-----------------------Mew's POV------------------------

I never imagined that Gulf would fall in love with me after all the trouble I caused him, for me I fell for him since the day I started touching him or maybe even earlier than that day, I understood that the urge I had to touch Gulf was because I wanted to be closer to him, to feel him, to show him how grateful I am, of course, I wanted to show him my deep feelings but I couldn't, I always hid my feelings around everyone so it was easier for me to hide them in front of Gulf

Of course I couldn't control myself and kept touching and hugging him, I'm sure he thought it's because I was deprived from skinship for years but being closer to him managed to keep me calm, yet since his sister arrival, I noticed that he was avoiding me, he would hurry and stay at his room or quickly go to sleep, of course I sometimes noticed his face turning pink when I touch him but I thought it's just him being shy in front of his sister who kept looking excited whenever she saw us together

When I hugged him earlier, I felt him shivering immediately and his reaction really shocked me, I thought he actually started hating me and was tired of me touching him all the time, but then I saw his red face and he suddenly confessed making me stunned, I didn't know what to say, knowing that our feelings are mutual made me over the moon and I found no words to express myself yet it seem it made him get the wrong idea and I thought I was shocked

When I heard him crying in his room, I felt my heart was in so much pain, I hate to see him sad especially crying with tears like this, I'm sure he even ended up remembering his exes and I mostly hate that that's why I followed him and made him listen to me, I knew that he wouldn't believe me, after all I had that stupid phobia and never fell in love but I know that my feelings for Gulf are real, he is so precious and I can only imagine the rest of my life with him

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"let's tell my father and your friend... about us" I said right after he came back from taking the twins to the kindergarten, he looked surprised for a minute

"I do want to tell Mild but I'm not sure about telling your father, I'm sure he imagined a better normal life for you, falling in love with a girl and having a family" he uttered in a low voice looking down, I got closer softly patting on his head

"stop saying things that will make you sad, besides I'm sure my father will be happy with whoever I choose to be my lover as long as I'm happy with that person"

"lover?" he looked stunned but also very joyous hearing it

"we love each other, our feelings are mutual so course we are lovers" his face turned deep red looking away which made me giggle a bit

"I didn't know that you would be a shy person during relationship, you look so cute right now with your bashful face"

"you don't have to say that out loud, I can't help it, I always get so embarrassed with the one I love" he murmured pouting which made him look more adorable

"well, I already contacted my father and he will be joining us for dinner, I want to hurry and make our relationship official and erase all doubts and easiness you still have"

"are you sure about choosing me as your lover? You should try meeting more people and even go to some clubs, there must be a better or a fated person for you out there" I could tell he was worried and I can understand him, I gently held him closer

"I'm sure you are the love of my life Gulf, maybe I don't have experience but I know what my heart wants, it's you and no one else, I'm absolutely sure that you are my true love so believe in me and give me a chance to show you"

"I believe you P' Mew, my love for you is so strong and deep and I don't think I can let you go after this, I'd to be with you for a very long time, it's just I want you to be more sure about your choice since you only was cured like a month ago"

"I already intended to enjoy the rest of my life with you and nothing or no one will even change my intentions, besides without you, I wouldn't have been cured in the first place which prove that you are my fated person"

"I'm honored to be your special person" even after this conversation I could tell that a small part of him is still uneasy, maybe because of his ex words about true lover that's why I'm determined to show him how serious and sure I am about our relationship and our first step is to tell our families and relatives, we started by telling Mild

"I'm so delighted to hear that! I'm really happy for both of you, I was worried about you Gulf but I guess you are really fine"

"yeah, sorry for worrying you Mild"

"don't apologize, just knowing that you fell in love with someone and you are enjoying your life with him is enough to make me relieved, please take care of each other and be happy"

"thanks Mild, you are a great person"

"of course I'm, don't hesitate to call me if you needed anything, well I should be going, I only managed to skip for a while during lunch"

"let's have lunch together this Sunday"

"I'd love to, I miss eating your homemade curry Gulf"

"anything for you dear friend" after seeing him off

"you are lucky for having him as your friend"

"I am, he is more like a brother, we grew up together and he even followed me and we studied together in Japan, our parents are also close friends, he was the first to support me when I discovered I'm gay and was always by my sad whether I'm happy or sad, you two can also become great friends with time"

"I really hope so" not long after, my father arrived, Gulf was so nervous sitting quietly next to me, he was scared that my father would hate him, I told him everything while my boyfriend was shyly hiding his face looking down

"boyfriend? Yours? Gulf?" my father was half surprised half shocked by the sudden confession, he kept starring at both of us

"yes father, I fell in love with Gulf and he also loves me back, I couldn't wait to hurry to introduce him to you as my boyfriend" he went silent for a while

"are you sure?" he asked looking calm

"yes, I'm absolutely sure about my feelings, I adore him a lot and want to spent the rest of my life with him, you may think I'm mistaking my gratefulness for him as love but I am sure about what I'm feeling"

"what about you Gulf?" he flinched once he heard his name glancing up to face my father

"I'm also deeply in love with Mew, I was trying to ignore my feelings but I couldn't, honestly, since the first time I saw him, I found myself strangely attracted to him and when he confessed I felt like I was on cloud nine and wish to enjoy a very long life with him" we watched my father who went silent for another while then he smiled

"as long as you are happy together I'm fine with having another son" me and Gulf glanced to each other then smiled staring at my father

"thanks dad, I knew that you will be understanding and accept us"

"take care of each other, don't care about what others say and just be happy together"

"we will, don't worry"

"well since you were honest with me, I also want to be honest" we looked confused to my father who looked hesitant and a little worried

"what is it dad?"

"it started half a year ago, I met this woman and somehow I got attracted to her, we met several times and we both got closer..." he went quiet looking a bit embarrassed

"you found someone you love dad?"

"yes, it's embarrassing at this age but I can't deny that I feel for this woman"

"you don't have to be embarrassed, love can come at anytime, anywhere"

"thanks Gulf, well, I was hoping to introduce her to you before taking any farther step"

"she is 4 years younger than me, she is a widow, her husband passed away 10 years ago leaving her with her son who is 31 years old and a married daughter who is 28 years old, I already met her children who kindly welcomed me and even asked me to take care of their mother so, can I invite her for dinner at our house this Saturday?" truthfully, I'm really astonished by what my father said

After what happened with my mother, I never thought he will ever be attracted to any other woman, he spent all his life for us and then for me, I can't help but being doubtful about this woman but I also don't want my father to continue his life alone, I want him to be happy after all the years he lost because of me

"of course, I'd love to meet her and her children too if they could come, it will also be a change to arrange for your marriage"

"what marriage?! I'm just going to register it and that's it"

"what are you talking about, it's like you will get married every day, we should celebrate your happy day"

"P' Mew is right, we should at least hold a small marriage ceremony for you two"

"thank you, I feel so relieved now, I'm so happy to have two amazing sons"

"it's all thanks to Gulf who came into our life" me and my father smiled looking to Gulf who bashfully smiled looking down... when I met his woman, I noticed that she was very kind just like my father, she looked nervous at first but quickly relaxed and we enjoyed a great family gathering, of course I had to drag Gulf who refused saying it's a private family thing

"you are also my family so get used to being part of everything in my life and I will be a part of your life too after meeting your parents"

"ah, speaking of my parents, they are visiting next month for a few days so be prepared to meet them" everything was going smoothly for us, our lives is looking brighter, we also went on few dates and I could tell that Gulf was getting more and more relaxed with me

"baby, do you believe me now?" I asked while we went on the bed ready to go to sleep, he was facing me looking cute and beautiful as always

"yes, I can feel your love, especially after our first kiss" he blushed remembering it, it happened naturally while we were cooking, we wanted to make a small cake for the kids but we ended up messing the place with the flour and the whipping cream, we both looked funny and was trying our best to decorate the cake but somehow and for some reason we stopped and kept starring at each other

I remember exactly how I felt, I was mesmerized by how enchanting Gulf looked, his strawberry red cheeks with whipping cream around his lips and cheeks, and flour over his dark hair and neck, for me he looked so captivating and I felt myself losing to his inviting lips, my heart was both calm and skipping beats telling me it's now and I followed what my heart urged me to do

I slowly kept getting closer with my right hand on his cheek, I could feel Gulf's shiver but he didn't back away neither stopped me, his earthly pure eyes kept following my until I connected our lips, the moment I felt them I felt sparks between us, he quickly relaxed and kissed me back, I unconsciously deepened our kiss and refused to let go anytime soon, my mind went blank and was only focusing on my love holding him closer melting into each other embrace

This one kiss was enough to drive all my feelings out as I affectionately kept kissing and enjoying his thin pinkish soft lips, I could tell he also was so into our first kiss and his overflowing feelings were reaching deep inside me assuring me that he is so in love with me, the kiss was not just soft and passionate but also very sweet thanks to the whipping cream we were messing with earlier

"it will our unforgettable first whipping cream kiss" I said gently branching his hair away from his eyes staring straight into his shiny tender eyes

"since that day you started kissing me all the time and I don't think my heart can take it"

"I got so addicted to you lips, to your scent, to all of you so you should hurry and get used to it because I won't stop doing it for many, many years my love" just I finished I got closer stealing another kiss making him turn bright red pouting adorably

"stupid, just wait until I also make your heart on the verge of exploding"

"believe me, it already exploded the day you confessed" he got surprised then quickly turned away hiding how embarrassed he was

"I didn't know that you would be a very romantic person"

"you still don't know a thing baby" I held him closer from behind waiting impatiently to meet his parents and for his older sister to wake up so I can make him officially my family.