WEDNESDAY 19/2019

" guys I have feelings for a-ava," Jackson said in a low tone

kisa p.o.v:

this sentence broke my heart into 2 pieces. I love you Jackson, and it kills me each day to see that you do not feel the same way too. It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen. But it's even harder to give up when you know it's everything you want.

" what wow Jackson oh my god!!" alizeh shouted

" you love ava ??" narjis questioned

" ya it was love at first sight "Jackson's ears got red when he said this

" oOOh look someone is blushing " Micheal giggled

" we will help you get to know her more " sani said with a bright smile on her face

Was I wrong for ever-loving you? Because that's how I've been feeling ever since I first saw you. They say, "love is beautiful". But If I love you so much, why do I still feel lost?

" what happened kisa why are you so sad all of a sudden," Aisha asked me

" oh nothing " I got up i picked up my lunch before leaving I said " see you guys in class " with a fake smile on my face

Unrequited love is like driving a car without wheels – it will get you nowhere.

end of the p.o.v

Jackson p.o.v :

( 8th unit )

I feel happy and light as I have told about my true feelings towards Ava to my friends I believe that you should share everything with your friends. The bell rang finally ~.today is the best as my parents told me they would be coming to my house to stay for days I am so excited to see them after months . my parents run a business together they barely have time for me.

" Be ready with your presentation tomorrow class have a good day and there is good news for you guys before exams you will be having a concert "the teacher said

" Yaya Yayaaa🥳🥳  "

I got a message from my mom

" hello Jackson "

" hi mom "

" We are sorry we can't make it today maybe next month we will come "

" But why mom? "

" We are visiting your brother "

Life never goes the way I want it to go. This pain is a very deep hollow sadness that makes me feel worthless, unlovable, and like I'm nothing. I just feel like I'm nothing at all. This is especially painful because they treat my brother so differently. my parents have given me everything except love. All my parents cared about was my grades and all they did was compare it with my older brother all they said was "Why did you get an A- and not an A?" and, "You know your brother got another 5 A*You need to try harder". I quickly picked up my bag and left for home.

end of the p.o.v

" oh sani won't you go home," narjis asked sani who was busy writing something in a red color diary

" oh ya after I am done I will, " sani said happily

" what are you writing by the way " narjis questioned sani again

" oh these days I have been writing poetry and been Journaling" sani replied back

" ok bye sani "

Aisha p.o.v :

Have you ever felt that as if you don't belong here and just want to live in a place where no one knows you that's what I want right now. I have tonnes of work to do my mom and dad are these days keeping an eye on me . its 12:30 I am done with doing my homework and bio presentation I quickly packed my bag and changed into comfy clothes then went to bed

where am I?

sani is wearing a white dress, is in a monastic room, holding lily petals into her hands and looking numb

kisa passes by I followed her

kisa is looking at herself into a mirror with perplexity

Jackson seems pensive, sitting by the door with all bottles of alcohol laid down on the floor.

Michael is eating an apple with a smirk on his face

there are many red color diaries on floor, everywhere I look there are scratches

there is blood on the floor and a dead body with a girl standing with a gun in her hand but her face I can't see her face

There is a huge mirror there and something is written on it

"It's a distorted mystery"

" distorted what?! ahhhhhh" I felt a weird pain in my head it hurts " AH!"

I suddenly woke up my face was full with sweat I looked at the clock it's 3:00 am....." what did this nightmare meant I want an answer about  this nightmare "..............