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The Great Hall was alive with the chatter of students, the clatter of silverware against plates, and the occasional burst of laughter from the Gryffindor table. The enchanted ceiling reflected the clear afternoon sky, bright and unmarred, a stark contrast to the storm raging inside Lilith Nightingale.
Lunch had barely begun when the familiar brown owl swooped down toward her, a single letter tied to its leg with the dark green ribbon of the Nightingale seal. The moment she saw it, a cold weight settled in her stomach. The hall, the food, the noiseβit all became distant, insignificant in the face of what she knew lay inside that parchment.
She untied the letter with steady fingers, but beneath the table, her hands were trembling. She could already see the elegant, sharp strokes of her father's writing even before she unfolded it, the ink dark and commanding. A deep breath. Then she read.
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The parchment blurred in her vision, but she forced herself to keep reading, her eyes tracing over every cold, unyielding word, each one slicing deeper than the last. Disgrace. Beneath us. Do not disappoint me.
It took every ounce of control she had to keep her expression neutral, to keep her fingers from curling so tightly around the letter that it tore. Around her, the world moved on as if nothing had happenedβstudents laughing, chattering, enjoying their meals, unaware of the quiet war being waged inside of her.
Pansy Parkinson, sitting beside her, glanced over. "Father dearest again?" she mused, sipping her pumpkin juice as though discussing the weather.
Lilith didn't answer. Couldn't answer. She felt like she couldn't breathe, the walls of the Great Hall closing in on her with every second that passed. She needed to leave. Now.
Pushing back her chair, she stood abruptly, the sound of the legs scraping against the stone floor sharp and jarring. A few heads turned, but she barely noticed them. Her heart pounded against her ribs as she strode toward the doors, her vision narrowing to a single point of focus: escape.
The second she stepped into the corridor, the suffocating noise of the Great Hall faded into silence. She inhaled sharply, but the air still felt too thick, her chest too tight. Her feet carried her forward without conscious thought, up the winding staircases, through empty halls, until she found herself climbing the familiar spiral leading to the Astronomy Tower.
By the time she reached the top, her composure cracked. The first tear fell before she could stop it, then another, hot and bitter against her chilled skin. Her back hit the stone wall, and she slid down onto the cold floor, pulling her knees to her chest as silent sobs wracked her frame.
This wasn't supposed to happen. She wasn't supposed to feel like this.
She had always known what was expected of her. Perfection. Composure. Excellence in all things. To be an ideal Nightingale, a daughter of unshakable poise, a representation of everything her bloodline stood for. And yet, here she wasβfalling apart at the seams because of a single letter, because of the crushing knowledge that no matter what she did, it would never be enough.
The tears came harder now, her breath hitching as she tried to quiet herself, but the storm inside her refused to be tamed. Her father's words reverberated in her mind, twisting into something even crueller in the solitude of the tower.
You were raised to be exemplary, not ordinary.
Her hands trembled as she clutched her knees tighter. She hated this. Hated how much control he had over her, how much his approvalβor lack thereofβdictated her every move. She hated that a part of her still craved it, still longed for even the slightest recognition from him, even when she knew it would never come without conditions.
The wind whipped through the open balcony, ruffling her robes and chilling the tear tracks on her cheeks. She tilted her head back, staring at the sky, at the endless stretch of blue that seemed so far beyond her reach. She wondered, for a moment, what it would be like to be weightlessβto escape it all, to let go of the expectations, the burdens, the suffocating rules that had been forced upon her since birth.
But she couldn't. She never could.
Because she was Lilith Nightingale, daughter of Caspian Nightingale, and her life was not her own.
A choked sob escaped her lips, and she buried her face in her hands, allowing herself, just this once, to break under the weight of it all.
For just this moment, she let herself be weak.
For just this moment, she was not the perfect daughter, the poised Slytherin, the composed Prefect.
She was just a girl, alone in the tower, drowning in the expectations she would never outrun.
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