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As I continue to freak the fuck out over where I am, the door suddenly opens—

"Oh, shit!" My head snaps up at the sound of Andre's voice. "Sorry, I just thought... Is this that..."

My eyes widen in alarm and horror as Cate steps around him. "Holy shit. Sorry, oh, we're sorry about that-" She rushes out with a shit-eating grin on her face. Jordan sits up, holding the comforter tight against their chest.

"Goldie- I, uh, I just thought.... But...."

Oh, my God, someone kill me. Please.

"We're just leaving. We're just leaving." Cate shoves Andre back with her elbow as she chuckles nervously. "Bye." She winks at me and closes the door.

I mouth hangs open as I stare at the door mortified before forcing myself turning to Jordan.

"Hey." They say awkwardly.

I open my mouth but no words come out. Literally nothing.

What. The FUCK. What the fuck happened?! Oh, my God. OH my God!

I'm naked, Jordan's naked- we- I- ugh.

I throw my head back on the pillow, exhausted and out of breath from not evening speaking.

How did we even end up here??? Actually, where is HERE?!

I peel my eyes back open, springing to sit up right. "I, uh, ah-" Fuck, Iliana, words! I rub my lips together, biting down on my bottom lip. "I'm gonna-" I motion towards the floor.

"Yeah." Jordan agrees. I stand quickly, scouring the floor in a panic for my clothes, praying that I wake the fuck out of this fog.

I can't remember a single damn thing from last night. From what led us... here... to this. This.

I shake my head, slipping on my skirt before searching for my bra.

And we haven't... since—

"This is yours." Jordan speaks up and I turn to see them holding out exactly what I'm looking for.

I click my tongue. "Thanks." I puck it from their grasp.

"I thought I ripped that one during that Halloween party freshman year." They say as I turn back around, a hint of gloat in their voice.

My teeth clench together as my fingers fumble around with the clasp. "Uh, no. That was the black one with lace, this one's plain." Like it fucking matters, Iliana! I scold myself.

I glance over my shoulder to see them staring at my back.

I don't even know why I'm turned around, it's not like they haven't seen anything before... Like last night for that matter!

They pull their shirt over their head as I huff out a sigh. I don't get it. Even when I get completely shit-faced or high as fuck I still remember something. Anything!

"Welp, this is gonna sound- um, horrible, but I don't remember shit from last night." I finally blurt out loud. I had to at some point, right—?

"Oh, my God. Neither do I." They sigh in relief and I spin around, brows quickly furrowing.

"What?" I snap. They never blackout... ever. A groan mumbles from my lips as I begin rubbing my temples before throwing my hands up. "And where the hell are we?!"

"No idea." Jordan says before bending down.

I go back to looking for my top, since that seems to be the only thing I can control right now.

Getting dressed.

"Where is my—"

"Here." They hold out a spaghetti strap top. I nod slowly before snatching it from their hands. "Thank you." I clip. I need an aspirin. And a drink. Fuck, maybe not. I look back up. They're staring. They're staring. Okay, I do. "Could you please not." I yank my top over my boobs that are spilling out of my bra.

"As if I haven't seen—" They start before I glare at them with crazed-wide eyes and they ultimately turn around.

"Thank you." I huff, turning my back to them once again. I cannot believe I woke up naked next to Jordan after a year and I can't even fucking remember it!

It's been over a year since they've— since we've—

We face each other simultaneously. "We- uh, w-we,..." I stamper out, motion towards the bed. Can I fucking speak?!

They grin proudly, turning to look at the bed which I am just now seeing it broken. Ah, I now slowly, biting down on my lip.

I need to talk to Andre and Cate.

Now.

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Jordan and I make our way out of the bedroom and I glance around at the hallway, realizing we're at Dusty's house.... How the fuck did we get here? No, no, when did we get here?

Marie emerges from a bathroom. She's here too??

"Oh, thank God." She sighs in relief, looking scared out of her mind. I turn to look Jordan and they nod, brushing past us to head to downstairs. "Where are we?!" She hurries over, looking all around.

I blink at her. "Um, we're at Dusty's." I answer slowly.

Her eyes grow wider. "Who's that?"

I throw my hands up, caressing my head. "Don't worry about."

"Don't worry about it?!" She raises her arms up, waving them around. "I just woke up on the bathroom floor having no clue where I am or how I got here! So, yeah, I'm gonna worry about it!" Her voice raises.

Ughhh. My grip on my brain tightens before it dawns on me. "Wait. You don't remember anything either?"

"You don't?" She leans forward.

I bite my lip, peering back at the bedroom. "Uh... no."

"Oh." She nods, even more panicked than before. "I-I need some air." She takes off before I can say anything else.

"Wai-uh- okay, bye!" I throw my hand up before rubbing my temples again.

What. The. Fuck.

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𝟶ʙᴜᴛᴛᴇʀʙɪsᴄᴜɪᴛ𝟽 sᴘᴇᴀᴋs!

Hey, heyyyy <3 Welcome backkkk (even tho it really hasn't been that long it feels like forever lmao)

Had to let y'all simmer in the cliff hanger hahaha. Anywaysss, let the memory wiping begin...

Iliana becoming a MESS over sleeping with Jordan & not remembering it is one of my new fav things! Ugh, I loved their banter so much in this sceneeee. Plus Cate & Andre walking in on this is soooo sksksksksks. Magnet was speechless & Cate was here for it, & I love her having to actually push him out of the room, it always makes me giggle.

And yes Marie had to wake up in the bathroom lmao, so sorry girl but like she can't wake up in the bedroom lol.

I just had so much fun getting to write this scene of Iliana absolutely panicking & Jordan being proud of themselves ;) Hope y'all enjoyed!! Please don't forget to comment your thoughts, questions, & reactionsss!!

Happy The Boys S4 Finale Eveeee, so sad it's over already & thank you guys SO MUCH for 5k+ readssss!!! <33333 Literally endless grateful & excited over that, y'all are the best!! See you next time, mwauh!