Dear Mandy,

I.. I don't know how to say this.. I know it's been a month since.. since I turned you into a vampire.. and I wanted to say that I'm sorry. I know it's my fault. I hated that I did that to you because you don't deserve it.

You deserve to be happy. I miss being in your arms.. listening to music.. hearing you sing and play the guitar.

I want to be in our favorite place, on our flower field... I wanna see you run around on the sunlight while I be in the shadows looking happily because I know for a fact that you are happy.

I want to look at Narnia with you while eating strawberries. I love it when we binge watch Narnia. It makes me happy to see you re-act the lines.

I'll try my best to see if there is a way for you to be human again. Even if it kills me. Baby you deserve to live your life happily and free. You deserve to be in the sun and be in the light.

I just.. I'm scared Mandy.. I'm scared. I'm scared that you don't love me anymore.. I'm scared that you won't be able to be free and happy again. My happiness is with you and if I can't see your smile.. it hurts.. it hurts me.

I'm scared to even come and look at you in the face.. but I'm not scared to say that I love you.. I love you Mandy. So much. Don't ever forget about that.

Love,

Jasper Hale ❤️

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