29:rooftop
Jimin's pov
The hurt look on Taehyung's face practically haunted me throughout the day. Finally, it was lunch break. My stomach had been begging to be fed since third period and I was beyond happy that I was going to be able to eat food.
I headed to the cafeteria in search for my boyfriend. There I found him sitting at a table all alone waiting for me. I ran over to him and plopped down.
"Jimin!" He hugged me and pecked my cheek. "How was class? He questions. "It was boring." I say honestly. I unzipped my bag and pulled out my packed lunch. All I brought was a hotteok and a few gimbap. If I was being honest, it wasn't the most filling meal but I was trying to go on a diet but stay unnoticed.
I took a bite of my hotteok and noticed how Jungkook was looking at me. "Do you want some?" I asked still chewing. "No." He paused. "You're just so cute when your chewing. You're cheeks get all chubby." He says. I smile shyly and glance around the cafeteria.
I was with Jungkook but I couldn't help but wonder where Taehyung was.
I found him at a table with three other girls probably trying to seduce him. My blood boiled from the thought and I trued it brush it off. Why was I so worried about it anyway? I have Jungkook. Plus, Taehyung is not even mine.
I tried making conversation with Jungkook but he had to leave early so he could talk to his teacher about extra credit. His grades weren't exactly stellar.
I watched as Jungkook's body slowly disappeared from my sight. I was alone at the table. "Hey, can I sit here?" A voice asked from behind me. I turned around to find Minjun smiling while holding a bag of food.
I nod and he makes himself comfortable where Jungkook had just been sitting. "Are you done eating?" He asked noticing how there was nothing infront of me. "Yeah." I reply. "Oh, sorry. You're welcome to leave if you like. You know, if you want to go do something." He says.
He seemed like a genuinely nice guy. I shook my head and he started a conversation. "So, do you happen to be in a relationship?" He asked randomly. I blinked a few times before realizing I actually had to answer. "Uh, yeah." He smirked.
Suddenly, I didn't feel too comfortable anymore. I tensed up. I watched as his eyes traveled until they landed on my lips. I licked my lips feeling kind of awkward.
"May I?" I froze. He knew I had a boyfriend and we literally just met today. "How about no?" In a flash Minjun was on the floor. I looked up and saw Taehyung towering over Minjun.
He threw a punch in his stomach before kicking him in the balls and storming away.
I jumped out of my seat and chased Taehyung. "Wait! Tae!" I called. He didn't stop. He didn't even flinch. I grabbed his sleeve and he attempted to yank away. He was strong but I wouldn't let go. Due to this, we both ended up falling on the floor.
Taehyung fell hovering over me. His hot breath fanned my neck and I started panicking when I realized that we happened to fall in the middle of the cafeteria.
My cheeks burned with embarrassment.
All eyes were on us. (Except for Minjun who was passed out on the floor)
"Sorry." Taehyung mumbled before pulling me up and walking away. I tried chasing after him but because of his long legs, I couldn't catch up.
I sighed in defeat and made a mental note to thank him later.
I dragged my feet to the bathroom so I could wash my face. Entering the bathroom, I stopped infront of the sink so I could rinse my red face with cold water.
I turned the sink water on letting it fall on my hands before splashing water in my face in repetitive motions. I stopped at looked at my reflection in the mirror.
Water droplets fell off my face like tiny crystals. I blinked a few times inspecting my face. I closed my eyes feeling dissapointed in myself.
I was in love with Taehyung but I was dating Jungkook. I had to do an essay with a dude that was trying to kiss me. And on top of that, I was fat.
I stepped out of the bathroom and found myself on the rooftop. It reminded me of my first day here.
I sat down close to the edge and looked at the view below. Birds were happily chirping away on the trees below me. The wind brushing against my face like a cold whisper. The faint sound of cars ringing in my ears. It was breezy afternoon. I watched as the people below me continued living their lives without even knowing of my existence. Not knowing that I was watching them. Completely carefree.
I wished I could be more like them.
Carefree.
I got up thinking that class would be starting soon. As I was opening the door to the staircase, someone was trying to open it. They caught me off gaurd and I almost tripped. Well, before that person caught me.
I felt their hands snake around my waist holding onto me carefully. I knew those hands.
"T-Tae" my voice above a whisper. "Are you okay?" His voice was husky and deep. I remembered the kisses we shared, the late movie nights when we were younger, just sitting in silence enjoying the others company.
I looked at his facial features. The same ones I had always loved. His sharp jawline. His pretty intoxicating eyes. His perfect nose. My eyes fluttered as they landed on his lips. If I could just taste them again.
He coughed awakening me from my trance. "You good?" He asked again with more urgency in his voice. "Uh, y-yeah. I think so." My body instantly felt cold as his arms left my waist.
We stood there awkwardly not knowing what to say.
The door to the staircase closed silently. "Thanks for helping me earlier." I say. He nodded. "What's wrong?" He wouldn't meet my eyes. He shook his head in denial. I couldn't bear to see him like this.
I reached up to his face and brushed one of his bangs back. I had been watching it brush his face every time he breathed. Moving it softly, I hoped he would look at me. "You can tell me anything, you know?" I tried encouraging him but it seemed to have made him mad because he replied rather harshly.
"Can you just leave me alone?" It wasn't a question. More like a statement. I felt a pain in my chest form as I tried to console him. "Are you sure you don't want to talk about it?" I tried again.
"I don't want to see you. Get away from me." He spat. I wasn't hurt anymore so much as to mad. Here I was trying to help him and he was acting like a jerk.
"What's your problem?" I felt my heartbeat quicken as a firing rage controlled me. "He didn't look up. "Really? You're gonna ignore me now?" I was getting angrier and angrier by the second.
"I said, what's your problem?" He kept his gaze on the floor. "What is your problem?!" I could feel smoke coming out of my ears my fists were balled up.
"You're my fucking problem!" He pushed me against the door. My hands were pinned above my head and my breath became uneven.
"You! It's always been you! You left my life when I needed you most, then you want to reappear and act like nothing happened. And now your confusing the shit out of me Jimin! Why do I feel upset when you kiss someone else? I'm not even gay!" He breathed out.
My cheeks flushed my anger disappeared along with my innocence.
All I wanted at the moment, was for Taehyung to fuck me senseless. His hot breath made my skin tingle while small fireworks erupted in my stomach.
I couldn't contain my steady heartbeat. We were close.
So close.
"Kiss me."
"No."
"What?!" I was mad again. Why was he being like this? He knew what kind of effect he has on me. He was teasing me and I was not in the mood to be teased.
He backed away from me letting my arms fall on my sides. He sighed deeply. "You can't have me and Jungkook. You have to pick one. I won't let you play with my feelings anymore." He confessed.
"Wait. You....you like me?" I blinked several times trying to understand what he meant. "Yeah. It's stupid." He kicked some rocks around. There was a faint shade of pink showering his cheeks.
"I like you too." I bit my tounge cursing myself for not saying'I love you'. He looked up. "You, you do?" His eyes were shiny with curiousness.
"Yeah. I guess we're both stupid."
This was personally my favorite chapter and the ending is really cute to me! I love vmin soooo much!
How was it?
I saw another a/n ask a question each chapter so I'll start doing thatin hopes for some comments!
1. Who's ur bts bias?
Mine is Park Jimin!
Borahae 💜💜💜
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