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𝗦𝗘𝗕𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗔𝗡 𝗩𝗨
❪ I. HIS BASIC INFORMATION ❫

✩‧₊˚ BIRTH NAME ── sebastian aiden vu
✩‧₊˚ KOREAN NAME ── boo se kyung

✩‧₊˚ NICKNAMES ── sebby ,, seb ,, bash

✩‧₊˚ BIRTHDAY ── january 07, 2004
✩‧₊˚ ZODIAC SIGN ── capricorn

✩‧₊˚ BIRTH PLACE ── honolulu, hawaii, usa
✩‧₊˚ HOMETOWN ── honolulu, hawaii, usa
✩‧₊˚ RESIDENCY ──
❪ 2004 ─ 2016 ❫ ;; he grew up in honolulu, hawaii, usa as the eldest in his family.
❪ 2016 ─ 2021 ❫ ;; he and his sister moved to seoul, south korea after they were told thhat they were going to debut.
❪ 2021 ─ 2022 ❫ ;; sebastian moved back home to honolulu, hawaii, usa for his hiatus.
❪ 2022 ─ present ❫ ;; after hiatus, sebastian moved back to seoul, south korea and has been there ever since.

✩‧₊˚ NATIONALITY ── american
✩‧₊˚ ETHNICITY ── vietnamese-indian

✩‧₊˚ LANGUAGES SPOKEN ──
❪ vietnamese ❫ ;; 100% understanding ,, 2% speaking. sebastian can understand vietnamese perfectly, but he just can't speak it. stella, who speaks it occasionally to ensure shanon and him don't forget it, has been helping him learn but it's been proven impossible.
❪ bengali ❫ ;; 100% understanding ,, 0% speaking. similar to vietnamese, sebastian can understand bengali fully, but he can not speak it at all.
❪ korean ❫ ;; 80% understanding ,, 60% speaking. despite being a kpop idol, sebastian's korean is horrible. his korean used to be better, but then sebastian went on hiatus. he didn't expect to come back as an idol, so he just let the language go. his korean now is just enough to manage as an idol, but it is kind of hard to hold conversation out of that.

✩‧₊˚ HEIGHT ── 183 cm ❪ 6'1" ❫
✩‧₊˚ WEIGHT ── 52 kg ❪ 114 lbs ❫
✩‧₊˚ NATURAL HAIR COLOR ── black
✩‧₊˚ EYE COLOR ── black
✩‧₊˚ BODY MODIFICATIONS  ──
❪ nose ❫ ;; nostril piercing

✩‧₊˚ GENDER ── male
✩‧₊˚ PRONOUNS ── he/him
✩‧₊˚ SEXUALITY  ── pansexual ❪ undisclosed ❫
✩‧₊˚ RELATIONSHIP STATUS ── taken ❪ private ❫
✩‧₊˚ SIGNIFICANT OTHER── natalia "nala" zhang ❪ private, not secret ;; 2022 to present ❫

✩‧₊˚ SPEAKING CLAIM ── mark lee ❪ nct ❫
✩‧₊˚ VOCAL CLAIM ── mark lee ❪ nct ❫
✩‧₊˚ DANCE CLAIM ── mark lee ❪ nct ❫
✩‧₊˚ RAP CLAIM ── mark lee ❪ nct ❫

𝗦𝗘𝗕𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗔𝗡 𝗩𝗨
❪ II. HIS CAREER INFORMATION ❫

✩‧₊˚ STAGE NAME ── sebastian
✩‧₊˚ EXPLANATION ── birth name
✩‧₊˚ REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI ── 🐱 ❪ cat like features ,, cat like mannerisms ❫

✩‧₊˚ OCCUPATION ── idol ,, vocalist ,, songwriter ,, producer ,, rapper
✩‧₊˚ SPECIAL SKILLS ── vocals ,, producing
✩‧₊˚ TRAINING PERIOD ── one year
✩‧₊˚ TRAINING YEARS ── 2015 ─ 2016

✩‧₊˚ COMPANY ──
❪ atlas entertainment ❫ ;; 2015 ─ present

✩‧₊˚ STATISTICS ──
❪ vocals ❫ ;; 100/100
❪ rap ❫ ;; 97.5/100
❪ dance ❫ ;; 99/100
❪ stage presence ❫ ;; 98/100
❪ songwriting ❫ ;; 100/100
❪ composing ❫ ;; 98/100
❪ producing ❫ ;; 98/100
❪ acting ❫ ;; 50/100
❪ public speaking ❫ ;; 20/100

✩‧₊˚ DEBUT DATE ── december 17, 2016
✩‧₊˚ AGE AT DEBUT ── 12
✩‧₊˚ FANDOM NAME ── bubbles

✩‧₊˚ GROUP DISCOGRAPHY ──
tox¡c - debut ,, mini album ❪ december 2016 ❫
broken record - mini album ❪ july 2017 ❫
sick of you - japanese single ❪ november 2017 ❫
time again - mini album ❪ march 2018 ❫
wonder - full length album ❪ january 2019 ❫
sugar plum fairy - mini album ❪ november 2019 ❫
sigh - english single ❪ november 2020 ❫
talk that talk - full length album ❪ february 2021 ❫
l-o-v-e - mini album ❪ april 2022 ❫
heaven's calling - mini album ❪ november 2023 ❫
memories - mini album ❪ january 2024 ❫
sunshine - mini album ❪ march 2024 ❫
sxcker pxnch - mini album ❪ april 2024 ❫

✩‧₊˚ TMV DISCOGRAPHY ──
bloodwash - debut ,, mini album ❪ april 2017 ❫
how r u - mini album ❪ may 2018 ❫
little angels - mini album ❪ june 2019 ❫
watermelon cake - mini album ❪ october 2022 ❫
apple pie - mini album ❪ september 2021 ❫

✩‧₊˚ V3N0M DISCOGRAPHY ──
crazy talk - debut ,, mini album ❪ august 2018 ❫
sandcastle - single ❪ august 2020 ❫
cookie dough - japanese single ❪ february 2022 ❫
shark bite - full length album ❪ december 2022 ❫

✩‧₊˚ R.SK DISCOGRAPHY ──
rsk factor - debut ,, mini album  ❪ february 2022 ❫
beautiful liars - mini album ❪ january 2023 ❫
FXCK - single ❪ august 2023 ❫

✩‧₊˚ INSTAGRAM ──@/sebbyvu

𝗦𝗘𝗕𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗔𝗡 𝗩𝗨
❪ IV. HIS PERSONAL INFORMATION ❫

✩‧₊˚ MBTI ── esfp

✩‧₊˚ MEDICAL CONDITIONS ──
❪ GAD ❫ ;; generalized anxiety disorder (gad) is a mental health condition characterized by persistent and excessive worry or anxiety about a wide range of everyday problems and situations. while the exact cause of gad is not fully understood, it is believed to result from a combination of biological, genetic, environmental, and psychological factors. in some cases, individuals who have experienced or are currently struggling with an eating disorder may develop generalized anxiety disorder as a secondary condition.
❪ OCD ❫ ;; in the context of anorexia nervosa, obsessive-compulsive disorder (ocd) manifests as a co-occurring condition characterized by intrusive, distressing thoughts and repetitive behaviors that significantly impact eating behaviors and body image. individuals may experience obsessive thoughts related to food, weight, and body shape, leading to compulsive behaviors such as rigid dietary rules, excessive calorie counting, or rituals around eating and exercise. these behaviors are driven by an intense need for control and anxiety about weight gain or body appearance. ocd in anorexia often exacerbates the restrictive eating patterns and reinforces the cycle of obsessive thoughts and compulsive behaviors, further complicating the management and treatment of the eating disorder. integrative treatment approaches that address both the symptoms of anorexia and ocd are essential for comprehensive care and recovery.
❪ MALOCCLUSION ❫ ;; malocclusion refers to the misalignment or incorrect positioning of the teeth when the jaws are closed. it can involve various types of dental irregularities, such as crowded teeth, overbite, underbite, crossbite, or open bite. sebastian had braces from ages ten to fourteen.

✩‧₊˚ FAMILY ──

MOTHER 𓏧
❪ NAME ❫ ;; shinjini vu
❪ BIRTH DATE ❫ ;; march 01, 1984
❪ BIRTHPLACE ❫ ;; kolkata, india
❪ NATIONALITY ❫ ;; indian-american
❪ ETHNICITY ❫ ;; indian
❪ OCCUPATION ❫ ;; surfing instructor
❪ RESIDENCE ❫ ;; hawaii, usa
❪ RELATIONSHIP STATUS ❫ ;; married
❪ RELATIONSHIP WITH MEMBER ❫ ;; shinjini, a devil woman, played a significant role in sebastian's eating disorder. on the day sebastian was born, she declared her son too ugly to be loved. throughout his childhood, she constantly made derogatory comments about sebastian's appearance, focusing particularly on his weight. she would call him "her little dumpling," not as a term of endearment, but to imply that he had fat cheeks like a dumpling. these cruel remarks deeply affected sebastian, contributing to his struggles with his body image and self-esteem. her relentless criticism planted the seeds of his eating disorder, causing lasting emotional scars.

FATHER 𓏧
❪ NAME ❫ ;; mark vu
❪ BIRTH DATE ❫ ;; november 26, 1982
❪ BIRTHPLACE ❫ ;; hawaii, usa
❪ NATIONALITY ❫ ;; american
❪ ETHNICITY ❫ ;; vietnamese
❪ OCCUPATION ❫ ;; pilot
❪ RESIDENCE ❫ ;; hawaii, usa
❪ RELATIONSHIP STATUS ❫ ;; married
❪ RELATIONSHIP WITH MEMBER ❫ ;; devil #2 played a crucial role in sebastian's pain by suggesting that they remove him from their family portraits. he believed sebastian didn't fit the family image, deeming him too dark, too heavy, and not attractive enough to be part of their picture-perfect family. as a result, there isn't a single family photo with sebastian in it. looking at their family photos, you'd think the vus only had three kids, not four. this exclusion made sebastian feel like an outsider, deepening his sense of rejection and unworthiness.

SISTER 𓏧
❪ NAME ❫ ;; shanon vu
❪ BIRTH DATE ❫ ;; december 03, 2005
❪ BIRTHPLACE ❫ ;; hawaii, usa
❪ NATIONALITY ❫ ;; american
❪ ETHNICITY ❫ ;; vietnamese-indian
❪ OCCUPATION ❫ ;; idol
❪ RESIDENCE ❫ ;; seoul, south korea
❪ RELATIONSHIP STATUS ❫ ;; single
❪ RELATIONSHIP WITH MEMBER ❫ ;; sebastian and shanon's relationship is close yet distant. sebastian has been compared to perfect princess shanon his whole life, starting from the day she was born. "why can't you be more like shanon?" he'd hear repeatedly throughout the day. despite having a good relationship and being close, there's a significant gap between them due to the stark differences in their childhood experiences. this constant comparison has created a subtle but palpable distance, overshadowing their bond despite their genuine closeness.

BROTHER AND SISTER 𓏧
❪ NAME ❫ ;; sean and saylor vu
❪ BIRTH DATE ❫ ;; april 07, 2007
❪ BIRTHPLACE ❫ ;; hawaii, usa
❪ NATIONALITY ❫ ;; american
❪ ETHNICITY ❫ ;; vietnamese-indian
❪ OCCUPATION ❫ ;; student
❪ RESIDENCE ❫ ;; hawaii, usa
❪ RELATIONSHIP STATUS ❫ ;; single
❪ RELATIONSHIP WITH MEMBER ❫ ;; sebastian and the twins, despite their parents' efforts to keep them apart to shield the twins from what they perceived as sebastian's imperfections, developed a clandestine bond. their parents believed sebastian's presence might negatively influence the twins' upbringing, so they discouraged open interaction between them. despite this, in private moments, away from their parents' watchful eyes, the twins sought out sebastian's company. they shared secrets, played games, and confided in each other, forming a deep, unspoken understanding that was their own refuge from familial expectations. in these moments, sebastian felt a sense of acceptance and belonging that was rare in his family dynamic, where comparisons and criticisms were constant.

𝗦𝗘𝗕𝗔𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗔𝗡 𝗩𝗨
❪ IV. HIS FUN FACTS ❫

✩‧₊˚ HABITS && MANNERISMS ── sebastian has a habit of bouncing his leg incessantly when he's deep in thought or feeling restless. when nervous or anxious, he often unconsciously pinches his arms, a subtle gesture that reflects his inner tension. when faced with confusion, his default expression is a slight pout, his lips forming a subtle, perplexed curve. one of sebastian's endearing quirks is how he wrinkles his nose when he laughs, a charming reflex that adds to his boyish charm. another telltale sign of his uncertainty or indecision is when he absentmindedly plays with his hair, twirling strands between his fingers when unsure of what to do with his hands.

✩‧₊˚ HOBBIES && SKILLS ── sebastian is passionate about producing music, songwriting, and composing, channeling his creativity into crafting melodies and lyrics that resonate with emotion and depth. in his spare time, he enjoys making jewelry, finding joy in the meticulous process of designing and assembling unique pieces. he also finds relaxation in lego building, creating intricate structures and imaginative worlds brick by brick. beyond these creative pursuits, sebastian has a knack for crocheting, skillfully weaving yarn into cozy blankets and intricate patterns. he also dabbles in making games, combining his love for technology and creativity to develop interactive and engaging experiences. his hobbies in crafts span a variety of mediums, from painting and sculpting to experimenting with different diy projects, always seeking new ways to express his artistic talents.

✩‧₊˚ LIKES ── sebastian enjoys legos, finding joy in constructing and exploring imaginative worlds with colorful bricks. he also has a fondness for anything related to ducks, appreciating their charm and quirky characteristics.
✩‧₊˚ DISLIKES ── sebastian dislikes social media, preferring privacy over constant digital engagement. he also dislikes absolute darkness and anything horror-related, avoiding themes of blood and gore. additionally, he feels uncomfortable in places where it seems there's no escape, preferring environments that offer a sense of safety and freedom.

✩‧₊˚ FAVORITES ──
❪ FOODS ❫ ;; macaroni and cheese
❪ DRINKS ❫ ;; apple juice
❪ COLORS ❫ ;; grey
❪ ANIMALS ❫ ;; duck

✩‧₊˚ STRUGGLES ── defending himself ,, self confidence ,, body image issues

✩‧₊˚ STYLE ──

❪ EVERYDAY ❫

❪ FORMAL ❫

❪ AIRPORT ❫

✩‧₊˚ TRIVIA ──
❪ ONE ❫ the duck song is literally his ringtone. it never fails to bring a smile to his face whenever his phone rings with its cheerful melody.

❪ TWO ❫ whenever sebastian has those moments where he might relapse or just doesn't want to eat anything, he turns to his special foods: macaroni and cheese, dinosaur crackers, plain rice, and applesauce. these foods are his go-to comfort and assurance, ensuring that he will always have something he can eat no matter what.

❪ THREE ❫ in late 2021, sebastian made the difficult decision to take a hiatus from his usual activities. his health had been deteriorating quietly for months, marked by episodes of extreme fatigue, dizziness, and a gradual loss of appetite. despite his best efforts to manage, the situation escalated until one day, he collapsed unexpectedly at home. it was a frightening wake-up call for both sebastian and those close to him.

he was rushed to the hospital, where his struggles with an eating disorder were discovered. the collapse was attributed to his body's inability to sustain itself properly due to prolonged inadequate nutrition. during his time in the hospital, sebastian received intensive medical care and nutritional support to stabilize his condition. his recovery was slow and arduous, marked by moments of frustration and setbacks as he struggled to regain strength.

by mid-2022, after several months of intensive treatment and rehabilitation, sebastian felt strong enough to return to his usual routines. the experience had profoundly changed him, instilling a deeper appreciation for the importance of self-care and a balanced diet. he vowed to prioritize his health more consciously, including sticking to a nutritious meal plan that incorporated his special comfort foods to ensure he maintained a healthy relationship with eating.

❪ FOUR ❫ sebastian is incredibly competitive. if there's a prize, he will do whatever it takes to win, driven by a relentless desire to come out on top in any competition or challenge he faces.

❪ FIVE ❫ sebastian is an amazing cook; without him, the dorm literally wouldn't eat at all. he takes pride in bringing his culture to the group through his food, preparing a variety of vietnamese and indian dishes that showcase his culinary skills and heritage. among his dorm mates, sebastian's cooking is a cherished part of their daily routine, offering flavors and dishes that bring comfort and enjoyment. he understands shanon's tendency to feel homesick, even if she won't admit it openly, and he knows that she deeply appreciates the taste of home-cooked meals. whenever he cooks vietnamese or indian dishes, he often makes extra effort to include flavors and ingredients that remind shanon of home, subtly comforting her and strengthening their bond through shared cultural experiences.

❪ SIX ❫ just like barbie, sebastian has dabbled in a vast array of hobbies, making it hard to keep track of all his talents. he excels in numerous activities-he can surf the waves, score goals on the soccer field, sink baskets on the basketball court, create intricate drawings, master the art of crochet, and sculpt with skillful hands. within the dorm, reminders of his diverse interests abound. half of his bedroom is occupied by his extensive lego collection, showcasing his passion for building and creativity. meanwhile, remnants of his past pursuits like beads from his jewelry-making phase are scattered throughout, a testament to his ever-curious and creative spirit.