HER HEART'S WARMNESS

Bai Cao - But later when you fell off that building, at that very moment, I knew that I have fallen in love with you. And at that very moment, I understood that I have to stay far away from you. Actually, I think on our first meeting only I understood I have to stay away from you. You remember... on our first meeting when I fell on you when I was reading a book of martial arts and you were in your sports car, I kept looking at you. But then suddenly, I got up. I think you made up a reason why I got up suddenly but you never asked me the reason why I kept looking at you. But now I want to tell you and I am sure the reason you made up of me getting up from your arms suddenly is wrong. The reason I suddenly got up was not because your hand touched me. It was because I understood that there is some sort of connection between us. After all, I felt that same connection with you that I used to feel with my mom. When I was in your arms, I felt so secure. I don't even have words to describe what I felt at that time. I felt as if I was in my mom's arms. The last time when I was in my mom's arms, I felt like I was in the most safest place in the world but I was in between the fire. That same sort of security I felt in your arms. But I ignored it. But later in the night of the same day when I told you my name, I stopped seeing my nightmares. That was the first time when I slept peacefully. And this is the reason why I had to stay away from you. Because of that, I didn't even want to befriend you but eventually, we became friends because of your generous attitude towards me. I knew that if we will get close, then you will sacrifice your life for me. I never want that to happen because I didn't want to harm you. At that time, I didn't know how important you were to me. But slowly and slowly I understood that you matter a lot to me. But then suddenly, you went to Feng Yun Hall, and when you went there, I started seeing those nightmares again. Then when I started working on that yacht which was yours, I again stopped seeing those nightmares. I guess that my subconscious mind understood that you were somewhere near me even if I didn't see you. I know if you would have been hearing me right now you would have asked me the reason why  I did not tell you about it. I didn't tell you because I knew that if you would have known that I have feelings for you, then you would have done everything to make me accept your proposal. And I would have even accepted it. Because within me I know that I love you. Even if I try to deny it, I know I love you. I want to be with you, but I have to stay away from you. And once my master told, there are many things that we want to do because we like doing it. But we should not do that, we should do what we have to do. Because that is the right thing. So, I am just doing the right thing. Staying away from you is the right thing. I love you... a lot that is why I have to stay away from you because I have lost everyone whom I love. I can't lose you now, Senior Ting Hao.

Then suddenly Bai Cao heard the sound of something breaking. She turns back and finds Xiao Ying standing there.

Bai Cao(shocked) - Xiao Ying!

Five Days Later

It was evening time,

Everyone was inside Feng Yun Hall practicing. Yin Xiu and Bai Cao were practicing together. Then suddenly, the bell rang.

Ting Hao - Okay everyone, I think you all should go and rest now. We will meet here again tomorrow morning. Good Night!

All Feng Yun Hall students - Good Night, Drillmaster!

Saying that everyone left from there including Yin Xiu. Chang An, Ting Yi, Xiao Ying, Yi Feng, Ting Hao and Bai Cao was also coming out from the practice hall. They all were going towards the changing room.

In the girls changing room

Ting Yi came out after changing her clothes.

Ting Yi - Guys, I am going out. I don't want to stay in this luxurious prison anymore.

Bai Cao - Okay.

Then Ting Yi went out. After 2 minutes, Bai Cao came out. She saw that Xiao Ying was already standing there with her hands crossed and head down.

Bai Cao got shocked inside after seeing Xiao Ying in front of her but she acted normal.

Bai Cao - Were you waiting for me?

Xiao Ying - Obviously.

Bai Cao - You should have gone. Why did you wait for me?

Then Xiao Ying lifts her head, there was a lot of anger in her eyes, but more than anger there was curiosity and concern in her eyes, which was evident.

Xiao Ying - You don't know why I am waiting? Bai Cao, please tell me what happened that day.

Bai Cao - You have been asking me the same question for five days and I have given you the same answer in all five days.

Xiao Ying - Oh really! Why don't I feel that you are telling me the truth?

Bai Cao - Why do you think that I am not telling you the truth?

Xiao Ying - Because I slightly remember what you said that night.

Bai Cao(nervously) - What did I say?

Xiao Ying - You said, I love you, that why I have to stay away from you. I can't lose you too.

Bai Cao - Xiao Ying, what are you saying? I didn't say anything like that to anyone when we were at Leavenworth.

Xiao Ying - You did. And I guess, you said that to Senior Ting Hao.

Bai Cao - Xiao Ying, if you don't remember, then let me tell you that you were too drunk that night.

Xiao Ying - I know that, Bai Cao. That's why I am not able to recall what you said that night. I remember that I heard every single word you said, but I just don't remember what you said.

Bai Cao - Xiao Ying, nothing happened like that. I did not say anything like that to anyone. And I have said to you many times that I am not going to fall in love. So, why would I say that to anyone? Let's just forget this. Let's go out, everyone must be waiting for us.

Then Bai Cao puts her hand on Xiao Ying's shoulder but at that time, Xiao Ying removes Bai Cao hand.

Xiao Ying - I know that you said something like that, it's just that I am not sure. But don't be happy, because I will recall everything very soon. And I am even recalling things from that night. Slowly, but I am recalling.

Then Xiao Ying went out of the changing room. Bai Cao was standing there numb.

Bai Cao(thinking) - What if Xiao Ying recalls everything? Will she tell all that to Senior Ting Hao? No, she should not remember anything.

Then Bai Cao also came out. They all sat in the car.

Yi Feng - I was thinking that we should buy an apartment near Feng Yun Hall. What do you guys think?

Xiao Ying - Why do you want to take an apartment?

Yi Feng - Actually, I think we are wasting a lot of our time travelling from the hotel to Feng Yun Hall. Right?

Chang An - Yi Feng, it will be better if you will say the truth because I know the truth.

Yi Feng - What are you talking about, Chang An?

Chang An - Okay, I will say it. The reason why he wants to buy an apartment is that we are staying in his hotel. And because we are staying there, we are occupying space and room. And because we are staying there, we are eating food too. And for our food, his staffs are using materials that they use for the people staying there. And for all this, we are not paying. So, he is at loss. But if we will stay in an apartment, we will have to buy the stuff we need. And for that, we will have to pay. And obviously, we will pay together. This is the reason. Right, Yi Feng?

Yi Feng is dumbstruck. His mouth was wide open.

Yi Feng - How did you know about this? Are you really so good at reading minds?

Chang An - Actually, this time, I heard your and your manager's conversation. And I heard him suggesting buying an apartment. And you were obviously denying but then you said yes.

Yi Feng - Guys, I am sorry, but this is the truth.

Ting Hao - Yi Feng, why are you saying sorry?

Bai Cao - Yeah, we are the ones who should be sorry.

Ting Yi - And I think your manager is right. Because of us, you are facing loss.

Chang An - And we obviously don't want that to happen.

Ting Hao - And I think, we should keep our profession out of our personal life.

Xiao Ba - If you guys have no problem, then I have a house in my mind which is on sell Can I take you all there?

Ting Hao - Of course.

Then Xiao Ba reversed the car. After ten minutes, they reached.

As they came out of the car, they saw a white and shiny house. It was pretty big.

Xiao Ba - Let's go.

Everyone was going in then suddenly, Ting Hao again felt that someone is following them. He turned back but no one was there. Ting Hao was tensed and Bai Cao noticed it. She went near Ting Hao.

Bai Cao - Senior Ting Hao, what happened?

Ting Hao - Nothing.

Then Ting Hao kept looking at her.

Ting Hao(in his mind) - Should I ask her? Will she get awkward if I will ask her that? I have been thinking about it for five days. Now I can't hold it in. I will just ask her.

Ting Hao - Bai Cao, I want to ask you something.

TO BE CONTINUED

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