Dear Jessica,

What happened? Was it something that I did? Did I ever hurt you, did anyone hurt you? Everyday I wonder why..

Why did you leave me? I look at the pictures and saw that your smile didn't match your face.

I should of known that your laugh didn't reach your eyes. Or how you say that you loved me and would always be here with me never reached you...

I cry everyday wondering and thinking how can I make this right? What can I do to get her back to me. To haven't her genuinely smile, to genuinely hug me, kiss me and cuddle me.

Then.. then I remember you telling me. You told me why you wanted to leave and I never listened. I broke my promise. I know it. I told you that I would help you that I'll always be there whenever you need to talk but I never did.

I didn't see that you were crying or hurting inside and I'm sorry just.. please come back to me. I love you so much Jessica and I never meant for all of this to happen.

If I was with you.. you wouldn't have left me. You wouldn't have to suffer because of something that I didn't hear.

I was too busy with everything to not notice that my girlfriend. The love of my life was hurting. And I regret it each day... I love you.. and I miss you.

I'll give this letter to your mom.. someone that you're close with. I'm scared to actually say it to your face.. that's how much guilt I am in now...

I'll let them read it to you just... Just know that I love you... Just please come back to me.

It's been a year.. since that accident happened. And you're still in that coma. Just please wake up I need to see you alive. I need to see your eyes opening, I need to see your smile. Just please... Please wake up. Don't let go.. don't leave me..

I don't know what I'll do if you're actually gone.. I love you..

Love,
    Alex ( Quackity ) ❤️

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