So...I don't really, know what to write to you guys, I just want you to know that I'm very greatful to have you. I still need to grow up, well that's what i thought, but looks like the univers doesen't want me to find out how it is to be old. I wanted to grow old with you two, but you have to go this part of the way without me.

I'm sorry, really sorry for leaving. Even when i promised i'd be there for you forever.  It's actually unfair that I knew it would be like this and you didn't.
I had hopes to live a bit longer, to make more memories with my lovely family and this world, that showed me how real life is like and that you have good and bad days.
That you learn from your mistakes and you have to work hard to archive your dreams.
Sadly one of  my biggest dreams isn't going to come true and it doesen't matter how much I actually try - My time is over.

I want you to do anything for your dreams and goals and that you live your life as if It's your last. I want you to cry if you have to and when you want too, don't lie to yourself and be honest, just as honest as you were with me my whole life.

I thank you for everything you did to and for me. I can't imagine what would've happened if we didn't meet and you became my fitting puzzle pieces that were missing. I feel bad for breaking the puzzle and leave you unfinished, but I can't change it. I hope you find another piece that fits even better than mine did.
I want you to have a happy and wonderful life with tears of joy and nothing more.

I love you guys. I love you so much that my heart hurts when you get hurt. It feels so wrong to leave you behind and me running forward.
I just don't want you to come up from the right way, the way of love, trust, friendship, happiness and family.

I know this sounds like the last letter to you, but I'm still going to write one.
I think I can't let you go.
I need you.
I want you here next to me and in my arms, close by me.
I want your attention, your love and your hugs I always asked myself how they would feel like.

I hope you won't for get me, your little witch, your  little weirdo, your third puzzel piece.

Your Renjun....

Let's get to the last one, Okay?

~TBC~

Yoomin~