love to my precious baby Ms_starsky♥️

Anyways this is the new chapter, hope you 
like it. It's still a flashback. Next chapter 
will be of the present time♡♡

Let's get it. 

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Flashback~

He let out a gasp as he waked up from a long tiring sleep. He tightly closed his eyes to protect it from the dazzling light which is coming from the front, trying to blind his eyesight. After some seconds of relaxing, he finds himself on a bed.

With his hazy vision, he saw that he is in a room which is all blue, he is in between two big beds. Both of the beds are full, which means people are there. He can just estimate because he couldn't able to see clearly.

Then he saw his body.

He is chained.

His mind suddenly started remembering all those disturbing moments which happened to him before he fell asleep. He let out a shaky breath as if convincing himself that all the things which are happening with him were nothing but a dark disturbing dream. But that's not the truth, and he knows that perfectly.

He feels like crying.

What did he do to deserve this, huh!!?? Nothing right?

He is a good baby boy who loves his mother, his father.

Yes, he loves his father no matter what his father did with him but he always respects him. No matter how much he hurt his own son. All the upsetting and distressing words his father said goes straight to his heart, clearly piercing him. But all he did is to love his father.

He never had any friends, never. He is alone.

But he is so bubbly in nature, he wants to know how it feels to be someone's companion, to be someone's partner.

He wants his mate, his fellow mate.

A partner in crime.

But no one is there.

But he knows, he has to be happy for his mother, for his mom. He is aware of his mother's feelings for him, he knows that she really loves her son.

That's the main reason for Jimin's smile.

But now it's gone.

He is all by himself now.

Hot briny tears welled up in his eyes, making their way to chin then neck, soaking in white clothes. He sniffled and wiped those tears with his shaking hands. Everything is aching.

His hands, legs, eyes.

His heart, everything.

He places his trembling hand on his chest, feeling his heartbeats which are heavier and so louder in this silent room. He can feel his heart beating faster than usual.

He wants this to be a dream but when the truth comes in front of his eyes, he felt miserable.

He is sad, depressed, dejected by his life.

He again thinks, what he did to deserve this? But then he recalls something, something from his mother.

"My baby..." his mother lovingly said to Jimin, while playing with his hairs, braiding them into two small ponytails.

Jimin giggles as he looked at the beautiful women sitting infront of him. He cutely hummed as an answer.

"Everything happens for a reason my love, even if we are not wise enough to see it. Every single thing that has ever happened is preparing you for a moment that is yet to come. Okie, so be prepared my baby." She take the band and tightly wrapped it around his hairs, securing them. She sighs and made Jimin to look at her.

"And remember that there's no wrong turns, just unexpected paths." He looked at his mom with a confusing face, pout is clearly visible making him look more cute.

Jimin to some extent knows what his mom is saying. But not totally, after all, he was only 12. He was just a smol baby.

But now Jimin knows, he is a well-matured boy now. He clearly remembers every single sentence of his mother.

How his mother told him to be aware of bad people around him. How his mother told him about the people who kidnap beautiful petite boys and do bad things with them.

They hurt them, that's what she said to his son.

What type of hurt, his mother didn't tell that.

His mother thought that he only knows the pain which is given by his father. The pain of not being loved.

However, it's not the case. He clearly knows everything when he was in his high school, being bullied and harassed by his seniors because of his looks.

He never told his mom.

He is the boy who keeps everything with himself, doesn't want to see his mother being hurt by his own son's problems.

He slowly opened his eyes again when he heard a sniffle from his right side. This time the vision is clear, he can see everything in these bright lights.

The feet of a girl are visible next to his bed. Those feet are shaking lightly. Jimin's eyebrows frowned as he slowly moving his head causing him intense pain.

His body gets frozen for some seconds. Eyes spilled the painful tears. His body is throbbing, it's like his body is all made up of rock, but he is confused about his hands.

They seem to move freely, how is that possible?

Ignoring the pain of his body, he looked at the girl's side fully. He tightly closed his eyes trying to get rid of excess tears. The moment he opened his eyes he was shocked.

Shocked to see the person in front of him.

She is here, next to him.

His angel.

She is the one who is sniffling lightly, a hint of fear is clearly evident on her face. Her body is shaking due to something, which is unknown to Jimin.

A side of Jimin was happy to see her again. He never thought he would ever see her or meet her in this life. He never thought he would see his angel in front of his eyes.

But another side of Jimin was sad, because of her condition. She is looking so fragile. Her face is pale, her skin is totally white, lips are chapped. Like she is not strong enough to endure all this pain. Her shoulders are stooped like she is barely breathing.

And it seems like her tears are not going to stop at any moment.

Jimin feels so distressed after looking at her bloodless washed-out face. He slowly moved his eyes to look further..he is curious about why she is crying.

Something caught his eyes as he blushed with all the red shades. She is so sweaty and the new clothes are sticking on her figure. It's clearly obvious that she is not wearing anything inside those white clothes.

Jimin looked away.

"Starting is rude, mumma says that..." He mumbled under his breath and closed his eyes, trying to get rid of that unforgettable image, which is just now printed in his mind.

A heartbreaking sob left her lips as Jimin came to his senses again.

'He didn't do anything that he should have done in this situation, that's calming her.' Jimin said in his mind.

He is now angry at himself for being this stupid. Cursing himself for god knows how many times he then finally started focusing his all attention on the girl.

He realized that she is mumbling something in her dreams. He is not far away from her but he couldn't able to move his body, then how can he listen to what she is saying.

All of a sudden, he saw that she opened her deep brown eyes along with a choked gasp. Her breathing is abnormally high.

Jimin's stiff body was now in a little action. He gulped as he looked at her face, she is looking in front of her.

Jimin knows that the girl is scared, she is terrified to see these walls. Everything is so obvious, you just have to look at her. And everything is crystal clear.

She is like an open book to Jimin.

Jimin's eyes widen as he sensed something, he feels like she is going to cry. Her nose starts to scrunch cutely and her lower lips start wobbling.

To Jimin's surprise, she started crying right away and not even five seconds are passed and she weakly turned her head to Jimin's side.

He stopped breathing.

It's like the heart knows that she is someone special and with that, his heartbeats go to their max, just by single eye contact. Jimin's eyes are like stucked on her beautiful face, he is not blinking. His angel is looking at him.

She is looking at Jimin.

All air is now like sucked out of him. Jimin can't believe what's happening to him. This is her effect.

The girl in front of him blinked her eyes few times, after sniffling a little she looked at Jimin's body. He is also like her, unable to move and chained. She saw that he is suffering from pain too. She is not the only one.

She then again looked at Jimin's face. She opens her mouth a few times as if she wants to say something.

She then adorably looked at her hands while sniffling, whimpering a little she moves her left hand to wipe her tears.

The same strong pain strikes straight to her back. She let out a harsh piercing cry and her hand felt all limp on the bed.

Jimin hissed in a reaction as if he is in pain, he knows this pain which she felt just now.

"A-Are you o-okay?" Jimin worriedly asked her with his shaky voice. She opened her teary eyes and shakes her head a little as a response.

Jimin felt his heart shattered into little pieces. Her tears are enough to make him sad. He wants to help her, wanted to wipe every single tear which is leaving from her eyes. But all he can do is nothing.

"H-How did you g-get here?" He asked her carefully, wanted just to divert her attention from the vasting pain.

Her sniffles are now gone, the watery eyes are now cleared but the pain was still there buried somewhere deep down in her body.
She looked at him confused, but then answered, "Mmm...d-don't r-remember." She said with a small shaking voice, her doe brown eyes seem to hold everything with them.

He feels like his stomach is filling with butterflies that are dancing happily inside his stomach due to the soothing voice she got as a gift from god.

He liked how his princess sounds, so melodious and soft.

He blushed and looked away from her side.

Silence is now spread in the room. It's been like more than five minutes and no one says anything. Jimin curiously looked at her side and find her sleeping peacefully again.

All the memories from before are still fresh in his mind, but he doesn't know why is unable to ponder about those horrible moments.

He is just thinking about his girl, his adorable girl who is now sleeping after saying just a simple "don't remember" sentence and that imprinted on Jimin's heart forever. Because that's the first time they talked.

He found this way more cute than anything that she sleeps with a pout on her face.

Doll.

She is a doll.

His doll.

A warm smile spread on his lips and a sudden blush brushes over his cheeks "The time when I first saw you, I know that I was falling for you....but this hard?" He questioned himself, biting his lower lip to contain his cheeky grin from spreading throughout his face.

"You didn't give me a warning….." He whined and closed his crescent moon eyes, even his eyes are now smiling. He complaints to god know who.

But there's one thing he knows.

He is falling...

But will she be there one day to catch him?

~~~

Except for Jimin and Sun, there's one more person who is with them in the other bed, he is Hoseok.

They call him Hobi in short.

Hobi is a simple nickname that was given by their doll, their Sun. Don't know why but she likes to give nicknames.

She is very fond of nicknames.

Hobi has that heart-shaped smile that can light the whole room, his laughter is everything for them. He is the one who always brightens their mood when they are sad with themselves.

Sad with all the torture, sad because of the exhausting pain caused by the needles, sad with the suffering, sad with the one voice which is now active in their head and continuously talked to them about how useless they are.

They all wanted to run and hide from this hell but nothing seems to work out. They don't know how much time has passed away, they don't know if weeks are passed or those weeks turn into months.

They are stucked, that's all they know.

Whenever they give them their daily bread, hobi is the only one who feeds both of his babies, because his both babies are so naughty. They every time want Hobi to feed them.

Hobi is aware of his circumstances, more like their circumstances. He knows that he and his friends are trapped in a place where the police can never reach. He knows that they himself have to think clearly about escaping this hell hole.

Because they are not able to tolerate the effects of medicines which are now increasing day by day on them. Everything is leisurely leaving them.

First their urge to eat, second their urge to feel.

When the bad people give medicines or drugs to them. It affects so much, it feels like their body is swinging back and forth in the air. They feel so light as if they are on cloud nine, but after these effects when the bad people don't seem to care about Hobi and his mates, they are restless.

They all feel anxious, sometimes they feel so nervous around each other, some of their days just passed by looking at each other's limpy bodies.

They sometimes vomit like crazy, their throats hurt while talking, so they avoid speaking too much. They have now begun to understand each other's gestures.

Jimin is the one of them who can understand everything that they sign. He has that special ability to see through their eyes.

He never fails to see past his angel's doe brown eyes.

They are so appealing yet dangerous.

"Eyes are captivatingly beautiful, not because of the color but because of the words they hold with them."

Jimin knows that he is ruined by her, he knows that he is sinking in those beautiful dreams of his angel.

But he likes when he can't able to breathe when his breathing gets stuck into his throat just by looking at her.

The way her black hairs are gracefully laying down on her shoulders, the way she sometimes gives a small smile which makes his heart beats faster than ever.

He likes the feeling, feeling of falling deep into the eyes. He wanted to die, die in those arms of his princess.

The pain is unbearable here, but he has to fight.

Fight for himself, fight for his princess, and fight for his dearest Hyung.

Speaking of eyes, Hobi's eyes are different, they are the ocean, so full of life yet so uncertain. The clear icy blue hue carried all his emotional currents.

The eyes remind Sun of someone, someone who is unknown to her.....now.

The one who is here, somewhere in this place, in this hell hole. She knows that it's because she can hear him.

She can hear him yelling at someone, the voice, the person....she can hear him talking about this place.

The familiar person who was there when she was getting kidnapped, he was the one.

The one with the name Ares.

But now she is slowly forgetting his existence. The images and voices and fading now, she is slowly forgetting everything.

These are the effects of needles, the drugs. She is not the only one who is suffering, Hobi and Jimin are in line too.

They could not able to remember their own past, their own family....that's when they promise each other.

They are so scared but they promised not to forget about each other. They always stay close to each other, they are each other's family now.

Hobi is the one who always whispers positive words to them to keep going to where their fate decided them to go.

They are ready to bear everything here, just those bad people don't separate them because they are each other's strength.

They need each other, to face fate.

They will stay with each other as they promised.

~~~

Jimin is aware that Hobi hyung and his angel are becoming closer to each other day by day.

The way Hobi always cutely scold her when she didn't eat anything from her plate and she shyly nods her head with a pout on her face.

The way Hobi always caresses her hair when she is having any of those bad dreams which she can't bear.

Hobi always wipes those tearful eyes off her whenever she cries because she missed someone so dearly but couldn't able to remember who the person is.

Hobi knows that Sun doesn't like to be touched all so suddenly. Both of the boys are always careful to touch their doll. They always protect her with everything they had.

Whenever those people inject those heavy dozed drugs into her body, she screams and cries a lot.

She sometimes talks to someone while looking at a particular corner of the blue room. They both don't know who she talks to. But one thing is clear, the one she talks to is a girl.

Jimin knows she is really sensitive, more than Hobi and him, she didn't like much talking but Hobi always shares everything with both of them.

Hobi always says that talkin' is must, they don't have to build strong and high unbreakable walls around them.

'Because the higher you build walls around your heart, the harder you fall when someone tears them down.'

They followed hobi's advice.

But it was not their fault that by the time the three of them came close, they had forgotten many of their memories from the past.

In the meantime of getting closer, they had to stay very far from each other too.

They sometimes don't see each other for like days because the bad people here change their room because of some fucking new experiments. They don't know the time but that's all they estimated.

And when they finally met, they sometimes could not able to recognize each other for many days.

Hours passed, then those hours turn into days and days turn into weeks and months. But they are still there, in this place, in this hell hole.

And Jimin's feelings are still like that. He sometimes thinks that Hobi Hyung is good for his angel but he doesn't want to share her with anyone.

He whined angrily with a pout visible on his face when he looked at Hobi who has his angel on his lap. She is sleeping peacefully in his embrace, cheeks are totally smooshed on Hobi's chest making her look more of a baby she is.

Jimin is not jealous, nope...not at all.

He is just a cute little puppy who is angry at his Hyung for taking his angel away from him.

Hobi in the reaction laughs softly at him with his sweet heart smile, making Jimin more shy.

"Really?? You are jealous?" He asked and laughs again when Jimin looked away from his direction and huffs angrily with a mumble 'no'.

"Okay never mind," Hobi said with a shrug. But smirked playfully and started caressing Sun's hairs to calm her in front of Jimin.

Jimin adorably glared at his Hyung, but his eyes widen and his whines get louder when he saw, in sleep, his angel wants to get more comfortable and with that, she hugged Hobi more tightly like a koala.

Hobi hugged her tight and give a peck on her hair to ensure her that he is here with her.

Her brother is here with her, always.

"Hyuuunnnggg...." Jimin whined again, he wanted to tell his Hyung that she is his. But how? This is so embarrassing for him. He never ever said anything like that to anyone.

Hobi pressed both of his lips in a thin line to suppress his grin. He wanted to laugh at his dongsaeng's cute behavior. He is so happy that he has a younger brother now.

He always craves a brother.

Because he missed him.

His brother.

"When are you going to confess, huh!?" Hobi asked tilting his head, he finds this puppy love  so cute.

Jimin freezes out of nowhere at his hyung's question.

He knows...his Hyung knows.

He wants to hide somewhere, where no one can find him, especially his Hyung. He is
sho shy to let out a word. How can his Hyung know everything?

Is he that obvious?

"W-What..c-c-confess?" He stuttered every word like crazy his eyes brimmed with tears and he looks down at his lap, almost apologetic.

Is this is wrong?

Loving someone is wrong..?

Is he loving someone who is not his?

Is this love not possible?

"Chimmy you are crying. What happened? Did you remember something?" Hobi asked, his voice is so soft with all the honey loaded with them. Jimin sobbed as he shakes his head in tiny.

He feels so heavy. His heart, his breathe, every single body part is so heavy that he could not able to lift him up.

He slowly drags his body and sits beside Hobi. He then lay his head down on his hyung's shoulder for consolation.

Hobi as the sunshine he is allows him. His brother needs attention and he'll give that to him.

Jimin sniffled and asked, "H-Hyung, y-you knew?"

Hobi sighed heavily and wiped Jimin's tears, "Yes, I knew that. Chimmy, It's so obvious!" He caresses his brother's hair as he speaks again. "You always look at her like she means the world to you." Hobi smiles at his dongsaeng who is now wiping his leftover tears with his cute little fists.

"S-She is." He said.

Hobi smiles lovingly at the younger one. "Promise me that you will always be there for her. Promise me that you will take care of her. Promise me that when the time comes, you will take her out from this hole, with me or without me." Jimin frowned his eyebrows and looked at his Hyung. The request doesn't seem right to him at all.

"She is never going to be sad again and if she is, then make her happy. Tell me that I can give you my sister, without any doubt." Hobi looked at Jimin with seriousness but his eyes shine with tears.

Is he not in love with Sun?

Wait!!! Sist--

He confusingly looked at Hobi, "Hyung..." He points at him and then at Sun. "Sister...??" Hobi huffed and face palmed himself.

'His innocent and stupid brother.' he shakes his head a little. Now all the solemnity is gone.

"You pabo! She is like my little sister. Pabo! Pabo! Pabo!" Hobi flicked his forehead multiple times and Jimin whined in response.

"Hyung....hurts." Jimin pouted as Hobi laughs at his stupidity. After the laughter dies down Jimin again puts his head on the elder's shoulder.

"I will....but not without you." He says and hugged his hyung's hand. "I promise to take care of her but with you. We promised. Didn't we..?" He smiled and nuzzle his head in the crook of the elder's neck.

Hobi smiles sadly at Jimin's answer, he doesn't know if they can ever get out of here or not. He doesn't know if they can ever see the beautiful nights and the shining sun.

But there's something he knows.

He loves his babies.

And he will sacrifice anything for them, even his life.

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