Pov Seungmin

He was just sitting on his bed, doing nothing. He was just staring at his wall, crying quietly.

He hated the fact that he had to hide it. He didn't want Hyunjin to worry, or hurt Jisung. No one could know that Seungmin cared.

He was wondering what was taking so long and his friends hadn't shown up yet, but he also didn't care at that time.

"Seungmin, can I please come in?"

"No. Not until the others show up."

Seungmin heard Hyunjin sighing, but he never left. He was just standing right behind the door.

"Nevermind, come in."

There was nothing to hide from him. He was his best friend anyway. Seungmin really felt like he should tell him everything.

Even tho he'd repeat the same thing to the others. But it was different when those two were all alone.

"Are those... Tears? Minnie, no please."

Hyunjin said and wiped the younger's tears away, forcing a slight smile on his face, as he gave him a gentle pat on his head.

"Why would he play me? What did I do?"

Seungmin cried on Hyunjin's shoulder, and wrapped his arms around the elder's waist tightly.

"You did nothing, honey. And neither did he. I already told you I was wrong, and it was fake."

"Stop doing that! He played me, I don't believe any of you! You all make him the good guy because he's popular, and handsome and- Hyunjin, I need him back. But I can't forgive him."

As soon as Hyunjin got off the younger's hug, the bell rang and Seungmin immediately wiped away his tears.

"Is it that obvious that I was crying?"

"Not really. Just go wash your face and you'll be fine."

Seungmin nodded and quickly ran to the bathroom. He looked at his reflection in the mirror.

Hyunjin wasn't lying. It wasn't really obvious. With a little bit of water, he would be fine, and the others wouldn't understand.

"Um.. Seungmin? What about you staying in there and I kick them out?"

Hyunjin said, and he sounded really close to him. He was outside the bathroom, talking to him.

"What? No, why?"

"Well, Jisung's here."

Seungmin froze. What was Jisung doing there when he literally told him that he didn't want to see him again?

He furiously got out of the bathroom, and looked at Jisung. The elder was innocently looking at him, which made the younger even more angry.

"I think I said that I don't want to see you again."

Seungmin said through gritted teeth, and did something unexpected. Something that he had never done to anyone before.

Even his friends were shocked by his actions. But Seungmin did not regret it at all. He seemed to be relieved by doing that.

He had slapped Jisung across his face, which caused tears to flow down. Felix immediately hugged Jisung, but the elder just moved away.

"You're an asshole. A fucking player. You- ugh!"

Seungmin groaned, and just left. And tho he hit Jisung before, the elder followed him, like nothing happened.

"Leave me alone!"

"No. Seungmin, you almost died because of me, and you're expecting me to leave you? I'd be crazy if I ever did that."

Jisung said with a calm, and soft voice, which kinda confused the younger. He would never expect anyone to act like that after going through that much because of him.

"Give me a chance. You know I never did it. It's all that bitch's fault. I was wearing that sweater and she kissed me. All of it was edited. My eyes were wide open, I immediately pushed her back, but her friend had already taken that photo. Seungmin, I swear I'd never do that to you. Because... Goddamn it, you're important to me!"

Seungmin rushed into his hug, and broke down. Jisung hugged him tightly, and kissed his forehead slightly.

The younger boy, took out his phone to play that recording, but he hesitated. No matter how much he wished Heather was dead, he couldn't let Jisung hurt her.

Plus that he was really scared of her. He was shaking just in the thought of her. After what had happened, he was scared.

"Nevermind. Just go. I don't deserve you at all. You're still here, when I did- I'm sorry, please go."

"Don't apologise. I would've done the same. I'll go, but please remember that I care about you. Okay?"

Seungmin nodded slightly, and Jisung just left, without looking at him again. Seungmin sat down, in the middle of the road, and cried.

But he couldn't even do that in peace. He got a call from someone, and he sighed annoyingly.

But it was Jisung. Why would he call him, he had just left. If he didn't pick up, he wouldn't know.

"What?"

"Go home. You'll get hit by a car. Get up and go home. Please."

Seungmin tried not to smile, but he couldn't stop himself from smiling, once he heard that Jisung cared.

He didn't care about how Jisung knew that he was in the middle of the road. Only thing that was on his mind was Jisung.

He had already forgave him, when he had convinced himself that he completely hated him.

But he was feeling better after he forgave him. He knew that you only forgive the people you love no matter how much they hurt you.

And even tho Seungmin was hurt, he forgave him and now he wanted to see him again.

He couldn't wait to see him again.
But they unfortunately didn't have school the next day.

He went back home, with a smile on his face, which dropped as he looked at his friends.

They were looking at him, with disbelief. Were they still mad at him for what he had done before?

Even Hyunjin was like that, too. Seungmin just gave them a sad look, and entered his room, locking his door behind him.

He wanted to cry, but at the same time, the thought of Jisung made him feel really happy, and not a single tear could come out.

He couldn't tell if that was love that he was feeling, or if he was just finally feeling loved by someone.

Whatever it was, it made him really happy. He wanted to have that feeling forever. Just not with his friends being mad at him.

And he then remembered something. He never apologised for hitting Jisung. And he really should.

But at that time, he didn't have the courage to talk. He just wanted to close his eyes and fall asleep until tomorrow morning.