You should not live a life with sadness and regrets
You should know that
We have our own path
Our own birthplace
Even scenery to look out for
But one day we would be together in a place
You are not alone
Although we are far away from each other
We are still looking up at the same sky

Have you ever noticed that when something is bothering you or making you sad suddenly all the songs in your playlist becomes related to that topic.

That's exactly what happened to me that day.

The song made me close my eyes and take a deep breath. I felt isolated although I was sitting in a bench surrounded by tens of people and noisy kids but I couldn't care less after turning the volume all the way up.

I stopped mouthing the lyrics when I heard someone singing beside me. I shot my eyes open and my heart skipped a bit when I saw jungkook sitting beside me singing the song I was listening to.

I took off my earphones and focused on his angelic voice. He smiled shyly and stopped " I love this song "

" your voice!! " I exclaimed

He chuckled showing his bunny teeth.

" you have all qualifications to be a singer, why you didn't? "

" that was my dream, I was a trainee but I quitted after the tragedy. I'm still singing as a hobby so it's ok for me " I felt his sincere happiness when I complimented his singing ability.

" I want to hear more " that made his smile go wider, " I want to hear a high note " I contemplated his face as he was thinking about what to sing.

" ok. I didn't do this for a long time so it might sound bad " he said before starting

Where is my pain
Let me breathe
My everythin ’
My blood and tears
Got no fears
I'm singin ’ohhhhh
Oh I ’m takin ’over
You should know yeah
Ca n’t hold me down cuz you know I ’m a fighter
Willing to be locked in the dark abyss
Find me and I ’m gonna bleed with ya

He opened his eyes slowly to see me having goosebumps and not believing what I've heard

" that's unbelievably amazing " I said my jaw dropped

" thank you, I've lost confidence on my voice " He absently stroked my hair, winding it around his fingers and smoothing it against my back.

" ah.. I feel so ashamed to ask you- " I was stuttering before he cut me off

" anything for you " he placed his arm on the bench behind my back and leaned toward me with a charming smile.

" when you were singing I had an idea and I'm not sure if you will like it or not so tell me if you feel uncomfortable " I mumbled.

" just say it already " he laughed

" when you were singing veins popped out in your neck it looked like art.. em.. can I .." I didn't felt how embarrassing the idea was till I said it. His eyes were making me more nervous.

" you can " he understood what I was trying to say " should I sing the same song again? "

" so you are comfortable with it? You are not doing it just for me? " I tried to make sure that I wasn't bothering him.

" I wasn't joking when I said I can be your muse "

That fluttered my heart

" ok wait " I grabbed my bag and looked for my eyeliner luckily I had my bag with me.

He watched me in confuse

I touched his neck with the tips of my fingers before passing it to the back of his neck to make him steady before I started writing on the side of his neck.

" that's tickling " he giggled

" stay still " I pinched his arm

" I swear to god if you are writing something to embarrass me " I interrupted him " done "

《 You can't see their color but you can hear them, It's gold 》

That what I have written on his neck
I grabbed my phone and checked the view.

" one more thing, can you open the first buttons " I asked shamelessly

" you continue your work " he smirked.

I didn't have dirty thoughts when I abruptly started unbottoning his shirt but I bet his imagination went wide. He proved me right when he said " we can take off the rest in my room "

My eyes widened and I backed away immediately. He laughed at my reaction.

" pervert " I blurted out and started fixing the filter to focus on his neck only

" you are not innocent yourself why were you looking at my neck when I was singing? " he raised an eyebrow.

" because I wanted to give you hickeys " I said making him totally in shock but continued " that's what you want me to say? " I smirked " sorry I don't meet your imagination "

I can play his game instead of being teased all the time

" you are such a tease " he grinned and started singing

I focused on his neck and didn't forget to show some of his bare chest. I clicked on the right time and showed him the photo when he was done.

He stared at my phone without giving any reaction I couldn't tell if he liked it or not but I didn't rush him I give him the time to contemplate. I started to feel impatient, I leaned closer to him and tilted my head to get a better vision of his face.

His eyes are teary ?
Did I cross the line?

He blinked his eyes quickly trying to stop the tears from slipping out of his eyes

" that's.. " he cleared his throat when his voice almost cracked " I can't find the right word to describe your art. words aren't enough "

" you are the art jungkook, I didn't do anything special " I tapped his thigh to comfort him that topic was more sensitive for him than what I thought. Singing was his passion, I can see the passion living inside his eyes when he was singing, when I complimented his voice and when he was staring at the photo

" the angle, the lightening, the filter you chose and the words you picked aren't mine. Every detail has your unique style. Your words touched me " he held my hand " thank you y/n "

My finger tips touched his cheek carefully before I pressed my palm on his soft cheek gently brushing it. His smile, his glimmering eyes staring at mine like if he was reading my mind, his soft skin against my hand and his hand on my other hand all were too fascinating to be real.

If it is a dream I don't want to wake up.

-

Me:
I made up my mind
I will take all the risk to be with him
No matter what the future holds for us
I want to live with him these seconds
I will cry later

Saku❤:
Uwu my baby is head over heels for that guy
I root for you
Be happy now and you can always comeback to me I'll lend you my shoulder to cry on but I wish you won't need it

I smiled and turned off my phone that was when I noticed he was staring at me instead of eating

" is there something on my face? "

" yes there " he pointed his finger to my lips and subconsciously I wiped them

" a beautiful smile "

I cringed at that and he chuckled leaning his back on his chair
" actually I wanted to say I see what is mine but I lost my skills "

" I'm glad you didn't " I laughed but in fact my cheeks heated up because of his stirring words. whatever he says is hot.

" hey y/n " I shifted my gaze from jungkook to the guy now standing in front of our table. I could see from the corner of my eyes that jungkook wasn't happy with the cute boy being around.

" hi " I smiled nervously to yamazaki

" may I join you? " he asked without giving jungkook a single glance

" ofcourse take a seat " I tried to sound happy enough and not make the awkward situation worse but I think I've exagerated, jungkook rolled his eyes. Meanwhile yamazaki sat on the side of the square table.

" the last time you left abruptly did I make you feel uncomfortable when I grabbed your hand? " he asked and that was when I wished if jungkook couldn't understand japanese.

" I- I.. " I stammered while giving glances at jungkook, what should I say? It's ok? Of course it's not

" I'm sorry " he interrupted me and I was glad he did

" oh right I forgot to introduce you to each others, this is yamazaki I found out that he used to go to the same school as me. And yamazaki this is jungkook he's korean "

Jungkook gave me the 'is that all' look but I wasn't sure if I could call him my boyfriend yet

" nice to know you jankook " yamazaki said pronouncing jungkook's name wrong

" the feeling is mutual yima- what was it again? "

The things were getting heated up between the two and I was in the middle mentally slapping myself.

" yamazaki " he corrected feeling offended

" I'm jungkook, I don't expect you to pronounce it right but at least make an effort as I'm doing to talk your language "

" guys, guys " I repeated to get their attention " I lost appetite enjoy your meal " I left and jungkook followed me.

" you didn't have to be that mean " I started when we were alone in the hallway

" he did it on purpose, I don't like that guy "

" are you jealous? " I laughed

" of who? " he started acting dumb

" him "

" who's him? "

" yamazaki " I rolled my eyes

" what about that guy? "

" jungkook! " I groaned

" what ? "

" ugh forget it " I growled and started walking again

" forget what? "

" me " he annoyed me for minutes but made me smile in no time when he suddenly back hugged me.

" when are you going to start using boyfriend beside my name? " he said as he buried his face on the crook of my neck smelling my perfume and sending shivers down my spine.

" when you prove that you love me " I said as I loosened his grip around my waist and turned to face him.

" how can I prove that ? "

" it's up to you, surprise me " I whispered on his ear the last part.

He leaned to kiss me but we stopped when we heard noise

He grabbed my hand and we walked toward the voice to check what's going on.

" my husband wasn't sick he only had a flu, what have you done to him? You killed my husband " a woman was yelling at the team of doctors and nurses.

" how's that possible 2 men died in this ship in your hands " another man yelled and people started gathering

" what's going on? " I mumbled

Soon the hallway became a mess, people yelling at the doctors who were trying to explain but no one gave them a chance and in the other hand people trying to understand what's the whole fuss about

We watched from afar as the crowd became even more loud when a woman started coughing nonstop till she fell on the ground

People were panicking and some refused to let the doctors check on the woman accusing them of killers and doubting their qualification.

" something is happening in here "