Dear Catherine,

Just tell me why? Why would you do something like that? It's been a few weeks.. and not hearing your voice.. it hurts. It really hurts me. But why Richie?

I don't care about you being friends with him but what you two did at the quarry wasn't friendly at all. It wasn't.

It seriously pisses me off whenever you always talk to him. And Cathy. I just want to know. Is it me.. or is it Richie.

Remember when we went stargazing. And I asked you to be my girlfriend? Or when we went out for ice cream and I showed you my space? The field.. and garden? I fixed that up myself and I never showed anyone not even Beverly

But I showed you. It was a reason why I showed you. And I see the way Richie looks at you. It's not rocket science that he loves you. And you let him. You let him flirt with you, you let him touch you and kiss you like I do. You think your life is just all that. But it's not.

Eventually you'll see that I have love you. And that you didn't take my love. But I guess it's just my ordinary life huh?

I remember when we both used to listen to music together. And now we don't even look at each other in the face anymore.

Just tell me. Tell me the truth. Do you love Richie or not. Do you love me or not...

Do you still want to be together.. or not.

~ Bill

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