TRIGGER WARNING: Mentions of abuse and bullying

ɴᴀᴍᴇ:: Sasayaki Naomi [ ささやき 直美 ]

ᴀɢᴇ:: 15 [ first appearance ] 16 [ current ]

ɢᴇɴᴅᴇʀ:: female

sᴇxᴜᴀʟ ᴏʀɪᴇɴᴛᴀᴛɪᴏɴ:: asexual aromantic

ʀᴀᴄᴇ:: human 

ᴏᴄᴄᴜᴘᴀᴛɪᴏɴ:: warrior [ 戦士 ]

ᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴀɴᴄᴇ:: sasayaki has long, pale gold-blonde hair that falls down to her waist in slightly scraggly gentle waves , with pale yellow eyes. To offset that she has tanned golden-bronze skin covered in multiple (usually hidden) burn scars and the like. She likes to wear darker-colored clothes, usually in a turtleneck black knee-length dress, black pants, black ballet flats, and a dark gray sweater when outside WTA uniform ( if WTA has a uniform! ). Because of her ability she doesn't really like wearing anything flashy, but doesn't really have a problem with flashing her skin either, unless people comment on her scars. She has a very slight limp that becomes more promient over time if she continues to strain it. 

[ I do not have a faceclaim nor can I find one, I deeply apologize, because that's just how I created her in mind . . . T T please tell me if you want me to elaborate more! ]

ʀᴀɴᴋ [ɪғ ᴡᴀʀʀɪᴏʀ]:: 1

ᴀʙɪʟɪᴛʏ:: whisper bell [ ささやく ベル ]

ᴀʙɪʟɪᴛʏ ᴅᴇsᴄʀɪᴘᴛɪᴏɴ:: this ability encompasses three parts : first, she can 'see' other peoples' emotions in a varied range of colors, second she can control emotions to some extent, and third she can channel emotions into a variety of offensive, defensive, and supportive means. 

first , she is able to ' see ' other peoples' emotions around her - that is, like an empath and a person with synesthesia combined ( an empath can sense the emotions around them , and a person with synesthesia sees the world differently, one of the differences is connecting things and feelings to colors, etc. ) . It's like she's wearing glasses that turn the world rainbow , just , all the time. Even to this day she's a bit confused on the colors, but she's learned a couple of things - first of all most of the colors associated with emotions are the 'stereotypical' ones ( such as red for anger or love, blue for sadness, yellow or gold for happiness, etc. ) , second the bigger, more elaborate feeling or lie the more beautiful the color , and third it's not always accurate. People who are skilled in covering up their emotions can bypass this ability of hers.

second , she can control emotions to some extent, although this is her weakest and least-used ability because she simply isn't interested in it - which is ironic considering the whole reason why WTA took her in in the first place was because they were interested in finding out whether or not she could use this to quell the Kontons. There's nothing too flashy or deep about this part of her ability ; she simply 'grasps' the colors she sees and 'mixes' them into something different.

and third , she can channel emotions into a variety of offensive, defensive, and supportive means, by using the six basic emotions : happiness (or joy), sadness (or sorrow), anger (or rage), fear, surprise, and disgust . . . at least, that's what the website I went to told me *v*. [ I know there are a lot more emotions than just that but for the sake of simplicity, that's what I'm going with! TvT ] Sasayaki uses 'rage', 'disgust', and 'surprise' the most.

[ rage - 怒り ] manifests in the form of a solid glowing red-gold hologram of herself over her, greatly enhancing her physical abilities and she can control it to make it attack with lots of power. It's big but also not very agile, making it hard to maneuver, and also tends to destroy whatever's in its path instead of aiming specifically at a certain thing, making it quite destructive especially when out of control like a mini Konton of sorts.

[ disgust - 嫌悪 ] manifests as a defensive ability that drives people away from her with half-clear glowing green shields that whip out lightning-quick. It usually emits an aura that makes people not want to fight her or it can dispell other emotional attacks such as brainwashing through singing, etc. As her most-used power as she doesn't want humans or anything too close her in the beginning, it has the least weaknesses, but she can't keep them up continuously for more than three minutes at a time currently. 

[ surprise - 驚き ] manifests as a ' trapping ' ability; it lets her set traps beforehand and also conditions for them to activate. They're like Zora's traps from Black Clover-they glow silver and spin around before activating when the conditions for activation are met. However , someone with exceptional sensing abilities can avoid her traps or a person with an ability that can counterattack such traps can dispell them. They also take time to do ( like they cannot be done in a split second ) and if not done properly can shatter easily. Bigger traps take longer time and energy to set up. 

the other three are her weaknesses; they aren't really attacking abilities but because of her past she forces them into offensive powers and therefore really holds herself back.

[ joy - 喜び ] is meant as a healing power, to heal people with a glowing gold light, and to restore people's inner morale, but instead she channels it into overdrive to push herself into a constantly smiling, battle-crazed maniac high on joy. (like how Luck from Black Clover got during battles before he got quelled by Asta and such) This enhances her speed and battle strength, but it also makes her forget all common sense except the insane desire to defeat the enemy before her. Overuse of this ability can lead to her falling into a coma or third-degree burns , or the danger of her losing her mind completely. 

[ sorrow - 悲しみ ] is meant to be used as a power to drain negative emotions and turn it into 'water', effectively wiping out enemies with a 'wave' of sorts, but she puts those negative emotions into a gun and darkens them even further to turn them into 'black bullets', bullets that are used for sniping purposes and cause despair to fall upon the target it hits. Overuse of this ability will end up backlashing on her and the people around her ; draining their energy and reversing the effects of the black bullets onto them instead of the targets.

Finally [ fear - 恐れ ] is meant as a kind of a 'diplomatic' power, to cast a pale dark purple aura across a certain area and let the people under that area calm down and let themselves think rationally for themselves outside of fear and other such emotions that tend to cloud such things, but instead she uses it to terrify her enemies into submission by increasing their fear. 

although 'joy', 'sorrow', and 'fear' could be quite useful abilities, because of her past and her hatred of good things at times, she doesn't want to use them as such and has 'corrupted' them in a way of sorts like I stated above, using them in a way that doesn't befit how they're actually supposed to be used - as such, the continuous use of these three wears down on her body and those who are too close to her, eventually leading to her body decaying and crumbling away at her inevitable death. However at the moment she still refuses to use them as they're supposed to, but maybe sometime in the future she will...

she cannot use more than one emotion ability at a time at the moment. also, all of her abilities run solely on her emotions. They rely on her burning emotions to be powered, and if she's not feeling up for it, absolutely nothing will happen or they'll be weaker than normal. 'rage' and 'disgust' in particular rely on her deep-rooted emotions from her past to take form in such a powerful way ; if she does not have the drive to do anything, no goal for her powers and emotions to be channeled towards, she might as well be powerless. She's most powerful when riled up in each emotions ( for example the angrier she's feeling the bigger and more powerful her 'rage' hologram can become ) and when feeling less 'up for it' 

[ please tell me if you want me to fix anything, add more drawbacks, or anything of the sort! ]

ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟɪᴛʏ:: sasayaki used to be a cheerful, kind, smiling girl, but because of her background [ see: backstory! ] , sasayaki has turned into someone who appears totally emotionless and even shy on the outside-she appears to be a total stereotypical introvert on the outside. Because of trauma, she has been diagnosed with 'alexithymia'-or simply problems with feeling emotions. Sasayaki appears quite awkward most of the time, with either an expressionless face on or a tumultuous one-and on the inside she isn't much different. She's a realist at her core, and although plays herself off as an uncaring person in reality she just doesn't want to be hurt again. Also because of trauma, she has a deep-rooted hate or dislike towards most humans in general ( something akin to the hate the elves had for the humans for pretty much wiping them out in Black Clover ), but there are some exceptions. When she makes friends with someone she makes friends for life - she won't hesitate to cover for them, sacrifice herself for them, etc. - but it isn't that easy! She takes her time to form connections by using her ability to carefully monitor the person who's trying to be her friend and sense for any kind of malevolent purposes.... ma gurl is so guarded... TvT... After you get to know her, she doesn't really change much, but she has actually changed in subtle ways. She is kind to you in the most practically unnoticeable ways, always doing little gestures to make you feel better and always encouraging you through rather harsh words although she'll deny it at any cost! ( -v- she is a tsundere minus all the violence....) You can rely on her to be the one who stands by you and the one you can cry on; she is a very understanding person due to or perhaps because of her ability. Sasayaki is not one to judge and she doesn't get offended easily, especially if strangers are insulting her, perhaps because she doesn't care all that much. She's like that one touch-starved chick who'll follow you everywhere once she decides that she likes you.

however , to those she doesn't know, she is probably like the ice queen towards you until you prove you're a good person. She'll act all shy and awkward ( because she is -v- ) but the moment you display any bad intentions she won't hesitate to whip out 'rage' and pound you to dust on the ground. TvT. Her anger is quiet and can come unexpectedly but strong ; Sasayaki tends to disregard everyone not in the 'inner circle of close people' as unimportant people and won't bother with them unless she's obliged to by someone higher up than her , stronger , or a close friend. In battle she generally acts the same but gets a lot more serious ; especially when fighting Kontons NO MERCY IS SHOWN!!! Sasayaki hates doing unecessary things and doesn't believe in beliving in unrealistic things that will only hurt her in the end like she did before. Overall though she's a kind, scarred person at heart. ^ ^

ʙᴀᴄᴋsᴛᴏʀʏ:: she lived a happy life until one night when she was three, her family burned to ashes along with her house when her mother accidentally knocked over a candle and the fire quickly consumed her house, which recently got repainted with paint was later revealed to be quite flammable. She survived because her mother tossed her out the window at the last moment, but that resulted in her legs being slightly crippled and weaker to this day. Having nowhere else to go she was transferred to an orphanage, where life was quite akin to hell. She was considered a burden and was often beaten for nothing in particular, and forced to do the chores, especially washing dishes and wore rags. Often as a child she would get poked with a burning hot poker if she didn't work hard enough, resulting in several burn scars over her body. She would read fairy tales to pass the time; and believed that like Cinderella she would be saved one day by a prince. But as the years passed and no one came to save her or tried to help her, she started to stop believing and became withdrawn, emotionless. From a very young age she'd always been very aware of the emotions around her; which didn't help, but she focused so much on the other emotions around her that her own emotions simply... vanished. She still hated it at the orphanage, though, and when she turned fourteen she decided she'd had enough and broke out of the orphanage. One day when she was rummaging around for food in a dumpster near WTA ( unknowingly ) she stumbled across an unused syringe with some K0N syrum in it. Not knowing what it was she curiously injected some into herself ( because she was that desperate and it looked fancy so maybe it would help her... ). A couple hours later she woke up and was ultra-surprised when the world blossomed into a myriad of rainbow colors. Now she definitely could've used her powers to become a great black marketer, but instead, frightened, she went up to WTA and confessed, showing them the now-empty K0N serum. She expected to be executed, but to her shock after some hours of discussion WTA decided that she had enough potential to become a warrior - mainly because they wondered if her emotions-controlling powers could work on Kontons, as well [ you can decide if that's the case, owner-san! ]. Although wary Sasayaki took the offer and moved in, starting her life as a warrior. 

[ feel free to change anything you'd like! I know this one is much more tragic than Eita's yikes T T I'm sorry!!! ] 

ʟɪᴋᴇs • ᴅɪsʟɪᴋᴇs:: likes • pretty colors, monochrome things ( well she does see most everything in color most of the time . . . ), her friends, getting payback, karma, birds, jewels, inanimate objects, pretty songs | dislikes • fire, the orphanage, strong/overwhelming feelings, people who are 'dirty on the inside' but don't show it on the outside, people in general most of the time, karma, injustice, unrealistic things, unrealistic hope, disillusions, doing unecessary things

ᴄʀᴜsʜ [ɪғ ɪɴᴛᴇʀᴇsᴛᴇᴅ ɪɴ ᴛʜɪs ʀᴏᴜᴛᴇ]:: hm, she's a bit too traumatized by her past to form any romantic or sexual ties, so yes, but not YET. (She'd probably actually be more attracted to nonbinary people since she's traumatized by both men and women. TvT) 

ʀᴏʟᴇ:: side character ( of couRSEEEEE-I feel like she would end up being Yu's babysitter when Yu gets too hyper or somethin' XD, or that one Secre character in the background... ) BUT! she could also become an antagonist if provoked enough because she has the perfect domino set-up for such a path! [ it's up to you in the end, though, of course, my owner! ]

ᴛᴀɢs:: announced on my MB!

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Here's my OC! I hope you like her, feel free to change anything you'd like, and I'm so sorry if you find anything hard about her to write!! > < '

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