Ok, well first of all, I've noticed that this book really contains some major ooc, especially Fairy Tail's characters like Gray, Erza and majorly Natsu. Well, it's not like I haven't done ooc Natsu before XD

I make Natsu this ooc because we never got a proper response from Natsu when he knew he's brother finally had a sleep after waking in this world for 400 years. And heck, we don't even know if Natsu really get his memories before Igneel or not. Also, this KNYxFT arc is basically focus on Natsu's feelings.

Just look at it... Most of the arcs will show Lucy as the victim of something. Please, I'm not Lucy's hater. She's one of my favorite character in FT. But... Just seriously though. I, at least want to watch an arc that really focus on Natsu only. Thou we had the Alvarez arc which involves with Zeref and Natsu's relationship, but... The Alvarez arc also had some minor involvement with Gray, Erza and Lucy's life...

Natsu never got his own proper arc. Unlike his teammates. Gray was Galuna Island arc, Erza was Tower of Heaven arc, Wendy was Oracion Seis and Nirvana arc, Happy and Carla had the Edolas arc and Lucy got two or three arc that related to her... But Tartaros and Alvarez arc, to me it isn't focus on one character. It involves everyone's hidden feeling and past

So, I'm doing this because I just love Natsu so much and I really love read some depressed Natsu book😂 But it's relatable to him. Natsu's never cry in front of them, only once, but he still bear his pain and don't want anyone to worry about him. He's just too selfless for crying out loud. Ok but it's really up to you guys whether you want to read this book or not because this book's Natsu is way out of his character. And this book involves some minor depressed Natsu uwu

Also, enjoy reading~ (Finally, Grats!!)

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The skies were blue with clouds decorating the sky. The birds were chirping and the flowers were blossoming beautifully. A black haired boy was sitting under a huge tree. He was peacefully read his book until his younger brother appeared in his sight

"Zewef-nii-chan~" Little Natsu ran to his brother
"Yes, Natsu?"
"What are you doing?"
"Reading some books"
"Is it about magic?"
"Something like that. Why?"
"Because I wanna be like onii-chan!"
"Then, I want you to be better" He chuckled
"Eh?"

"Natsu, come here" Zeref gestured little Natsu to sat on his lap. The small Dragneel walked towards his brother and sat on his lap, leaning towards Zeref
"You know in this world, there is plenty of magic to learn... Plenty of time to spend... Plenty of memories to create... Also... There's time we had everything we love... But there's also a time where we will lose everything" Zeref rested his chin at Natsu's head. The younger one looked up, "Really?"

"Yes, that's why take your time to learn magic so you can protect everyone you hold dear. Be selfless like you are now. Don't let your guard down ever. Don't let the emotion conquer yourself. Don't think yourself as a burden and always make everyone worry. Don't ever think you are alone. Because it's just a small lie. The truth is beneath your memories. You are never alone and you have everyone. Friends... Family... If you happened to get caught on a rain, take your time to wash all of your pain away. It's normal to see people cry. Because the strongest person is the one who cry the most"

"Really? I never thought of that..."
"You'll understand when you are older enough. Older to face the world call reality. By then, you will understand. Who's the strongest person or mage around. So never think that crying is just make you weaker" Zeref smiled
"So... It's okay to cry?" Natsu turned and faced his big brother. The older Dragneel nodded
"Of course. Even though you had cry..." Zeref forehead touch with Natsu and closed his eyes, "Don't forget to smile because a single smile... Can cure and hide everything"

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Wendy and Zenitsu stand in front of each other. Zenitsu grip on his nichirin sword and shielding Nezuko and Natsu from the sky dragon slayer. Wendy narrow her eyes, she only focused on saving Natsu. But she need to dealt with him. She can't underestimate him. She need to be careful

Zenitsu grip on his sword harder. He can't fight a girl! What kind of man want to fight a girl? Well... Unless he was Inosuke... That guy had once step on a girl for crying out loud. That guy never had respect on girls. But right now, he's not Inosuke...

"I don't want to hurt you, miss!"
"Then, give Natsu-san back!" Wendy spread her hands and winds start to form

Geez, this girl can't be underestimate...

"What are you going to do with him?"
"He's my comrade!!! Then what about you?"
"Well... We here to slay--" Wendy snapped. She launch herself towards Zenitsu

"Sky Dragon, Wave wind!!!"

A strong force of wind hit Zenitsu. The lighting breathe do some backflips and grit his teeth,

Breathe of Thunder, first form, Thunderclap Flash!!

Zenitsu move in flash towards Wendy. She managed to dodge it, only to have some small slice. When Zenitsu was at her side, she turned. Wendy took a deep breaths, "Sky dragon ROAR!!!" Again, the attack hit him. He had fly backwards. He landed on his feet and grip on his sword. He dash towards Wendy and start to swing his sword. The bluenette dodge and she attack back with some punch and kick at him

She ducked when Zenitsu swing his sword above her and she kick his hand. The blonde lose grip on his sword while Wendy immediately throw the sword away with her sky dragon roar. Zenitsu shiver. He never thought that Wendy was this strong. The sky maiden glare at him. She stand up properly and begin to walk closer to him. Zenitsu fall on his butt as he sees the dark look on Wendy

Oh God... Someone help me!!!

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"Explosion!!"
"Come and get me demon!!"

Inosuke laugh like a maniac. Mira gritted her teeth in annoyance. She never fought a person this annoying. But she couldn't underestimate him. Thou he doesn't have any magic, he's a strong swordsman. He even manage to cut her. Somehow, the cut that Inosuke had made, it's stings. Even a slightly small cut, it's pained her. She most do something in order to save and protect Natsu! Mira took a deep breath and relax herself. She become an S-Class mage to protect the one she hold dear. Mira need to focus on her magic to at least make a scratch on Inosuke. She close her eyes and start to focus on her magic

Inosuke tilted his head in confusion, "What the hell are you doing?" He ask, but be got no response from the she-devil. He huffed in annoyance because she just obviously ignore him, "Oi, demon!! Don't just stand there!!" Still no response. "That's it I--!!" A sudden strong yet dark pressure begin to raise. Inosuke look around. Then his eyes landed on Mirajane. Dark red aura begin to surround her as he can see a pair of glowing red eyes glaring straight at him. He took a step back

"What kind of demon are you?"
"Me?" Mira chuckled darkly, "I'm just posessing a demon body and used their ability to fight my enemies"
"You just should kill them not posessing their body!!!"
"Oh, please. If I didn't possess their body, I wouldn't get stronger like now" She lick her lip and smirk, "Now... You will pay for kidnapped Natsu"

Oh Shit...

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"Please, I had no intend on killing Natsu!" Tanjirou swing his sword as he block Gray's ice attacks. Gray gritted his teeth
"Then, why do you kidnapped him?! Ice make: ARROWS!!!" Arrows of ice fly directly at the redhead. He jump backwards and slice the ice arrows with his sword
"It's just a misunderstanding!!"
"Grr, keep on lying because I ain't listen to you! Ice make: SPEAR!!!" A long ice spear formed. Gray throw it to Tanjirou. Tanjirou grip on his sword and cut through the spear
"Please!!"

Gray stare deeply in Tanjirou's red eyes. He face soften a bit as he sees honestly filled Tanjirou's eyes. He didn't see any lie behind those eyes. Gray stand up straight and glare at him

"Fine" Tanjirou sigh in relief
"I had no intend on killing Natsu, even if I had too... I just can't smell bad scent in him. He had a big heart... He's too nice... He also keep on wearing his mask"
"Mask? What mask?"
"Natsu keep his sadness all by himself so he wouldn't make his friends worry" Gray's eyes widen
"Yo-You notice it too?" Tanjirou nod
"When he's with us, he just... Look so sad and he easy to cry for some reason" Gray's bangs shadowed his eyes
"Natsu..."

Gray gritted his teeth. That's not the Natsu he knew all along... The Natsu he knew isn't like that. He just a fire breathing pyro not a depressed fire dragon. Then suddenly, an image of Natsu's crying appear in his mind. No... He doesn't want Natsu to shed his tears. He doesn't want Natsu to stop smiling. He doesn't want Natsu to stop being himself. He just want the old Natsu. He want the Natsu that always smile. The Natsu that always challenge them on a fight. The Natsu that always act without thinking straight. The true Natsu... But he knew, that if he want that old Natsu, he need to help him

Asking the pinkette with the ridiculous 'Are you okay?' question sometimes doesn't help at all. It's only help them to lie and continue lying. It will repeat and going round the circle. It only make them drown even further. So asking it wouldn't help at all. The ones who are depressed really need support from everyone. If they don't, they will forget how valuable their life is. They will think about who worthless, useless, burden and liability they are, will start to cut themselves and try to commit suicide. Lucky Natsu still in minor depression. But he already show them some hint on major depression. He tried to kill himself once and Gray was the one who stop him. It just happened a day ago...

Thinking about all of this thought make Gray frowned. Unnoticeable by him, the temperature begin to get colder and colder. His devil slayer make grew wider and half of his body was black. He slowly open his eyes, revealing, his left eye are still black but the other one was crimson red eye

"Uh...?"
"Natsu cried... He shed his tears... He ain't supposed to cry... The Natsu I know should be shouting and fighting everyone. He supposed to be brave, careless and selfless..." Gray mumbled under his breath. He glare deeply at Tanjirou, "And you just made him shed his tears" Tanjirou back up
"Wa-Wait it's not like it..." Using his ice devil slayer, Gray make a spear of ice
"You don't deserve to live" He throw the spear straight to Tanjirou

Nezuko noticed this, "NII-CHAN!!!"

It's okay to cry...

By this, everything went slow motion. She was started when she sees the pinkette suddenly get up and ran to her brother

The strongest person is the one who cry the most...

As the spear almost hit Tanjirou, Natsu jump in front of him. Spreading his arms and take the hit even though he knew what's the consequences. The spear went straight to Natsu's stomach. Gray and Tanjirou's eyes widen. Natsu hold the spear that went through his stomach as blood start to spread to his clothes. He cough out some blood

"Natsu..." Tanjirou shivered, "NATSU!!!"
"Why...?" Gray gritted his teeth. He look up at Natsu but he was shocked to see Natsu's expression. Natsu's crying...
"Please... Don't... Kill him..." Natsu look up and stare at Gray. Gray froze as he sees Natsu's tears
"Don't... Kill... My..." Natsu stumble forward, "...nii-chan..." He fell on his stomach, unconscious while a pool of blood started to form

"NATSU!!" A familiar feminine voice scream in horror. She ran pass Gray and kneel beside Natsu
"NATSU!!" Lucy shake Natsu, to get some response but he didn't respond. Erza gasp in horror and look at Gray
"What just happened, Gray?!!"
"I... I don't know..." Erza grit her teeth while look around only to spot Wendy and Zenitsu are staring at them with fear, "Where's Mira? Gray?!"
"I JUST DON'T FUCKING KNOW!!!" Erza flinch with Gray's sudden outburst. She sigh and look around for Mirajane

Nezuko ran towards Natsu. Tanjirou just stand there, he was still surprised about Natsu's sacrifice. Wendy just snap back to reality and dash towards Natsu. Nezuko growled as Wendy get closer to the pinkette

"Please... I just want to heal him" Wendy plead her with tears in her eyes. Nezuko's face soften before nodding. Wendy sigh in relief and start to heal Natsu. Gray look at the ground

It's all his fault

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"Satan Soul: Mirajane Alegria"

Mirajane Alegria is composed of a dark form-fitting bodysuit with light colored knee guards, and light segmented boots. Mira's forearms gain segmented-like protrusions and her fingers become scaled in an armored type manner. Her ears become pointed, much like an elf's, and, instead of having her trademark front ponytail, she wears a thorn-like headband that bares the symbol of Tartaros in the center. Six armored segmented tendrils, almost identical to those of the Plutogrim, sprout from her back

Inosuke gulp but he still stand in his fighting position. He grip on his nichirin swords tighter. Mira smirk. In a flash, Mira launch herself at Inosuke. No time to dodge, he felt himself fly backward. He turn and launch himself back to Mira. As he about to reach Mira, he use his breathe

Breathe of Beast, third fang...

He hold his swords in it's position,

Rip and de--

Someone hold his swords with their weapon. Erza look up at Inosuke and glare at him. Inosuke jump backwards and huffed in anger. Erza requip back her swords before glancing at Mira

"You sure late, Erza"
"At least I had save you from being killed. Also, we need to bring Natsu to the guild"
"What happened to him?" Mira change herself back to her original form. Concern and worry all written on her face
"He's badly injured" Mira gasped in horror before looking at Inosuke
"Come on, Mira. Natsu is our top priority now and Wendy's just hold his bleeding. We need to get Porlusyica-san"
"I will go inform her. But... What about the others?"
"I will inform them later. But right now..." Erza glance at Inosuke, "Let's call it a tie"

"WhAt?!"

"Listen here, mister" Erza cross her arms and face Inosuke, "I don't know why you kidnapped our friend, but right now our friend is bleeding hard so we need to stop this fight and get him to our guild"
"Wait... Mitsu's injured?" Inosuke tilted his head. Erza and Mira share look
"Did you mean Natsu?"
"Whatever his name is" Again, the two mages share looks
"O-Okay... Natsu had badly injured and we need to go to the guild as fast as we can because Wendy only manage to stop the bleeding and not heal the wound completely"
"Who had injured him? Lemme kill 'em"

The two of them surprised at Inosuke's reply. Just early that day, Inosuke just tried to kill Natsu but now? Is this guy somehow had split personality or what?

"Gray accidentally stab Natsu..." Erza mumbled but loud enough for the two to hear her
"I see... Lemme kill him" Inosuke grip on his swords harder
"Woah, woah, calm down"
"How should I calm down if I didn't get to slay any demon or someone just make that pinky HuRt HuH?!"
"Wait slay a demon...? Are you a demon slayer?" Mira look at him
"Hell yeah. I'm Hashibira Inosuke-sama!! The strongest demon slayer alive!!" He laugh. They sweat drop
"Al-Alright... Now let's go"

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Wendy pant. She had manage to stop the bleeding for a while but the wound still deep. Natsu's still unconscious and Nezuko had put Natsu's head on her lap, caressing his cheek gently. Lucy put a hand on her shoulder

"Wendy, you should rest. We need to bring Natsu to the guild right now" She nod. Lucy get closer to Natsu to carry him, but instead of it, Nezuko growled. Lucy back up a bit. Tanjirou sigh softly and get closer to Nezuko
"You want me to carry him?" The demon nod
"Alright then" Tanjirou turn and kneel while Nezuko slowly put Natsu on his back. As the unconscious pinkette on Tanjirou's back, the redhead adjust himself and faced Fairy Tail's mages

"Let's go"
"Wait... You already trust them, Lucy?!" Gray finally snap to reality and glare at Tanjirou
"We don't have much choice, Gray. We need to call this fight a tie. Or else Natsu won't make it"
"But"
"Please, Gray. You care for Natsu right?" Lucy's eyes soften. Gray stare at Lucy before sigh in defeat
"Fine" Lucy smile a little and look at Tanjirou
"You're okay, carrying him?"
"Yes I'm fine" Tanjirou smile. He then look at Zenitsu
"Come on, Zenitsu. We need to bring Natsu to his guild"
"Buut..."
"No buts, Zenitsu"
"Fine..." He sigh

Soon, Mira, Erza and Inosuke arrive. They made a small peace for a while since they need to focus on Natsu. All of them walk towards the guild with silence. Lucy's eyes glue on the Kamado siblings. Tanjirou just silently carry Natsu on his back, Nezuko's keep on patting or stroking Natsu's head while the pinkette seems to relaxed. They had rapped Natsu's wound with Tanjirou's haori so it would hold the wound from bleeding. She wonder why Natsu's expression relaxed when Nezuko do that to him... She wonder why...

While with Gray, he just look at the ground. He stay silent as he felt guilty towards Natsu. He just hurt his fellow comrade, the one he secretly vowed to protect. But now? He just hurt Natsu badly. It's all his fault... He should done that if he knew this going to happened. Especially he saw those tears coming out from Natsu's eyes and the one who make Natsu cried is him... He just made Natsu cried...

I'm sorry Natsu...

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Well... That's chapter 6. Hope y'all enjoy and also... I'm bad at writing fight scene hehe... Don't judge me

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