Yunjin (Lsrfm)

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Here's Yunjin's Weverse post for everyone who's sad rn:

hi everyone !
it is very cold out lately.
it’s the kind of cold that cracks my skin and stings my lungs when i inhale too deep all at once.
cold enough to make reminders of the weather to my loved ones, in case they go out and catch a cold.
i hope you all have worn warmly enough.
the holidays may feel different to everyone.
to some, it may simply mean pure joy and spirit.
for others, there may be a sense of sadness when it comes to the end of the year. the holiday season may be nothing more than existential anxiety wrapped in tinsel.
it’s the closing of a chapter — the final checkpoint to look back — and when we near that final page, we find ourselves facing an incredible awareness of the passage of time.
“time flies” we say. “what happened for it to already be the end of the year?“
good question. what have i done?
have i done enough?
have i become enough?
and how harrowing it is to be met by the realization that maybe i am nowhere near the version of myself i want to be.
in the past year, perhaps you have experienced crippling loss (or losses), pain, heartbreak, doubt, beginnings, endings. perhaps you have lost yourself, badly, and are still in the process of piecing yourself back together again.
perhaps you’ve chosen a new path, but are struggling to push forward. you have maybe done some healing, cut some people out of your life.
or maybe you’re still stuck. maybe you want to retreat.
whatever it is, you are not where you were the last time you saw snow. and the cold is a stark reminder of that.
but i can assure you you have grown.
you might not know it now, but in time, you will see that everything has happened for a reason. that reason will appear when everything has happened. you will feel it inside you. you may even already have the answer within you somewhere.
but right now, you are right where you need to be.
that is enough.
it is cold out, yes.
but the wind will always make it feel colder than it actually is.
your skin may crack and your lungs may sting.
but you crack and you sting because you are alive.
i crack and i sting, too.
i only hope that this winter, you may also find warmth.
if that warmth is by chance me, i ask you to please hold me close. just like how on my coldest nights, you have brought me warmth, without you even knowing it.
if this winter you wish to stand still, you can stand still. i’ll be still right next to you.
and maybe we can watch the snow fall, drift, and melt together.
spring might come faster that way.
happier holidays
💌

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