30:confession
Taehyung's pov
"Yeah, I guess we're both stupid."
The mood lightened a bit after Jimin's honest confession. I looked up at the elder. I wasn't sure if I could trust him or not. I mean, he was the one person in the world that I thought I could really count on, but he was with Jungkook. He was playing with my feelings.
"So..." Jimin says awkwardly. I didn't want to be rude to him despite how hurt and betrayed I felt. "We should probably go to class." I say. I briskly walk by him and reach the door.
I twisted the knob. It was stuck. I tried harder, but it wouldn't budge. "Jimin." He walked over and tried opening the door.
We tried several things. We tried pulling it together, we tried kicking the door, we even tried using scissors.
Nothing worked.
"I guess we're just stuck out here." I say sit with my back propped against the door. "You're not scared?" Jimin's face practically had 'Panic' weitten all over it. He was sweating and his fingers fiddled with the hem of his shirt.
"Why would I be scared? I come here all the time, this isn't the first time I've been locked out." I repky trying to ease him. He sighed and pressed his back on the wall while sitting hugging his knees close to his chest.
He closed his eyes and burried his face into his knees. "Are you okay?" His fists were clenched around his knees and even though I was upset with the older, I composed myself as I noticed his state.
"Fine. Just fine." He says. He started shaking and I tried pulling him into a hug, but he slapped my hand away. "Please! Don't touch me!" His breaths were heavy. I watched as fat tears escaped his eyes, rolling down his flawless white skin.
"Jimin, please talk to me." I tried to hide the worry in my voice thinking that it might pressure him to say something he wasn't ready to say. "I-I being locked remeber." He choked through sobs and hiccups.
I felt tears well up in my own eyes watching my beloved struggle. "Please, let me hold you." I begged letting a single tear trickle down my face.
He pounced on me wetting my shirt with his hot tears. His arms wrapped around me neck tightly as if he was scared to let go. I threw my own arms around his petite waist and puled him closer letting him straddle my lap.
I felt his breathing even out and his hiccups stop. I rubbed circles in his back. "Are you okay?" I ask again. I hear nothing but a small whimper before he pulls away.
He tried wiping his tears with his hands. "I'm sorry." He says looked down. I didn't want him to feel ashamed, but I just wished I knew what was causing his outburst.
"You don't have to tell me if you're not comfortable talking about it." I try. Jimin opens his mouth to speak but I cut him off. "You really don't have to." I remind him. "No, it's okay. I want to tell you."
He opens his mouth again and this time , I don't interrupt him. "Being locked up here triggered something about when I was kidnapped. " I nod understanding. A quiet 'sorry' leaves his mouth.
"Don't be. It's not your fault that gross dude kidnapped you." I sat ruffling his hair a bit. He smiled for a second before changing into a frown. "Something you said. I wasn't here when you needed me most." He says.
"It's not important." I try to cover it up. I didn't want to make him feel bad. He looked at me in a reassuring way and I decided to completely vent to him, getting a few nodds and 'mhm' as I spoke.
"When I told you about my first girlfriend, you left that day. I thought I was never going to see you again. I went home and walked into my parents fighting, again. This time, there was glass all over the floor and my dads hand had blood dripping from it. When my parents saw me, my dad rushed out of the house but my mom...my mom took out all her anger on me. She abused me and told me that it was my fault that my dad left. I grew up believing that, too.
Since you left, I didn't really have friends. I was young so my girlfriend broke up with me the next day and said she didn't really want to date me in the first place. I didn't really care either because, again, I was young. With you not being there, I saved up my allowance to buy something I'd always wanted. I watched many musicians play an instrument on TV and in music class, I always loved it when the music teacher played the piano. I saved up for months so I could buy my own keyboard and finally I had enough money.
I found the perfect keyboard and when I got home, I immediately tried playing it. I taught myself how to play. I loved it so much. I waited for school to end everyday just so I could go home and play it. Then one day, my mother got home early from work because she got fired. She came up to my room so she could beat her anger out of me again but found another reason to beat me. She hated how much joy my keyboard brought me and told me that my father didn't want his son to play an instrument because it was a waste of time.
I was young, but not stupid. I knew my father and he always wanted me to be happy. She beat me and from that day, I hid my keyboard. She finally apologized and stopped beating me a few months ago. And just like how the pain came in, you returned and the pain was gone. My mother was still fake and tried getting a new boyfriend every other week. It was a really hard time, but I managed to pull through in hopes of meeting you again one day." I finished and heard quiet whimpers.
Again, Jimin was crying and I didn't even notice that I started crying, too. "I'm sorry. I should've been there for you." Guilt covered Jimin's face along with sadness. "And, I'm sorry your father passed." He apologized. My tears stopped abruptly and I felt absolutely nothing.
My father was really gone.
"It's okay." I pulled him close. One arm holding the back of his head, and the other arm wrapped around his waist. I felt his arms hold me and I whispered in his ear, "at least you're here now and that's all that matters." Pulling away, I saw his smile and instantly felt a little better.
How was it?
Sorry, if it was a little boring! This was mostly just so you kniw what Taehyung's life story was before Jimin came back
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