I said I wouldn't post till AOT ended but I really wanted to. Also I'm amazed at how I got through this whole story line in like 30 chapters. What the heck

Y/n's POV

Onyankopon attempted to land the aircraft but failed. We crashed. I had Zoe and Marco in my arms as I protected them from the crash. My head is bleeding... my vision is blurry... I attempt to get up but I can't... I look down to see Marco and Zoe,  they both have injuries... They're bleeding... I use every bit of my strength to try and escape but it's useless

No... please

I struggle to remove the debris off of me. I hear voices. I feel the debris get moved off of me.

"Are you a-" Someone begins

"My kids" I say as I roll over. The people get the message and grab the children first. Someone grabs me. Onyankopon is being asked about Annie, but he's unconscious. My head is pounding

"Where is Annie?" The man asks

"She's alive... last time I checked, but she isn't with us" I say as I put a hand to my head. Onyankopon wakes up as people began to tend to my injuries. I stopped them

"I'll heal focus on Onyankopon and my babies" I say as I hold Zoe's hand and run my fingers through Marco's hair
(Reminder Marco looks almost identical to Reiner so he has Reiner's hair type. Because Zoe has the reader's hair type, I refrained from using, I ran my fingers through her hair, from what I heard that doesn't work for people who have kinky hair, correct me if I'm wrong)

"Y/n" Onyankopon says

"What is it?" I ask as my wounds begin to heal. He pulls out a small box.

"Levi found this in the basement.... he didn't reveal it to anyone... it came with a note talking about the 10th titan... Levi gave it to Hange... Hange put two and two together... realized you were the 10th titan." He says as the finish patching him up.

"That's not possible, I can't even turn into a titan" I say as I begin to tear up thinking about Hange.

"This... will help you... before we left the the dock... Hange gave this to me... he said... 'Onyankopon, I don't think I'm gonna make it.... Erwin was wrong to make me commander... look where it got us... listen I'm giving this to you... you cannot tell anyone, not even Y/n... this is a last resort.... I don't know what that will do to her... I don't want her friends to kill her... but if it comes down to it... I'm trusting you to make that decision' listen... I don't want to put this on you, I know you don't want to leave your kids... but they need you out there... I know we weren't the closest.... but I considered Hange one of my close friends... I know this is alot to ask... I swear on Hange's life, I'll protect your kids.. please... You're our last hope..." Onyankopon says as tears fall down his face. Tears streamed down my face as I covered my mouth. I looked down at Zoe and Marco. I look back at him

"There's a high chance, none of us will come back... I will kill him... even at the cost of my own... as long as my kids are safe... if none of us.... make it back... I need you to tell my kids..." I began but stopped as I began to sob. He grabbed a pen and some paper, ready to write it down.

(Bro I can't see, my eyes all watery)

He looks at me, waiting for me to continue. He's listening closely to my request. I take a shaky breath as I continue

"Tell them that... mommy and daddy.... Uncle Jean, Connie and Armin.... and Aunt Mikasa.... love you very much..." I say shakily. I catch my breath as I try to stop crying. I wipe the tears from my eyes. He wrote that down. He looked at me with teary eyes as he waited for me to continue
(I can't remember if the kids called Hange grandpa but we're gonna go with that)

"Mommy..... is with Aunt Sasha.... and Grandpa.... Mommy will be watching you grow up... even though I'm not with you.... I'm very proud of you... You're both very tough... I know that... you saved me from Daddy that one time..." I say as I smile sadly at the memory.
(I'm referring to where Reiner and Y/n were cuddling and Marco and Zoe decided to save Y/n)

Tears continue to fall. I calm myself once more as I look down at the sleeping children.

"Mommy... won't be here with you anymore... and I'm really sorry... I hope you won't hate me... I need you to be good for Uncle Onyankopon... I'll know if you're being naughty... I'm sorry I couldn't be here when you wake up but I have to stop your meanie.... of an uncle.... you are both the most important thing in the world to me.... I love you with all my heart" I say. Right after I can no longer hold in my sobs. I begin crying somewhat loud. Onyankopon is crying as well but he's managing to keep it in more.

I'm really sorry, I'm sorry

After a little bit, I managed to calm myself down. I motion for him to hand me the box. He does so

"Thank... you" I say with a sad smile. I look down at Marco and Zoe. I kiss each of their foreheads.

"I love you very much" I say with a sad smile as I look at their peaceful sleeping figures. I stand up and walk away with the box.

Please forgive me

I head away from the group of people. I make sure there is distance between us. I open the box and pull out the syringe, injecting myself with it

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3/10/21

I cried literally this whole chapter lol