Hey Nana, Hey Nono...

This is my first letter to you two, it's a bit shorter then the others because i just want to applogize and i feel kinda tired.
I'm sorry if I can't come on for the next days or weeks, month, years maybe forever, but I can't change it.

I'm so sorry for saying sorry, because I know Nono doesen't like it.
I'm sorry for lying and not telling the truth.
I'm sorry for breaking our promise.
I'm sorry for ever single thing that I made and will make you feel with my stupid desicion.
But I hope these letters make it a bit better for you two and you know I'll always be there for you even if  you can't talk and write with me in person. Just write me a letter and I'm sure I'll get it.
I love you and I hope you except my letters.

Your Injunnie~ ♡

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Looking at the letter with no emotions on his face, Jaemin felt a hot tear running down his cheek. His eyes are cold and you could see how they shattered at the text or better the message he just read.

Why?
Why is this happening all of a sudden?
And why does this bad feeling grow?

More and more question just stream like a waterfall into his head and it's making him sick. He wants to read the next letter so bad but is afraid, afraid that everything he things right now becomes the truth.

Taking a deep breath Jaemin could hear a sound coming out of his phone, he blinks away his tears and clears his throat.

"Hey...nono everything fine?"
He hears a quiet yes out of the speaker and bites his lip, he wants to hug him so bad because he knows exactly how he feels right now. Sighing he talks again and with a more cheering and soft voice.
"Wanna read the next one?"
And another yes, he nods too herself and takes out the next letter.

Jeno on the other side tries to get his thoughts fixed and lays the first letter, folded next to the box.
He pulls out the next one and stares at the number on it.

"Letter two"

~TBC~

Yoomin~