Trigger Warning: Bad parenting, some shade about religion (if that makes sense)

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ROLE OF... Taurus

FULL NAME: Lilith Nuit Jangmi Pandeniye-Vsego Si (Biological name), Lilith Pandeniye-Vsego Si (Current official name) (Use his current official name please I can already feel people judging me TvT)

ETYMOLOGY: (Of biological name) Lilith is a figure from Jewish mythology, derived from earlier Mesopotamian mythologies. Held to be a female and creature of the night, stories in the Middle Ages came to associate Lilith with being Adam's first wife and the mother of demons. Nuit is a Thelemic deity derived from the Egyptian goddess Nut of the sky. Jangmi means rose in Korean. And Pandeniye-Vsego means 'Downfall of all' in Russian. His last name, 'Si' is pronounced 'See'. His mother thought that he would grow up into a beautiful rose that would one day descend into his rightful place among the stars, but his father disagreed and thought he'd bring down the world, hence his first name 'Lilith' and last middle name 'Pandeniye-Vsego'.

*Etymology wasn't included in the form, but I've gotta have some sort of explanation for that long and rather pretentious name. It would be waste to not include it, in my opinion. *continues to cry hahahahahaha*

NICKNAME(S): Lil, Lili, Si (from his last name), Meme Name Dude

AGE: 18

GENDER: male/masculine

SEXUALITY & ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: Greysexual demiromantic

NATIONALITY: Hong Kong (or wherever PIES is)

APPEARANCE: Lilith has rather long and messy dark-colored hair that tends to hang in his face. It is wild and strays in all directions slightly spiky strands. He has rare violet eyes that appear brown in dull light, and one eye fluctuates between violet and emerald green depending on his ability usage. A guy with medium height who stands at 5'7" (is that medium height?? I honestly don't know-) and possesses decently dark eyeballs as well as a slightly sunken face. He tends to slouch a lot (especially in the mornings) and TMI has wrists that look like if you squeeze too hard they'll snap. :D

BACKSTORY: <There will be mentions of religion and how it impacts the backstory. These are not my personal feelings nor do they hold true for everything, so please do not take deep offense as the religion spoken of in this backstory is simply like that for the sake of the backstory. However, if you get easily offended by religion-related things, I suggest you skip this.> Lilith was born to two, to put it bluntly, religion fanatics. Although his parents had a good relationship when they were younger, it slowly started falling apart after they got married and their first child died after his mother (a Christian) insisted on baptizing that child. His father (Hans) blamed his mother (Eudora) because he had been against the baptizing. However, somehow they made up, but it was never a stable relationship after that-they argued over many things, their religious views changed; they were ready to rip the other apart when naming Lilith, hence the long biological name-not because they wanted it, but because they simply could not come to an in-between and that was the only way both of them would be happy. Although they attempted to be good parents, after one too many arguments, they filed for an official permanent divorce. Lilith was barely even a toddler at the time, unable to live by himself but possessing no other close living relatives, ended up being 'shared' by his parents: half of the year he spent with Eudora, the other half with Hans. They both lived as far away as possible, so it's safe to say that Lilith experienced a lot of different modes of transportation for a long time. Even when he was young, he noticed the differences in the two households he was constantly being thrown back and forth from: Eudora, ever the faithful Christian to the point where it got to fanaticalness, became a forceful, overwhelming presence in Lilith's life, constantly controlling every aspect of his life as he grew older because she believed it was her God's will. She thought she was helping him by never letting him have real freedom growing up, but in reality she was just "clipping his wings so he couldn't fly", as they say. As Lilith grew older Eudora became more and more fearful that he would leave her for Hans, turning into a codependent type of mother where she helicopter parented his every move and guilt-tripped him so that he wouldn't leave her. Living with Eudora was never abusive-she never beat him or anything-but it was suffocating to not have freedom. On the other hand, Hans was a two-faced kind of father who over-pampered Lilith and gave him too much freedom during the day, but tended to over-drink and turn into an abusive father at night. He taught Lilith that it was okay to manipulate other people to get what he wanted, and spoiled him rotten so that he wouldn't leave him for Eudora. He rarely said no to Lilith's requests, even moving them to Hong Kong because Lilith wanted to, and used gifts as an apology for his addictive tendencies. Although it felt like Lilith had total freedom with Hans, he really didn't-it was still a cage, just one that couldn't be seen and larger. When Lilith was thirteen, Eudora unexpectedly died from a stroke and collapsed in front of him. After that, he was fully transferred to Hans's care (who promptly changed his name) and was fully enrolled into school (before, he was homeschooled because it was just easier with his household switches). The rest of the story is pretty simple from there on- Maybe because Hans no longer had to worry about Lilith leaving him for Eudora (because there's literally no other path, it's either him or homelessness) he became stricter, which resulted in Lilith's rapid advancement in terms of school academics. Then PIES reached out with an offer (preferably in pie), and Lilith accepted because it sounded fun and school was getting boring... Oh and because Hans was all like "DO IT IT'LL LOOK GOOD ON YOUR RESUME :D". ("How does going to someplace named PIES look good on my resume-" "Just go with it, son.")

(***Let me know if I got how they recruit kiddos for PIES wrong, and if I need to change anything/have plotholes! This was created like a year ago so if it's all wonky then that's why T vT)

AGAIN, I MEAN ABSOLUTELY NO OFFENSE TO CHRISTIANS. I LITERALLY ATTEND A CHRISTIAN SCHOOL, SEVERAL OF MY BEST FRIENDS ARE CHRISTIANS AND I ADORE THEM TO DEATH SO PLEASE IF ANYBODY ACTUALLY READ THROUGH THAT ENTIRE THING WITHOUT GETTING BORED, I REALLY MEAN IT WHEN I SAY THAT HOW I PORTRAYED THE MOTHER IN THERE AS A CHRISTIAN IS 1000000% ONLY FOR THE PURPOSE OF THE BACKSTORY!!! PLEASE BELIEVE ME AND DON'T ATTACK ME ;;;^;;;

PERSONALITY: Generally, to those who don't know him-or even to those who DO know him, Lilith possesses an aloof, almost arrogant air about him whilst at the same time obviously acting as a tired family member of the zodiacs. Mainly because of his power, he's very tired most of the times and just simply doesn't have the energy to deal with other people, so he just basically runs on autopilot, blending into the background and warding people off with his placid face and furrowed brows. Some people have joked that he could be a statue and his plaque would read: "The Face Of One Constantly Tired, But Also In Scrutiny Of The World". Which honestly kind of describes him in a nutshell; tired, but also in scrutiny of the world! Maybe it's because of his upbringing, but Lilith kind of always is just scrutinizing the world and the things around him. Not even always in a bad way-he's just making little notes about what's going on around him and when he's bored, often plays them back in his head like a little mini theater of sorts. (Which sometimes results in him making strange noises out of the blue, like he'll snort out of nowhere and people will give him strange looks, but he's probably just recalling something stupid his friends did earlier) Unlike some (read: a lot of) of my OCs, Lilith actually isn't that dense nor does he bother pretending to be. He's not the type to beat around the bush in real life (finding skirting around things to be not worth the energy) and the same comes to emotions. He's quick to put a name to his emotions, and accepts them in stride, but once he does it's completely up to him if he actually shares his great revelations or not-and most of the time, he doesn't, preferring to keep them hidden because he thinks it's just burden those around him. That results in him being awkward when it comes to showing affection of any sort, although to be fair he is always good at relaying important information! Thank you for not holding back important information because you think it would be fun to do so. With close friends or friend groups, he actually kind of turns into a mother hen-he knows it's because of his mother's way of treating him that he ends up kind of (read: really) helicopter parenting "the little ones" that is those who are younger than him by at least three or four more years. He can't help it! But does try not to unless he's aware that the other person is okay with it, although he's not the worst at taking care of people. Lilith can also be slightly (read for the third time probably: really) melodramatically sarcastic with his friends/friend group as well, often striking dramatic poses like he NEEDS to be immortalized with a deadpan expression and a sarcastic comment to follow. He also very much appreciates obvious displays of talent that aren't overly arrogant or haughty-He likes watching musicals because to him it's a good display of three talents he feels like he doesn't possess: acting, dancing, and singing. While he definitely isn't much of a dancer or a singer, he is rather good at acting. His manipulative bones in his body are definitely not broken, and he knows how to manipulate people in order to get what he wants (thanks mom and dad), being able to put on an extremely convincing act as well as being able to see through most other acts... when he puts in the effort to, that is. Lilith is quick to accept reality and doesn't bother trying to sugarcoat the bad things (like his upbringing but you didn't hear it from me) because, once again, he thinks the opposite is just so energy consuming. (Is he lazy? Yeah. Just a taaad.) He avoids religion and is an atheist as well (Eudora didn't really leave the best impression on his mind) and hates obsessive behaviors because it reminds him of his past. Lilith hates being bored, likes people who will keep him on his toes, and also really like comfort because he was a spoiled kid at one point of his life, valuing down-to-earth comforts in particular and as a result keeping his close relationships close to him. He can't exactly be described as self-sacrificial or sacrificial in general, being a bit of a hoarder in all aspects, but definitely does have a habit of hanging onto things stubbornly like it's his lifeline. Is the type of guy who would leap in without thinking if his close relations are involved, even though he's normally quite logical (almost to a fault).

(***If you need more explanation on anything, please let me know! Or if you need anything changed ^ ^)

IDEAL POWER: Counting by 7s. It lets Lilith increase the efficiency and power of anything he holds going up by 7s-seven times stronger, then fourteen, then twenty-one, so on and so forth. (I'm sorry I'm making you do math) For example, he could turn a simple HB Number Two ultra-sharpened pencil into a mini sword, a book/cloak into a shield, turn stones into bullets... Enhancing is really useful, wow. This also works on himself; he could use it to increase his own stats like speed, agility, strengths, all that good stuff. The absolute most he could do is to use it to increase his intelligence so he could literally learn how to wield another person's power but that's like a once-every-decade trump card LOL. It is a very powerful ability, however, it takes up a massive amount of brainpower in order to make the immense calculations needed for this to work and thus he has to spend time carefully planning out how to use his power or three paths will be set out in front of him: take one, oh hey insanity, looking fine and dandy today! Take the other, hello completely memory-wiped brain. Take the third, what do you know, have the mindset of a newborn-complete with babbling, crying, and no knowledge of the world whatsoever-as a reward! Oh, did I mention it's not possible to come out of that state unless y'know, magically reverted? Happiness :D Also, because of the amount of brainpower it requires, Lilith almost always has a headache, a tired expression on his face, or furrowing his brows. Because of this he either has trouble sleeping all the time or sleeps too much, and tends to have a snappy personality with his close friends at times. Every time he uses his power excessively his hair turns silver/gray. He must have held the object he wants to use his power on with all five fingers-like fully held in his hand-for the best results. Lilith likes to use nursery rhymes as another base to direct his powers such as "Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star" "London Bridge Is Falling Down" "Mary Had A Little Lamb" and "Red Fish Blue Fish Yellow Fish" because they're so simple and easy to remember. 

(***Let me know if you need more strengths/weaknesses/etc.!)

SPECIAL GADGET/WEAPON: A bag (think Flynn Rider's bag in Tangled or something like that) that can contains a variety of weapons i.e. knives, kitchen knives, forks, axes, all that good weapony stuff and random things like rocks, bricks (those things hurt when you get with them ok), a cape (ignoring the "NO CAPES!" rule), anything really! I think there's even a plushie in there. It's smaller on the outside than on the inside. The bag's buckles also double as ninja flying stars, and the entire thing is extra reinforced with fancy technology and metal so it's very hard to break, although the straps can be detached and used as ropes or something like that. (I love special gadgets/weapons I'm sorry) Aside from that, anything at hand, since anything he touches can instantly become a weapon (*cue sparkles and jazz hands*). But aside from that... anything hidden. He really likes hidden things. He's got a mean aim with knives and guns, though (if it's not like, a hundred feet away lol). A given for him to always carry at least one hidden kaiken on him at all times. 

STRENGTHS:

- Good at adapting and is very observant; he's the type of fighter that just gets stronger and stronger the longer the fight goes on not only because of his ability, but because he adapts himself to have the advantage as he continues to observe his opponent. 

- Sneaky; he is good at infiltration with those soundless footsteps he uses to his advantage on April Fool's Day, agile reflexes and flexible body. He may not be the most flexible (there are just some positions that he can't get into okay) but he is quite agile and light on his feet, like a butterfly. Some people wonder why he's not a dancer, and then figure it out with one look at his bad posture and eyebags.

- Has extremely sharp reflexes in battle, it's hard to catch him off guard in terms of battle moves (catch him off guard with a new change). Good at dodging as well... kind of. He's also very good at processing information quickly and usually snaps back to reality the quickest when faced with ground-shattering information.

- I think his power counts??? Sorry, I'm cheating with this one ^ ^'

- Has a very high pain tolerance; this man is the one you go to for advice on how to make it through a battle with a splitting headache because he hates being held back by things he knows he can "defeat", which includes the drawbacks of his power. He can take many hits and still stand back up; and in particular is very good at continuing to carry on like normal even if his senses are addled.

- Oh and he's very willing to slap people into reality he likes that :D

WEAKNESSES:

- Has a deep and crippling fear of glowy eyes in the dark for literally, as he'll protest, no reason. (i.e. raccoon eyes, cat eyes, etc.) What else needs to be said. (Horror = no. Haunted houses = even more no. Dolls = even bigger no. Glowy eyes in the dark and a creepy hand touching his shoulder in the woods? = no to the no to no no no!)

- Has absolutely no sense of direction. You could hand this guy a map, detailed instructions, and he'd STILL end up walking around in complete circles hours later-probably with the map upside down unknowingly. He literally needs a guide to walk him along or you bet all your invisible money he'll end up somewhere else than the original destination. It's been like this since he was young, LOL. (Secret motive for asking to move to Hong Kong: DEFEAT THIS WEAKNESS. He has made minuscule progress.)

- Bad at close hand-to-hand combat; he's best at mid-range (he can do long range, but doesn't have the best eye for aiming...) and doesn't do well against multiple enemies because he tends to freak out over the sudden change in plans, as described in the next weakness: *points down*

- Not good at sudden changes in fighting; such as the opponent getting new helpers or gaining a new power or et cetera. He's not great at adapting to fights, which includes having sudden new disadvantages of his side-like, sure his kimono is stunning, but heck is it not comfortable to fight in and it's not like he can just strip in the middle of the fight! If only he'd known before coming to work that day. It doesn't matter if he's already been informed of it, he'll still be caught off guard for a while.

- Undiplomatic; he finds long "diplomatic discussions" tiring for the soul so he might just cut in with his own bluntly cold "logic"... usually completely kicking diplomacy out of the room. Don't put him on the public speaking team, y'all.

- Oh and he's bad in front of big crowds they're like wayy up there on his mortal enemies list

(***Let me know if you need more strengths or weaknesses!)

LIKES: Meditating (peace of mind within chaos? yes pls), playing the cello (more peace of mind, yay), good days, his friends (he'll deny it though), not being heavily injured thank you very much, soup (versatile and delicious = yus), musicals, people who keep him on his toes, comfort

DISLIKES: His biological name, obsessive behavior, annoying things/people, being criticized (please, he's already been criticized enough), people denying the OBVIOUS TRUTH, anything related to the horror genre (it's scary), sudden changes in plans, warm food gone cold, wasted food

ACCESSORIES: A gold butterfly hairpin always on the left side of his hair from his late mother.

HOW THEY DRESS: Lilith is a weird dresser. He either dresses like he woke up too early and slapped on clothes in pure darkness, or like he put in a crazy amount of effort. Sometimes he'll be in a Japanese kimono (he likes to hide tons of knives with those big sleeves) or sometimes bad boy band outfit. However he can't stand close-necked outfits; his collars are always somehow loose as he claims that tight collars are 'too suffocating to move around properly in.' (Despite this he's shown up multiple times wearing a suit. A SUIT, fully pressed and everything.) Please, make a meme out of this :D (He's trying to defeat his "caught off guard by new changes in battle" weakness with this weird dressing style)

LOVE INTEREST?: Sure! Preferably a male :)

QUOTES:

- "No don't even get me started on the name, I'm old and tired-"

- "Somebody please immortalize me already, these furrows and eyebags aren't going anywhere after all."

- "*insert clumsy chinese asking "help me i'm lost" here*"

- "You are such an annoying little nugget, why can I not stop helicopter parenting you arGHHHHHH-"

- "If we can go through one day without a disaster, I consider that a damn miracle from the gods-Whaaat? I'm not being melodramatic, it's literally true! Just yesterday somebody jump-scared me then smacked me in the face with a pie. Wasteful, also, ow."

- "Oh, wound my heart darling, I don't care. Turn my name into a meme all you want!" (*obviously being melodramatically sarcastic here*)

- "Don't judge a person by their appearance. Behind every pretty marionette there is a puppeteer controlling them, even if the marionette themselves isn't aware of it." (I had to put in one semi-serious quote in there, right?)

OTHERS:

- He plays the cello, but only secretly and when he needs to unwind (definitely not in front of audiences, gods no)

- Lilith meditates a lot-sometimes for five minutes, or sometimes for an entire hour-just sitting there. He does this to sharpen his wits and focus everything more before going into battle, or to just calm down and think. (This is sometimes annoying to his teammates when this happens: "Lilith we gotta hustle we're under attack-" "I'M NOT DONE MEDITATING SHUT UP" "MOVE IT ASSHOLE WE'RE UNDER FRIGGIN ATTACK")

- Would own a pet, but the fear of glowy eyes in the dark kind of prevents that. Sad face.

- Loves to binge stuff, but hates getting popcorn grease on his hands.

- The sad thing is, he can't stand anything related to the horror genre, so even though he's literally so fascinated by the plot/worldbuilding of several things, he can't watch them because they're in the gory horror thriller genre that will definitely hit his stomach the wrong way and make him unable to sleep properly for a long time TwT (I have the same problem so now I bequeath it to you my dear OC)

- As you may expect, really into sculpting and stuff like that. Willingly "immortalizes" (just his fancy way of saying "you have gotten a painting/sculpture/etc. done of you!") other people, but hates doing self portraits.

- So not a morning person. Please use a bugle noise to wake this guy up or he won't.

PASSWORDS: Done!

TAG SOMEONE!: Darkblaze450 (heya dark i hope he's up to yura's standards whelp i tried-)

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I'M DONE YAY LET'S GO

(there's so much sarcastic commentary oof this is what happens with i'm charged with a ton of motivational energy I'm sorry TvT''')

ANYWHOS I HOPE THIS IS UP TO STANDARDS, IF THERE'S ANYTHING YOU NEED CHANGED OR HAVE A QUESTION ON JUST YELL AT ME AND I'LL DO IT (especially because I feel like I didn't put enough in about how his backstory impacted his personality...) 

now off to finish like six other forms lol bye- (p.s. I love having you back ok sorry bye for real now-)

- awakened-angel-chan