61-Let Me Out
(y/n)'s/Izdaja's POV
I woke up with a blinding headache and I sat up to bring my hand to my head when I felt something heavy on my wrists. I opened my eyes and looked down to see the all too familiar force restraint cuffs on me. "What the hell?" I spoke to myself as I looked around the room I was in. It was completely empty besides the bed I was in, a toilet, a metal desk and a wooden chair. I instantly recognized it to be the Jedi Temple's detention center.
I could see clones walking past my cell. The only thing separating us was a thick, reinforced, force-restricted, plexiglass and a metal door to the side that only opened from the outside. I groaned in frustration as the events that led me to here played in my head. I almost killed Obi-Wan, I could have.. I was aiming for his chest but on instinct I pierced him lower. Like a part of me was too afraid to kill him.
I stood up and walked to the glass and watched as they passed by me without giving me a glance. Except for one. I banged on the glass when his eyes met mine and he stopped. "Rex, come here." I smiled at him and he walked up to the glass that had small holes so our voices could travel through smoothly.
"I can't be talking to you General." He shook his head with a sad look in his eyes as he looked to his left and then his right down the hallway.
"This is all just a big misunderstanding," I chuckled while keeping my hands on the glass, "Let me out Rex." I spoke in a low sweet tone as I kept my eyes on his and I could tell he was slightly afraid. The yellow in my eyes was new to him.
He shook his head again and sighed, "Sorry General I can't do that."
The rage in me intensified, the one thing I hated most in the galaxy was being locked up like an animal. The way Dooku used to do to me all of my life. I pounded on the glass with a scream causing him to jump back, "LET ME OUT!" He quickly walked away as I continued to bang against the glass.
Anakin's POV
"Absolutely not." I snapped at one of the council members who made a suggestion to transfer (y/n) to the Coruscant prison where she would stay there the rest of her life.
"Excuse me?" He looked at me in disbelief.
"She stays here, near me." I growled without taking my eyes off of him, "She's not rotting away in a prison cell because you don't want to try. She's not herself!" I continued to argue, "How can you be so idiotic and not understand how the dark side influences people. She's lost, she's scared, and she has no idea who she can trust and can you really blame her after we all lied to her?!" My shouts filled the council chambers in an echo. "I will get through to her and I will have her back."
"And then what? She won't be allowed back in the order. She's a murderer and a monster." He spat and I was about lunge towards him but Obi-Wan grabbed me. How can some of them be so stupid! They can't see that it was us who did this.. but they don't care, they only care about themselves and their image.
I composed myself and nodded to Obi-Wan that I was calm enough to continue without him holding onto me, "When I get her back and I will." I glared at him before turning my attention the entire room. "I'm taking her away and leaving the order." My eyes dragged around the room so I could see all of their reactions.
"Sure about this are you?" Master Yoda spoke up and my eyes landed on him.
"Yes, I'm grateful for everything but I want a life with her and to have children." I admitted and instead of the look of disappointment I was expecting, he gave me a look of hope. He was hoping I succeeded in bringing her back so I could have the life I want.
"I'm leaving too." Obi-Wan interrupted and all eyes shot to him in surprise.
"What?" I eyed him confused, the order was his whole life. I never expected him to ever want to leave.
He turned to smile at me, "What? That house isn't big enough for the four of us?" He winked and I did my best to hold in my tears of joy. One thing I was sad about when it came to leaving was Obi-Wan. I was going to miss him so much and for him to tell me that he wants to come with me was the best news I've ever heard.
You really think I'd stay here without you?
(Fun fact: When Anakin was younger, I think early teens, he had a moment where he wanted to leave the order and Obi-Wan had said that if Anakin left then he would leave too.)
One of the council members was about to speak but Yoda put up his hand so everyone knew to be silent. "The best I wish for you both. But get through to her first you must. Until then, here she will stay."
"I hope for the best for you as well Skywalker but she won't ever be able to return here to Coruscant." Master Plo spoke when Yoda finished, "She still did kill a member of the council."
"I understand." I nodded respectfully, that didn't matter to me at all, we were gonna be on the Lakes of Naboo.
Suddenly the doors burst open and in came Rex. "I'm sorry to interrupt General Skywalker but she's awake." He informed me. I had asked Rex to come find me the second he saw her awake.
"Excuse me." I excused myself from the council and without a second to spare I left the room to rush to her. This was my chance. There's no Maul, no Rey, only me and her.
As I entered the hallway I stopped in my tracks when I heard her screaming and some banging but it quickly stopped, "I know you're there." Her voice came out like song. I took a deep breathe and made my way to the cell I placed her in and she was leaning up against the glass. The room wasn't in the condition I left it in. The bed had been flipped over, the wooden chair was broken into pieces, and the metal desk was upside down on the opposite end of the room. "Was it your bright idea to lock me in here knowing how I feel about cells." She angrily slammed against the glass.
"I'm sorry," I sighed, I knew she would react this way. She had such a deep hatred for cells given her past, "But this was necessary."
(Paralyzed by NF 🎼 This song in my honest opinion describes exactly how she feels right now.)
I saw fury behind her eyes at my poor choice of words, the same words Master Yoda used to describe her being kept in the dark, "Necessary?" She sneered through clench teeth, "Why is everyone else's pain necessary for you people? Selfish bastards!" She slammed her hands down on the glass again in frustration. She looked down to the floor and I could feel how hurt she was as her lips let out a small whimper.
I placed my hand on the glass where hers was, "Please forgive me for everything I've done to you," She didn't look up at me, she stayed frozen staring down at the floor, "I never meant for any of this to happen, I love you so much (y/n)." I choked when I said those last words.
Her eyes looked up to mine, "No you don't." She pulled her hands away from the glass so they were no longer near mine, "If you did, you wouldn't have left me." I saw a single tear go down her cheek. I hated myself for what I've done to her, what we all did.
"I wish I never did." A sob escaped my lips and I leaned on the glass with my hand and clenched my eyes closed to slow down the tears. I took another deep breathe before looking back up to her to continue, I had to reach her, "Do you remember our wedding?" I asked her the same question the night before I left. She didn't respond to me, she only stared at me with a hateful expression. "You said in your vows that we would always come back to each other, that we would forgive each other no matter what." I was hoping by reminding her of the words we shared that it would help get through to her.
She let out a dark chuckle, "I did say that. But since you wanna go down memory lane, why don't we travel a little more back, to the night before. Do you remember it?"
Flashback from (y/n) POV
(This is mainly here to refresh your mind so you're not confused and go back to look lol)
He smiled and climbed in next to me so I could lay my head on his chest as he held me. "You're the best thing to ever happen to me Anakin, without you I don't know what I would do, I'd probably die." I couldn't bear a life without him. I would break.
"That's not something you'll ever have to worry about, I'll never leave you (y/n)." He whispered as he continued running his fingers in my hair.
"Promise?"
"I promise baby." He started to sing to me like he did that night that he was in my room on Coruscant.
"Yes." I remembered the memory clearly. I looked into her eyes and all I saw was rage and pain.
"So I guess were both liars then." She spat and I heard her voice crack.
"I'm so sorry," I cried, I was starting to lose hope. I was starting to believe she was too far gone, "If you give me another chance, if you come back we can leave. Like I said the other day, we can go to the house on Naboo away from the order. I want you to have my children, I want to make you happy and give you the life you deserve."
"I don't believe a single thing that comes out of your pathetic mouth." She snapped and it caused my heart to drop in my chest. "Unless," she spoke in a sing-song tone, "You let me out of here." She leaned forward on the glass. I knew the second I let her out she would run the other way. As much as I wanted to I couldn't. "I might consider it." She smiled.
I shook my head with tears falling from my eyes, "You know I can't do that." I dropped my head so I was no longer looking at her, it hurt too much. (GIF)
"Ani please." Her voice came out in her normal sweet soft tone, she sounded like her. I looked up to meet her now (y/e/c) eyes. "I don't know what came over me. Please let me out of here." She gently placed her hand on the glass. I almost gave in. Force I almost gave in, but she was toying with me. "Please." She begged.
"No." I almost whispered, I had to force the word to come out.
Her eyes changed from her normal color back to yellow, "I HATE YOU!" She screamed and kept pounding on the glass in a fit of rage.
My crying broke out into sobs as I saw her in this state, "I love you." I whimpered from my broken heart. I had to walk way, I couldn't see her like this anymore.
Was she really gone?
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