I don't know if I have demons in my mind or I'm the devil myself.

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"What the fuck Jungkook?" I yelled at him unbelievably as I saw him munching on his chips carefree.

Jungkook: "Oh, hey Dallia. You came." he got off the couch and smiled at me as if he wasn't crying on the phone an hour ago.

"Yes, of course, I fucking came because you called me and you were crying and you said there is an emergency here and you can't do anything and something horrible has happened to Taehyung...-"
He cut me off by grabbing my hands.
Jungkook: "Breathe Dallia! Yes that was me I guess...Shit-" he scratched the back of his head, "-Don't kill me please,"

"JUNGKOOK," I warned him with my impatient voice.

Jungkook: "Ok, I'm gonna tell you-" I narrowed my eyes, waiting for him to explain, "-As I was saying..., Uh..., Well...., I was joking about the Taehyung part. I wanted you to be here but I knew you were going to say no, so...Yeah I lied a little."
He looked at me with his doe eyes, smiling innocently. Oh my God, this guy.....

"Dude, are you serious right now? I got at least three tickets on my way here and I almost ran over some kids while you were standing here, laughing at my stupid ass? You gotta be shitting me!" I pinched the edge of my nose in irritation. Such a stupid person I was for believing him. But he was crying, like literally crying and I got really worried.

Jungkook: "I'm so sorry ok? First of all, I didn't know You care about Taehyung that much, and second of all you're so freaking stubborn. I had no other choice. I knew you wouldn't come." he tried to calm me down but how could I calm down. I thought Taehyung was dead or something.

"Unbelievable!"I mumbled, turning around to get out of that unholy house that I promised not to step in again but Jungkook made me stop immediately.
Jungkook: "Where are you going Dallia? I really need your help."

"I'm not falling for your tricks again." I tried to push him away from my way but he didn't move at all. He wrapped his arms around me, hugging me tightly.
Jungkook: "Please," he emphasized the word, "I'm not joking I really need your help for something."

Taehyung: "What is going on here?"
Taehyung's deep voice interrupted us and Jungkook let go of me, turning around to face Taehyung.

Splendid! I was getting lost in this man's eyes again. He was wearing a baggy black T-shirt. His hair was as messy as my life and he was putting on a grey bandana. I couldn't decide if he looked hot or cute or both. But suddenly I remembered that he literally dumped me that night and didn't respond to any of my calls. I looked away, chewing my lip.

Jungkook: "I was asking Dallia if she could help us." he responded to Taehyung, looking back at me.

"Doesn't matter anyway. I'm leaving now." I said, walking towards the front door as someone grabbed my wrist.
Taehyung: "No Dallia, please stay."
I looked at him but he immediately looked away, biting his lip.

Taehyung: "I know you're mad at me, but please stay." he finally looked at me. He was devastated.

His eyes were a bit puffy and I could see dark circles under them. The redness in his eyes was telling me that he had been crying. It seemed like he hadn't been sleeping well in a while. I felt a heavyweight on my chest as I stared at his sorrowful eyes. He had such a strong impact on me. I was feeling sad just by looking at him.

He spoke again with his raspy voice. He'd definitely been crying.
Taehyung: "Please,"
He was begging me. The great Kim Taehyung. I felt bad for him. Why he was so hopeless. I couldn't say no to those beautiful eyes.

"Fine," I said, lowering my head and He breathed out in relief.

Jungkook: "For how long you're gonna stand there, flirting in front of my chips?" he crossed his arms, faking a mad face.

Taehyung: "Oh yeah, sorry let's sit Dallia."
Taehyung said, hitting Jungkook's arm.

We sat down and jungkook threw a cushion at Taehyung.
Jungkook: "Hey, that HURT!"

Taehyung was in front of me, his face like a wet weekend. He bit his lips constantly as his feet were tapping the floor nervously. I wondered what made him this much distressed.

"Why did you need my help?" I leaned back and asked Jungkook.

Jungkook: "About that-" he took a sip of his drink, "-Everyone is gone for holidays. They're out of town for a few days. I and Taehyung promised that we're going to surprise Jimin's daughter because tonight is her birthday. We really suck at cooking a homemade cake and decorating. So I decided to call you to come over and help us."

Jimin had a daughter? I didn't know that. I was quite surprised. That guy didn't look like a father. So what? They couldn't just ask a maid to help them? I couldn't get the point of calling me. That wasn't necessary. They were behaving really suspiciously.

As if Jungkook read my mind, he spoke again.
Jungkook: "Tae sent all the maids for holidays. Sorry if I ruined your family time for Christmas."

Family time? I scoffed to myself. I was low-key happy that I didn't have to stay at home. I couldn't bear Hyunjin anymore but I didn't want to see Jimin too.
"I don't think Jimin would be happy to see me here for his daughter's birthday." I licked my dry lips, trying not to be offensive to their friend.

Taehyung: "I know we're asking for too much Dallia but can you please just stay?"

I raised my head and our eyes met in a powerful, locking gaze. He bit his lip, not moving his mesmerizing eyes from me. That habit of biting his lip was going to kill me for sure! I would think about him every day, picturing his gentle hands, his small mole, his hot silhouette. In my mind, he was somewhat of an enigma. A mysterious handsome man who was haunting me with his whole being.

Jungkook stood up, placing his drink on the coffee table.
Jungkook: "I'm going to buy some stuff and pick her up at Jimin's place. He's coming late tonight."
I nodded at him and he left sending me a flying kiss.

Debating on whether or not I should do anything, I chewed my lip slowly, looking over at Taehyung. He smiled at me as he patted the seat next to him.
Taehyung: "Come here,"

I stood up hesitantly and did as he said. He intertwined his fingers with mine, caressing my knuckles gently.
Taehyung: "I'm sorry about that night and not calling you back. I....., I was a little.....You know, I'm going through a lot these days and I didn't want to make you sad."
I stayed silent. That wasn't a good excuse for his behavior. He could've told me his problem or at least texted me.

I felt his cold hand on my cheek. There was a paradoxical touch. My cheeks were burning from the heat and his hands were cold as ice. What a fascinating match.
Taehyung: "Please say something."
He was staring at me so innocently that I couldn't scold him. How could I?

I gulped, trying to pull myself together and not falling for his charming face.
"Taehyung you could've told me about that. I don't know how should I really feel about this or us. I don't know if there are any "us".
You're confusing me. You can't just walk to me whenever you want and leave me just like that. I think you don't know what you want." I wiggled in my seat awkwardly, trying to sound sensible.

Taehyung:" I know...It's my fault. I'm so messed up-" he was running his fingers through his hair over and over, "-But I really like you Dallia. I don't wanna lose you." his voice cracked a bit as he let out a shaky breath.

He was afraid of losing me? Did he really like me that much? He barely knew me. I was puzzled by his enigmatic actions. I wasn't going to lie to myself. I did like him. I was starting to have feelings for him. I could feel the excitement every time I saw him. Like a rushing river in my heart. But something was off about him...

Taehyung: "You don't have to say you like me back, Just don't go away from me."
He sighed heavily, grabbing his hair in frustration.

I took his hand and made him loosen his grip.
"I'm not gonna leave you Tae," I said, nearly whispering and I touched the mole on his nose. He flashed his smile at me and that playful sparkle in his eyes was back again. What a sudden change! Was he even real?

He touched my exposed collarbone where he left a purple mark and smirked.
Taehyung: "I like it when your body belongs to my lips."
He was so shameless in expressing his feelings. I could feel my cheeks gleamed in embarrassment. He chuckled and stood up from the couch.
Taehyung: "Ok let's get to the work."

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There was a funfair of smells drifting about the house. Some were strong and earthy, like the mushroom vol-au-vents gently steaming in the oven. The peppery taste of Christmas pudding vied with the seasoned and grape-scented mulled wine. The faint crackling of chicken juices dripping onto tin foil can be heard from the kitchen. Its unique smell of McDonald's paper mixed with a delicious, gamy scent swirled into the room and nourished the soul. Other welcome fragrances made the whole house a sensory overload of pleasure.

We decorated the dining room with balloons, centerpieces, and confetti stuff.
There was a royal blue tree skirt with a snowflake pattern on the ground. An old-fashioned train moved across the peripheral of the tree skirt. There were medium-sized square boxes wrapped in gold wrapping paper behind the train. The silver flash of tinsel was glittering on the tree. A cute little sparkly winter bear on top of it. I guess Taehyung was obsessed with little bears. It was similar to the bear on my bracelet which he bought for me that night.

I finished the plating and looked up at Taehyung who was trying so hard to write the name of Jimin's daughter with frosting and chocolate cream but he was spilling it all over the counter.
Taehyung: "Oh my God, I think I ruined it. Why I'm so clumsy?" he pouted cutely.

I giggled and went to help him.
"Let me do this Mr. Clumsy."
He moved a little and I stood next to him.
The cake was a fluffy chocolate cake, towering with chocolate cream and strawberries and blue sprinkles on top of it.

Taehyung: "That lining the bottom of the cake pan with parchment was genius, by the way, I've always made the cake sticking to the pan."

"That's not genius everyone knows about it."
I was concentrated on the cake.

Taehyung: "I didn't know, and I was trying to compliment you but you ruined my mood." he mumbled and rubbed a little bit of chocolate cream on my cheek.

"TAEHYUNG!"
I said defending myself with my hands.

Taehyung: "Game on!"
He chuckled and showed his boxy smile to me. We did a complete chocolate war. We were laughing like kids and running around the house. I was so happy to see him laugh like that. The sound of his laughter was like a piece of healing music to my ears. I wasn't exaggerating though.

After a few minutes, I stopped panting hard.
"Oh my God Tae, You're so crazy." I tried to catch for the air.

Taehyung: "My stomach is hurting from laughing too much." he was eating the leftover chocolate cream like it was the most delicious thing in the world. My mouth was watering.

As he noticed I was staring at him, he walked towards me.
Taehyung: "Do you wanna taste it? It's really good." he put his index finger dipped in chocolate in front of my mouth. I gulped, looking at his finger. Oh my God...

"It's nothing Dallia just suck it quickly and that's it. You'll be fine." I was talking to myself in my head.

He raised his eyebrows, waiting for me to open my mouth. I didn't know what to do so I let him slide his finger in my mouth.
I slowly wiped the chocolate off his finger with my tongue. My heart was literally beating in my throat.

As soon as he felt my tongue on his finger, he bit his lip intensely. I could hear his irregular breathing. He let out an airy breath and stared at me with his lustful eyes.

I immediately stepped back causing his finger to slip out of my mouth. I looked away and turned around trying to calm myself down. He was setting pulses racing all over my body.

I coughed, trying to change the atmosphere.
"Can I use your bathroom? I really need to take a shower."

I didn't hear anything so I thought he was busy eating chocolate cream again but after a few seconds, I felt his arms wrapping around my waist. He back hugged me as he pressed himself against my back. I gasped as he brushed the tip of his fingers on my stomach.

Taehyung: "I've been thinking about you all these four days." he mumbled against my ear.

He was giving me wet kisses on my nape constantly as his hands were moving to my breast. The soles of my feet tingled from sustained arousal. He turned me around to face him.
Taehyung:" You're driving me crazy baby. "

He smashed his lips on mine and pressed me against the counter. I let out a soft moan as he slid his hand under my sweater. He was touching me delicately as if he was afraid of hurting me with his hands. I let his tongue exploring my mouth. We'd been eating chocolate just minutes ago, and that was exactly how he tasted. Sweet.

He kissed me hard, with a kind of devouring desperation, fingers digging into my hair. Our mouths slid together, teeth over lips over tongues. Desire hit me like a kick to the stomach. It was like fighting, except what we were fighting for was to crawl inside each other's skin.

I placed my hand on the back of his neck to deepen the kiss. He smiled against my lips and squeezed my hip with his right hand. He pulled me to his chest, his hands running down my back, clasping my thigh, drawing me closer. I arced into him, reveling in his strength, the alchemy between us twisting and burning. I was so lost.

He placed both hands under my thighs and lifted me up. Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my head and whimpered.
Taehyung: "Dallia what's wrong? Did I hurt you?"
He placed me on the counter and looked at me with a concerned face.

"No, my... my head is hurting so bad." I couldn't talk properly. What the hell was wrong with me?

He cupped my cheeks with his hands. I saw his lips were moving and he was saying something but I couldn't hear it. I felt like I was underwater. I tried to stand up but immediately fell in his arms. I was freaking out. I wanted to rip off my skull.

After a few seconds of struggling in Taehyung's lap, I became completely numb and closed my eyes.

The darkness keeps its grip...

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A.N :
I literally wrote this part twice, because Wattpad deleted it.
I guess they love me so much. 😂
Or maybe they are mad at Taehyung's tongue techniques. 😏
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