1. 𝑫𝒂𝒅𝒅𝒚 𝒊𝒔𝒔𝒖𝒆𝒔 (Remix) 𝒃𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒅
But when you told me the whole story
I felt like throwing up
I can see it on your face
It was rough
Left a bad taste on your tongue
And she didn't even take any drugs
She would rain all day,
couldn't wait for her sun to shine
And you made it shine
There when she cried,
you saved her life

2. 𝑳𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒊 𝒈𝒐 𝒃𝒚 𝑩𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑬𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉
Call my friends and tell them
that i love them and i'll miss them
but i'm not sorry

3. 𝑹𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝑳𝒂𝒏𝒂 𝑫𝒆𝒍 𝑹𝒂𝒚
I'm tired of feeling like
i'm fucking crazy

4. 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝑩𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑬𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉
If i knew it all then
Would I do it again?
Would I do it again?

5. 𝑩𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒇𝒇 𝒃𝒚 𝑷𝒊𝒏𝒌𝑷𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒔
but I'm so used
to saying "I'm fine"

6. 𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒔𝒖𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝑨𝒕𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒄
Please understand
I'm trying my hardest
my head's a mess
but i'm trying regardless
Anxiety is one hell of a problem

7. 𝑻𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒔𝒐 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒊𝒆 𝑨𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒎𝒔
Made it out alive
but i think i lost it
said that i was fine
said it from my coffin
remember how i died
when you started walking
that's my life, that's my life

8. 𝑯𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒚 𝑩𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒓𝒊𝒛𝒐𝒏
There's a voice in my head
says i'm better off dead

9. 𝑲. 𝒃𝒚 𝑪𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒆𝒙
Think i like you
when your just with me
and no one else

10. 𝑯𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒐 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒑 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒔𝒂𝒅 𝒃𝒚
𝒅𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒔
My life's shit
because I deserve
it, right?

11. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒅𝒐 𝒃𝒚 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑹𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒔
I wanna cry rivers,
and I wanna scream storms
But the weather's too nice
and my body's too torn
I wanna throw planets
and I wanna drink the sea
But my head is too small
and dreams too big for me

12. 𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒃𝒚 𝒎𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒓
I used to believe that
everything happens for a reason
but i just can't seem to find one

13. 𝑰𝒓𝒊𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑮𝒐𝒐 𝑮𝒐𝒐 𝑫𝒐𝒍𝒍𝒔
Yeah, you bleed just to know
you're alive
And I don't want
the world to see me
Cause I don't think that
They'd understand

14. 𝑺𝒐𝒇𝒕 𝒄𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒓𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒅
You're like the sun,
you wake me up
But you drain me out
if I get too much
I might need you or I'll break
Are we too young for this?
Feels like I can't move

15. 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒊𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒅
I wanna kiss you until
I lose my breath

16. 𝑮𝒊𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒅𝒐𝒘𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝑻𝑽 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍
But she never really quit
she just said she did

17. 𝑪𝒂𝒔𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝒃𝒚 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝑹𝒐𝒂𝒏
I try to be the chill girl
but honestly, i'm not

18. 𝑭𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒃𝒚 𝑻𝑽 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍
Excuse me for a second
while i go bang my head
against the wall

19. 𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒐𝒐 𝒃𝒚 𝑷𝒉𝒐𝒆𝒃𝒆 𝑩𝒓𝒊𝒅𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔
Turns up the music
so thoughts don't intrude

20. 𝑶𝒉 𝑵𝒐! 𝒃𝒚 𝑴𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑨
Cause i feel like i'm the worse
so i always act like i'm the best

21. 𝑩𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒃𝒚 𝑻𝒐𝒎 𝑶𝒅𝒆𝒍𝒍
I wanna better body
I want better skin
I wanna be perfect
Like all your other friends

22. 𝑴𝒂𝒅𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝑵𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒂 𝑩𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕
I scare myself sometimes
i almost took my life

23. 𝑩𝒆𝒅𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝑷𝒊𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒗𝒆𝒊𝒍
Crying in the shower on her knees,
she screamed
"Why the fuck am I falling apart?"

24. 𝑺𝑲𝑰𝑵𝑵𝒀 𝒃𝒚 𝑩𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑬𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉
And I still cry

25. 𝑹𝒊𝒃𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝑳𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆
It feels scary getting old

26. 𝑳𝒐𝒈𝒊𝒂𝒍 𝒃𝒚 𝑶𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒂 𝑹𝒐𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒐
You lied
You lied
You lied

27. 𝑻𝒓𝒖𝒆 𝑩𝒍𝒖𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝒃𝒐𝒚𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒊𝒖𝒔
And it feels good
to be known so well
I can't hide from you like
I hide from myself

28. 𝑭𝒂𝒎𝒊𝒍𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒏 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒚
How could you hurt a little kid?
I can't forget,
I can't forgive you
Cause now I'm scared that everyone
I love will leave me

29. 𝑵𝒖𝒎𝒃 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒖𝒈 𝒃𝒚 𝑬𝒎 𝑩𝒆𝒊𝒍𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒅
Do you ever get a
Little bit tired of life

30. 𝑵𝒐 𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝑩𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑬𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉
Another lesson yet to learn
That I'd fallen for a lie
You were never on my side

31. 𝑵𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈'𝒔 𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒃𝒚 𝑹𝒊𝒐 𝑹𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐
Nothing's new, Nothing's new,
nothing's new, Nothing's new,
nothing's new Nothing's new,
nothing's new, Nothing's new,
nothing's new

32. 𝑮𝒐𝒐𝒅𝒃𝒚𝒆 𝒃𝒚 𝑩𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑬𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉
Please, please
don't leave me be

33. 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒎𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒚 𝑻𝒂𝒚𝒍𝒐𝒓 𝑺𝒘𝒊𝒇𝒕
I just wanted you to know
That this is me trying
At least I'm trying

34. 𝑺𝒂𝒊𝒍𝒐𝒓 𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒃𝒚 𝑮𝒊𝒈𝒊 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒛
I sleep so I can see you
Cause I hate to wait so long

35. 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝑩𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑬𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉
I hope you don't think that shit's fair

36. 𝑩𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝑩𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑬𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉
Can't you see that
I'm getting bored?
Giving you every
piece of me, piece of me

37. 𝑺𝒊𝒑𝒑𝒚 𝒄𝒖𝒑 𝒃𝒚 𝑴𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒆 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒛
All the makeup in the world
won't make you less insecure

38. 𝑪𝒓𝒚 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚 𝒃𝒚 𝑴𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒆 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒛
You seem to replace your brain
with your heart
You take things so hard
and then you fall apart

39. 𝑻𝒓𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒆𝒍𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝑴𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒆 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒛
I love everything you do
When you call me fucking dumb
for the stupid shit I do
Wanna ride my bike with you
Fully undressed,
no training wheels left for you

40. 𝑺𝒐𝒂𝒑 𝒃𝒚 𝑴𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒆 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒛
I feel it coming out my throat
Guess I better wash my mouth out
with soap
God, I wish I never spoke
Now I gotta wash my mouth out
with soap

41. 𝑶𝒄𝒆𝒂𝒏 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝑩𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑬𝒊𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒉
You really know
how to make me cry

42. 𝑨𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒌𝒊𝒕𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒓 𝒃𝒚 𝑾𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝑾𝒐𝒐𝒅
I swear, I'm so fucking sorry
I'm not a good person,
I'm barely a person at all
But someday I'll be perfect,
and I'll make up for it all

43. 𝑶𝒉 𝑵𝒐! 𝒃𝒚 𝑴𝑨𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑨
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change
I just wanna change

44. 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝑿𝑿𝑿𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑨𝑪𝑰𝑶𝑵
You're changing,
I can't stand it
My heart can't take this damage

45. 𝑴𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒖𝒑 𝒃𝒚 𝑮𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒊𝒆 𝑨𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒎𝒔
When I told you
"I'm fine",
you were lied to

46. 𝑭𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒐𝒓 𝒇𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒃𝒚 𝑪𝒐𝒏𝒂𝒏 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒚
I'd rather lie that tell you
I'm in love with you

47. 𝑴𝒐𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒔𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝑷𝒉𝒐𝒆𝒃𝒆 𝑩𝒓𝒊𝒅𝒈𝒆𝒓𝒔
I hate you for what you did
And I miss you like a little kid

48. 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒓𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒃𝒚 𝑻𝑽 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍
You like a pretty boy
With a pretty voice

49. 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝒃𝒚 𝑨𝒅𝒆𝒍𝒆
But I want to live
and not just survive

50. 𝑲𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒂 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒃𝒚 𝑷𝒊𝒆𝒓𝒄𝒆 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑽𝒆𝒊𝒍
You told me think about it,
well I did
Now I don't wanna feel
a thing anymore

A/n:

This took sooooooooooo long but I still did it 😊

Xoxo Lou 💋