Hey, lovelies I am back. Hope you guys miss the story and me😍

I HAVE NEWS FOR YOU: Well I gotta say corona sucks. A positive case just being registered here in my area. I am afraid as well as sad😖 In the morning they came to take the patient and the sharp smell of medicines is coming from the doctor's clothes and that makes my head hurt🥺😭 I don't like hospitals at all they fucking sucks.

Let's just fuck it and start the new one. Guys, it's the tenth chapter, hope you love it.
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And don't forget to give your love to Ms_starsky coz she helped me ❤️

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Hobi's scars are bleeding continuously and it's making me cry out of fear, How much pain it will cause? How can he be enduring that? I pity him. The way he was there, head on Tiny's lap, curled into a ball breathing heavily is so pitiful.

The sight makes me want to puke.

And then there's Jimin, whose one hand is there caressing Hobi's hairs, soothing him with sweet talks and praises that this time will pass on, that he is doing really good in respect to the last time.

It makes me think when I was not here, what happened to them?

How did they survive like that?

Did they eat?

I don't even know how much time is passed, while we are here. By looking at my long hair I could tell it's been months but how much, I don't know.

It's so difficult to calculate the days we passed here. Looking for help, which doesn't come.

Jimin's other hand was on me, doing exactly the same as Hobi. My cries die down as I look at him, his face is so puffy. He was crying and it makes me afraid.

Jimin, from my perspective, is strong, the way he cares for me and hobi is remarkable. He was there when I was crying, he was there when I am having nightmares, he was there with Hobi and I was crying and he told me softly to stop crying.

A normal person will get annoyed by how I was behaving at that time crying and weeping like a small baby, but he doesn't do that he takes care of me at that time when we are not ourselves.

That's my first time seeing someone in this condition and I lost my consciousness right at that moment from crying and shouting so much. In my last moment, I saw Jimin running towards me.

When I opened my eyes I saw Jimin, he was helping hobi cleaning his wounds with water from the pot. I saw myself in the corner lying comfortably on the floor. I slowly get up and hissed from the sharp pain which is caused by my head.

Jimin look at me and said with sad eyes, "Are you okay, Sun-ah?" I slowly nod my head and closed my eyes as I rest my head on the wall.

"No, you are not...look at you. You are looking so pale." He said in a pout, not satisfied with my words. "Wait, I am done with this now, I will help you." I shake my head stopping him but he didn't.

He lifts hobi's body in his arms and makes his way towards me, his hands are shaking due to the weight of the body. He is not that strong, I felt that, but his face only smiles.

He carefully sat down near me, a sigh leaving his lips when he keeps hobi's body on the floor, head on a piece of cloth to make it comfortable for him. He looks relieved. And I am glad.

I look at him with my tired eyes but I feel something is changed in him and I can't pinpoint it. The change was in a good way and it makes me smile. I don't know why I smile at this horrible moment. I don't know why but he looks so fluffy...

Wait...

I notice that his clothes are changed. He was wearing an old gray hoodie. His head is covered and only his round pink chubby cheeks are showing and a small portion of his pointed pouty lips are peeking from the hoodie. He was looking adorable all cuddly.

He looks at me and a practiced smile instantly curled on his lips making my smile drop at the exact moment. My eyes brimmed with tears.

Act...

All is act...

Act to know that he is fine.

But he is not...

How can he do this?

How long has he been doing this...hiding his pain with that beautiful eye smile?

You can't do that Jimin..do you think that I am not your friend. You don't have to act in front of me Tiny.

You don't have to say that you are fine. I am not the one who will not understand your emotions Tiny.

I appreciate you so much.

You mean so much to me.

I know I am not good enough for you to trust, I know I am not good enough for you to share your worries. I know I am not good enough to make you smile.

But I am always here for you... I can give you my shoulder so you can lay on me.

You want me and Hobi to see you as a strong person.

Believe me Tiny...we know you are the strongest one here.

But the strongest person sometimes loses their shits. They also want to scream, they also suffered from mixed emotions. They also want a shoulder to cry their eyes out, to leave all the dark things behind.

They also want to be pampered, to be babied by someone special to them.

And now when I say you are a baby, believe me, you are.

You need all the attention of this world, you also want love and praises from your family.

I don't know about your family.

But here we are your family.

Me and Hobi.

And I am here, I am here with you always. To make you happy, to give you all support and love. I am here, I trust you. You can also trust me.

A soft touch on my cheeks interrupted me and I blinked my eyes and return in present.

"You crying...? Why?" He asked me with frowned eyebrows and then I finally realized I was crying. He wiped my tears with his small fingers, looking at me with round big eyes, as a result, I shake my head with a sad smile as an answer because I don't know what to say.

He repeated and mocked the action of shaking my head and flicked my forehead.

A small gasp left my mouth as I looked at him. He giggles at my reaction. I lightly smack him on his chest. "Aish, it hurts. You pabo." He laughs at me and I pouted.

He is laughing at me...😖

Then he started laughing hard making me giggle out of nowhere.

His laugh is so contagious, he can light the whole world with his smile.

He is such a beautiful boy.

My Tiny.

I am happy to know that I make him smile. It makes me glad.

He then wiped my leftover tears and after taking my hands into his, he said "You can share anything with me you know that, right?" He asked me while caressing the back of the hand with his small thumb. I nod my head, meekly at him.

"So tell me what is it? Why were you crying? Are those nightmar--" he was asking about the nightmares as I interrupt him. "No, it's not that." I shake my head looking down.

"First look up, straight into my eyes." He said. I shake my head while pouting and mumbled a small 'no'.

"Princess, I don't like liars, you know that. You know when I talk to someone who is special to me, I want them to look into my eyes. That looks confident." He said cutely while glaring at me.

But my mind was somewhere else, I saw a beautiful girl with me. She was caressing my head looking at me with a smile.

"Sun-ah...you know I want you to be confident. Try to look up when you say something. It will make an effect. The front person will think that you are confident of what you are saying. Like you know it's right. Okay.." The girl in front of me said with a big smile.

She is teaching me how to be confident.

Why would she do that to me?

What's my relationship with her?

She is someone I know...because I am smiling at her.

I am smiling...

She makes me smile...

Who is she?

Why is she teaching me? Is she a teacher? No no, she is wearing a uniform.

I am in a school??

Is she someone special to me? Is she my sister? Or she is my friend?

What is this?

Why am I seeing this?

This is so......

My body started shaking aggressively but it's not because of fear or something. I am not shivering or feeling any cold.

I opened my eyes, I saw a shocked Jimin looking at me.

He was scared....? But why?

"Jimin... I....saw..." I called him, but he hugged me tightly. I was shocked when I listen to his sniffle, he is crying.

I forget everything at that moment.

He is more important than those memories, I always see in front of my eyes.

I don't even know who they are...I know they are somewhat important to me.

But now what is important is Tiny.

I detach his body from mine. Almost immediately I grab his head and cup his cheeks, "Why are you crying, are you hurt somewhere? Tell me! Tell me please! Did I hurt you?" I asked him with tears in my eyes.

His cries, his happiness every single thing makes an effect on me.

He is there every time for me. I should be with him too.

"You....you....went limp into my arms, you were c-crying for help. I..... don't know w-what to do. Y-You were shaking like crazy, I was s-scared......" He cried hard and again hugged me tightly. I caress his back with my hand, soothing him but....

I was shocked at what he was saying a moment ago while crying. I didn't saw anything like that in that memory.

I only saw the memory of a girl...she was there in a school teaching me something about confidence.

There's is only a memory which I saw. Nothing more nothing less.

Nothing which makes me afraid. Anything not like that which can make my body shiver.

What's happening?

I was shaking, crying for help??

I was afraid of my body.

I was so afraid of everything but I didn't cry.

I have to be strong, I don't know how much more memories are there waiting for me for.

I don't know when will they come back.

I really want to know what type of girl I was.

I want to know everything about me.

Soft snores left Jimin's lips and I cooed at him with a smile and I forget about my worries.

He was tired and stressed, helping him sleep for the first time makes me happy.

I carefully separated my body from his and make him lay down. His head was on my thighs and I was sitting there.

A hand of his slipped inside my thighs and he cuddled them. A soft gasp left my mouth because of the sensitive touch.

He makes his body in a comfortable position and sleeps right away. A word slipped from his pouty lips in his sleep "cold".

I smiled at how cute and smol he looks now.

But my heart hurts when I saw his vulnerable side.

He was cold and I don't have anything with me which can help him.

I smiled sadly.

This is our place for now.

We know we have to get out of this cruel place but the question is how and that we don't know.

We don't know how will we do that...

I don't know what is outside that steel hard door.

I don't know what had happened at that time when I was sleeping.

I have to know from them, from Tiny.

I have to help them to get over their hardships.

I have to help myself too.

We will do it.

I can do it.

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