Well...actually they're is so much to tell, i don't know where to begin.
Maybe i should tell you what's happening, right? haha

I got a illness.
I didn't know till a month ago. But when my family found out everybody was so shocked. I wasn't because kinda had the feeling since the beginning. I actually still don't really know what it is, but what i know is that I can't do whatever i want. My body is weak and is slowly loosing his last bit of strength. I can't think straight, get dizzy easily and loose my balance and the feeling in my legs often.

I'm just very tired.

That's why I wanted to make more and more memories with you till I can't anymore. I tried to laugh whenever i could but behind every single message i was crying knowing I'll never get to talk to you again soon. That's the reasons why I decided to write these letters, I just wanted to tell you everything that's on my mind and in my heart.
I'm scared I'll forget you before I'll go to the wonderful place I often see in my dreams.
That's why I wrote down your names for me to remember.

I miss you already so much, your laugh that makes me laugh, your smile that makes me smile, your tears that you two shared with me, these wonderful moments we had, It doesen't matter if it was a sad or a happy one, I love and cherish them all.
I want to cry but actually I'm smiling while writing this. Because I know I'll love and be there for you wherever I am.

I want you to live your life like before and just think about me and I'll be there for you to hug and pinch your cheeks with all my love.
Just smile and you know how i feel, Okay?

I feel like I'm talking to myself it's kinda funny. Anyways let's meet each other soon, but not to soon, I want you to live a happy life!

I'm watching you~
Even when you shower ;)
okay no, I'm sorry.

I hope you read the other letters as well and I got a little present for you at the end of the box, I hope you like it. I tried to put as much feelings in it as I could.

I can't feel my hand anymore and it's kinda hard to write, but I need to write this again.

I love you, keep smiling...

Your Injunnie~♡

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That's it.
That's what he didn't tell them?
This little secret, that actually means so much.
What now? What does all of this mean?
What is happening now?

These question are literally killing both of them so much, they want to read the next letter so bad.

The tears are already streaming down their cheeks and it feels like a piece of their heart is slowly falling of.

They wanted to smile bc he always told them his happiness is their happiness and they want him to be happy, but he doesen't know they're crying does he?

Biting his lip to pretend any sounds to come out, Jeno folds the second letter and lays him on top of the first one. He takes the next letter out of his box and is a bit confused as he reads it, same goes for Jaemin.

"Letter 3 ...~JM"

~TBC~

Yoomin~