𝟷𝟷:ʜᴇᴀʀᴛʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ
Taehyung's pov
Jimin hadn't been to school in three days. I was getting really worried about how badly I must've hurt him.
Could it be that Jimin liked me?
No no no no no no no no.
Don't get ahead of yourself Tae.
My teachers voice booming in my head about math made me cringe. I tightened my fists on my desk and closed my eyes.
That's it.
"Bathroom." I said before walking out of the classroom. I didn't wait to get a bathroom pass, I didn't even wait for permission. ('Cause we don't need permission to dance 💃)
Within 10 seconds, I was on the roof. It sat down on the ground feeling guilty.
How could I do this to him?
What to do? what to do? Why would I even allow myself to kiss him? I'm straight. Right? Of course I am. "Taehyung you are straight" I assured myself aloud. I spent the rest of the class on the roof kicking rocks around.
"Tae?"
I turned around. "Tae, what are you doing up here? You've been acting strange for the last three days. What has gotten into you?"
"Dahyun. I'm sorry I can't do this anymore." I held onto my girlfriend and dug my head in her stomach.
I cried. For the first time in a long time. I stood up and we hugged crying in each other's embrace. "I'm so sorry Dahyun. You've been a perfect girlfriend and no matter what, I will love you. Just not like that." I whispered in her ear and carressed her soft brown, peach scented hair.
"It's okay. You don't have to love me. I- I was just so worried about you. I've never seen you like this. So- so heartbroken." She manages to say between hiccups.
"I just want to know, is it someone else?"
I nod slightly. I still wasn't sure if I liked him or if I just loged him as a friend. I've never liked anything lgbt related. Just the thought always disgusted me. How could a boy love a boy?
"Well, I hope you two are happy." She says giving me a soft smile. I smile back at her. "No matter what, I'll be here for you, okay?" I nod again and she giggles.
Jimin's pov
I woke up after passing out. I was on the bathroom floor my arms covered in ugly scars and blood. "Jimin! I'm back from the hospital! Oh, he must be at school." He muttered after shouting.
I heard his foot steps heading towards the bathroom I was in. The door swung open exposing me to the light.
"Welcome home." I say my eyes trying to adjust to the brightness. Yoongi's eyes widened at the mess in the bathroom.
"Jimin! What happened? Why would you hurt yourself like this? You know I'm here for you, right?"
I started crying again remembering the mistake I had made. Yoongi lifts me up and hugs me. This is a lot considering Yoongi is never touchy. He pulls away after less than three seconds. "Go relax in the living room. I'll cook dinner. We don't have to talk about it if you don't want to." He coaxes. I nod and set off to the living room.
I sit down on the couch where Tae and I kissed. I grimace at the memory. My head hurts and I feel weak. Everything around me feels heavy. It's tiring to even sit-up but I do because I know Yoongi is cooking for me.
Yoongi emerges from the kitchen holding to bowls of ramen. "Careful. It's hot." I nod again and quietly slurp my noodles. I noticed that Yoongi wasn't eating.
"You should eat hyung." I offer. Yoongi looks at me almost angrily and gets up to leave. "Wher are you going?" I ask. "To find that son of a bitch who hurt you." (Excuse me for cursing) "No! Yoongi I'm okay! It's not his fault."
"It's Taehyung! I know it is!" He says pounding his balled up fist against his palm. "It's my fault!" I admit. "I don't care who's fault it is, he hurt you." His voiced softened.
"Fine. I'll let him go this time." Yoongi says. "Don't go to school if you don't want to. You'll only torture yourself by seeing him." I nod again and finish my ramen before I disappear to my room.
I lazily jump onto my bed face down in my pillow.
"I hate you Park Jimin. I hate you Park Jimin. I hate you Park Jimin." I say repeatedly my voice muffled by my pillow.
I spent the next three days in my room listening to music and reading manga. I had gotten multiple messages and calls from Jungkook but chose to ignore them.
I felt bad for him.
We had a our first date. Kissed and got interrupted by Taehyung. Then I just don't reply to him for three days. He probably thought I didn't enjoy our date. I did, but I was already in love with someone else.
"Jimin, I'm home! Yoongi announced from the door.
I shot up and stumbled out of my bed running to the door. I rubbed my eyes not caring what I looked like. "I brought a friend." I looked behind him.
"Hoseok" I croaked.
He smiled softly at me. I couldn't return the smile. I slide my feet across the floor and slowly made my way back into my room. I could tell I wanted to see him, but I couldn't. What would I say? 'Sorry for falling in love with you and kissing you.'
I went in the shower and took a nice long hot shower. I changed into some nice clothes and threw on some accessories before leaving my room. "I'm leaving." Yoongi looks up. "Where are you going?" He looked at me suspiciously.
"Taehyung's"
Some Tae x Dahyun pics
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