Dear Anurima,

Why... Just tell me why? Am I not good enough for you? Am I not what you want me to be? Just tell me I'll be perfect for you just please.. don't leave me..

You never answer me anymore.. we never hangout anymore.. Am I not showing you that I love you? Cause I do.

Just why? Why the Loser's Club of all people you could of been friends with you chose them! You chose to be with Stanley! I saw you at the quarry. ALONE with him. You both were.. cuddling.. he held your hand and you two were about to kiss.

Anurima.. I do everything for you. I changed into my human form for you. I stepped out to be with you. I stopped eating kids for you. I did everything just to please you and I see you with Stan.

But if I start back to what I was doing you'll get angry. You'll get mad but I don't break promises. I let you have your moments I've been there when you was at your lowest. But Stanley stole your heart.

You missed.. you missed our date. You went out with Stanley all night while I was waiting for you in your room. I had ice cream, pancakes, noodles, and your favorite movie " IT "  we were going to sleep, read books, look at movied and wrote poetry. even listen to music.. I was ready... But you never came. I went to try and find you and saw you sitting there..

You were laughing and smiling with Stanley. And it hurted.. it hurted when I saw you kiss him. My heart shattered and it was like I was back to my old self... heartless. I cried for you. I called out your name but you never seem to listen.

I love you.. Anurima.. I never felt like this.. before. I love you. I am truly falling in love with you and it hurts. Just please... Please come back to me..

Love,
    Pennywise ( Bob Gray ) 🖤

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