I...I don't know how much longer I can do this
I really don't know how much longer I want to keep going on
Is everything really worth it
Is waiting worth it
I can't even be left alone with a friend without arguing
I'm surviving but I want to live
But I don't want to live if my cheeks are just going to get wet with tears over and over again
So is life really worth it
Just waking up and sleeping waking up and sleeping with occasional crying through the day

That's fucking stupid why did I write such a stupid fucking thing I'm a stupid piece of shit god