Since I owe my best friend for promoting my account, I wanted to promote his Wattpad account

@danishyeoh

Tbh, I only enjoy his Peter Parker X Reader book XD he even wrote Identity V X Readers book. So if any of you play that game, I suggest to read his book. Cause I had read all of his book's comments (since I don't play that game XD) all of them wrote that he also had a beautiful writing, thou he still need to fix his grammars😂 but c'mon, everyone is ain't perfect XD

Also he's innocent 😂😂😂 so don't you dare ask him to do some smut or lemonz🤣

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"Have you spotted anything yet, Lily?"
"Not yet. How about you?"
"Still..." Carla sigh
"I'm sure Natsu's still here! We need to search for him, harder!" Happy grit his teeth. Lily and Carla look sadly at their fellow exceed comrade. Who knew Happy can be this sad... Especially after the whole Natsu's 'death'. Sure, if Gajeel and Wendy get into unexpected trouble, they won't rest until they found their partners. Carla rest her paw at Happy's shoulder

"We will find him. After all, remember what master said? They are still around Magnolia. I'm sure we will find Natsu as soon as possible"
"I'm just worry they will hurt Natsu..."
"Don't worry. He's Natsu Dragneel. He won't let anything break him easily without a fair fight" Lily smile
"But what if he's chained?! What if they torture him?! What if... They kill him?" Happy sobbed. Carla and Lily shared looks, they don't have any word to tell Happy that Natsu will be okay

But, will he? Because Inosuke had done something towards Natsu...

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"CALM DOWN, INOSUKE!!!!"
"LEMME FIGHT HIM!!!! I HAD ENOUGH OF HIM!!!"
"IT'S JUST A GAME!!!"
"I DON'T CARE!! LEMME GO, GONPACHIRO!! GENITSU!!"

Natsu's stuck his tongue at Inosuke and he's now hiding behind Nezuko, only peeking out from her shoulder. Tanjirou and Zenitsu is holding Inosuke, who's struggling against the two's grip. He even grab his nichirin blades to attack and maybe kill Natsu. The whole reason why Inosuke pissed with Natsu, because they played poker and Natsu had won five times straight. It pissed him off

After 30 minutes passed Inosuke finally calmed himself down. But he still pissed about not winning the game. He crossed his arms childishly and pout. "I hate you" He mumbled under his breath. Natsu snickered. He actually enjoyed how pissed Inosuke was. The way he pissed remind him of him annoyed Gray. Only god knows how he missed to annoyed that ice block and fight him

Again, Natsu cling to Nezuko. He somehow really love to cling to her and she eventually really happy that Natsu is still cuddling with her. For some unknown reason, they two act like siblings. Obviously, Nezuko really act like a big sister who spoilt her little brother with cuddles and Natsu act like a little brother that had a clingy problem

The pinkette somehow really act like a child and he's craving for hugs. Thou Tanjirou and Nezuko somehow younger than him, but the two mostly act like older siblings to him. Natsu just can't understand why he's really clingy to Nezuko. He just want to cuddle her but he noticed he had hug or cuddle her for way to long. It's just, maybe he really does miss cuddling with Zeref

But sometimes, he even wonder that is his guild search for him or not. Where are they? Aren't Gajeel, Laxus and Wendy track him already? They just can simply track down his scent or maybe went to the East Forest... But... Just seriously where are they? Did they had gave up finding him? But it's not even 24hours!! Of course they will find him soon... Soon... Soon... Or... Maybe they don't want him...

Maybe... Maybe... Maybe...

They don't want him... They don't want a weakling like him... He's just a burden... He always make everyone worried... He had make everyone worry about him... He doesn't want all this... He just want them to be save and happy... He want to protect their smiles... By that, all his close friends appear in his mind,

Lucy... Lucy's back facing him, before turning and smile beautifully at him

Erza... Erza look at him and smile softly as a tint of pink blush at her cheeks

Wendy... Wendy close her eyes and smile at him, with her signature wide smile

Gramps... Makarov's sitting on the counter of the bar and grin at him

Mira... Mira's wiping the table before look at him, waving her hand and beautifully smile at him

Carla... Carla's arms were crossed, but she sigh and smile gently at him

Happy... Happy is flying in front of him, chattering something with his huge and cheerful smile

Gray... Gray sigh and rub his back head, a tint of pink appear at his cheeks before patting him and smile at him

All of them... The people he swore to protect. He rather die and getting hurt then seeing his friends suffer. He never want them to suffer. It only make his heart shattered as he knew some of his guildmates past. They all came from different family and path way. They had faced different kind of danger or maybe pain. He never knows... It only make him felt terrible, especially towards the one's past involved with his brother's creation. If only Zeref didn't created any demons or tools to bring people back to life

But in second thought, if Zeref didn't created anything and if Zeref didn't brought him back, he wouldn't met friends. Fairy Tail wouldn't exist. The friendship they created wouldn't exist. The bonds they shared. The memories. The hard work when the whole people in Earthland tried to defeat Acnologia. All of this wouldn't be happening if Zeref didn't try his best to resurrect his beloved little brother back

Who knew that all the war, fight, friendship and everything they had been through, just because Zeref resurrected Natsu. If Zeref didn't created Eclipse Gate... Gajeel, Wendy, Sting, Rogue and himself wouldn't never met their friends now and Lucy wouldn't ran away from her house and find Fairy Tail. If Zeref didn't created R-System and didn't help Irene to turn herself back to her human self, Erza maybe could turn out a half dragon half human and she wouldn't met Jellal and Fairy Tail. If Zeref didn't created Deliora, Gray wouldn't met Ur, Lyon and Fairy Tail. And the most important thing is...

Fairy Tail wouldn't exist if Zeref didn't met Mavis and thought her magic to fought against Blue Skull

Heh, how did he know about this? Natsu knew about Fairy Tail's origin when he found the guild's origin book. Well, it's actually not he's search for the book, he found the book laying at between the pile of books. He had discovered that Zeref was the main reason why Fairy Tail exist. Even though he's brother once a threat to the world, he sometimes proud to be Zeref's little brother

After receiving his old memories back, Natsu always thought that his brother had always love him no matter what and Zeref was the most awesome big brother. He always sees Zeref's good side. He even wonder if he had die together with Mavis and Zeref... Will they reborn and will they had a second chance to be brothers?

"Natsu-san?" A voice started him. Natsu shook his head and look at the person
"Tanjirou..."
"Are you okay? You're in a deep thought... Is it about your brother?" Natsu nod
"I miss him..." He cross his legs and look at the floor. Tanjirou and Nezuko share looks while the other two just stare at Natsu. Nezuko nod at Tanjirou, signing him to pat the pinkette's head. At the time like this, Natsu need someone to support and comfort him. Tanjirou reach his head and put it on Natsu's head. He pat Natsu's head gently and smile warmly at him. Natsu look at him

"Do you want to visit his grave?"

Natsu's eyes widen a little. No one have ever ask him that question, even Happy. They always busy with their own thing. Sure they had built a grave for Mavis, but Natsu secretly made Zeref's grave beside Mavis's grave. Only his teammates, Mira and Makarov knew about it. For some reason, Natsu didn't want the other knew about it. But since it's Natsu's request, they accept it and swear to him that they would never tell anyone. He only visit the two when he feel lonely and if he really miss Zeref. Natsu will sit in front of Zeref's grave and share some stories of himself and Fairy Tail. He sat there for four or five hours before returning home

Even when rainy day, Natsu keep on visiting them. He always visit them five times a month. Wether he felt lonely, just experience awesome moments or even want to 'spend' time with them... If Fairy Tail or Happy can't find him anywhere, it's either Lucy, Gray, Happy or Erza will go to the graveyard and find him there. Everytime they found him there, he will lean at his brother's grave and slept with dry tears at his cheeks. Lucy and Erza would always carried him on their back and bring him home. Happy would carefully grab Natsu and fly home. As for Gray, he will took off his jacket, if he's still wearing one, and wear it on Natsu before he pick the pinkette bridal style and bring him home

(Don't lie to me if you're exclaiming that you're not crying a bit. Because I know you were)

Natsu nod at Tanjirou's question. The redhead boy smile and help Natsu stand up, "Well, let's go" They walk out from Natsu's house, using the back door. Zenitsu said to his team that they need to be careful, since they had 'kidnapped' Natsu. They go to the graveyard without getting noticed by any fairies. Right now, Natsu doesn't even bother if he's still wearing the cuff or sneak away from his friends. All he want is to go and see his brother

Natsu slowly took his step towards his brother's grave. Natsu kneel in front of Zeref's grave and brush the dry leaves with his hand. Tanjirou shush Inosuke as he noticed the beast breathe user almost lost his patience. He knew that Inosuke never loves the quiet and peaceful place. He would always shout, scream, yell or even smash any wall or tree with his head. But he still need to learn some respect and manners

"So... That's your brother?" Zenitsu ask
"Yeah... He's name is Zeref Dragneel... My only brother" Natsu smile sadly
"And this one?" Zenitsu look at Mavis's grave
"Oh, that's Mavis... Our first guildmaster and the founder of Fairy Tail"
"So these two were somehow related to you or something?"
"Well... Zeref is my brother and Mavis is his lover... So..." Natsu chuckled, "Yeah, maybe there's a bit connection between us"
"Oi, Kitsu..."
"It's Natsu"
"Whatever. Look, just forget the past and look forward to the future. Your brother wouldn't like to see you crying at his grave. He would probably yelling at you to move on from the past. So there's no point of you crying at his grave because he ain't coming back" Inosuke crossed his arms

Tanjirou and Zenitsu jaw drop. Nezuko stare at him and Natsu still back facing him. The two never expected that Inosuke can talk like that. Come on, it's Inosuke for god damn sake!! The most loud and impatient Inosuke just talk like that towards Natsu... Just wow... Inosuke notice his friends still staring at him like he had done something stupid and maybe awesome

"Woah, Inosuke! Your words are amazing!!!" Tanjirou's eyes sparkled
"Just who are you?? You're not the Inosuke I knew" Zenitsu back up. Tanjirou's word made him proud of himself but he was pissed at Zenitsu's word. Vein marks appear at his head
"Huh, you wanna me to break that bones of yours?" Zenitsu shrieked in fear and hid himself behind Tanjirou

Nezuko put her hand Natsu's shoulder, completely ignore the three. She kneel beside Natsu
"Your brother... Love you..."
"I know... I just miss him too much... He's right... I need to move on from the past..." Natsu sigh, but his hand still brush his brother's grave
"Me... Your nee-chan" Nezuko smile. Natsu look at her
"But... Aren't you younger than me?"
"Age no matter... Important thing is... Me, your nee-chan" Natsu's eyes widen. Nezuko slowly pat his head before look at Zeref's grave
"Let me look after Natsu. Can sleep peacefully now"

Thank you

A faith voice of Zeref was heard by Natsu. Natsu whip his head around and he finally can see a ghostly vision of Zeref smiling at him with Mavis is standing beside him. They both look so happy

Take care of Natsu for me... I love you, otouto

A single tear escape Zeref's eye but he's still smiling. Then, they disappear from Natsu's sight. Natsu's bangs shadowed his eyes as tears pouring down his cheeks. Nezuko pull Natsu to her embrace and pat his back

"There, there. Everything will be alright"

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So... Ok this chapter to be honest a bit heartbreaking. And I actually cried when wrote this chapter... So see y'all later, my dear readers (~‾▿‾)~

Natsu: You're still crying

Gratsu: *sniff* I am *sniff* not...

Natsu: You're terrible at lying (ー_ー゛)