"Who's coffee is that?" Jimin asked me as I walked into Jin's office later than usual.

"It's for Yoongi." I replied, setting it on Jin's desk at the moment as I looked around the room to find no one. I rose a brow and looked to Jimin.

"Where is everybody?" Jimin walked over to a chair and plopped into it lazily so I sat in the one next to him. He played with his hair in thought before asking me a question.

"Do you like Yoongi?" I was shocked, to say the least as well as embarrassed but I felt like everyone practically knew at this point so it would be unfair to lie to Jimin especially since he's treated me so kindly since I've started working here at Big Hit.

"Yes, I do. Actually I'm in love with him." Jimin didn't look surprised but instead smiled kindly at me causing my heart to clench. His puffed-up cheeks were so precious and he radiated the same little brother energy Jungkook and Taehyung radiate.

"I think you're good for him. You're exactly what he needs and I can tell that whenever you're around he's really happy. He just has a lighter feel, you know?" Jimin spoke as he smiled softly at me. A blush tinted my face upon hearing these things and it just made the butterflies in my stomach flutter faster.

"Thank you, it means a lot. Now, you wanna tell me where everyone is?"

"Yoongi was trying to stay home from work today so everyone is at his place to drag him here. He's probably nervous since Leah told me that you guys were going to hang out later today." He chuckled at the thought of Yoongi being shy and so did I.

"So, how come you're here by yourself? Where's Sora?"

"The witch is in the dance studio with the trainees and I'm here by myself because there was no way I'd be able to contribute in bringing Yoongi here. Plus he scares me when he's all grumpy." I was glad that Sora was elsewhere but I also felt bad that Jimin was here by himself.

"Well, I'll keep you company until they get here." Jimin smiled gratefully at me as we started a wholesome conversation about puppies.

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I was shocked to see Yoongi literally being dragged into Jin's office by Jungkook and Namjoon. He must've really not wanted to be here today.

Jimin said he was nervous?

But Yoongi looked more worried and mad than nervous and that had confused me.

"You have not missed a single day of work for no reason and it's going to stay that way. The trainees can't work on their music without you so get your shit straight." Jin scolded earning a reluctant nod from Yoongi. I felt bad for Yoongi, I've never heard Jin sound so intimidating before. My mood got worse once I saw Sora walk in, immediately going up to Yoongi and giving him a peck on the cheek as Yoongi allowed her. It infuriated me that she did such a thing and I didn't understand why Yoongi let her. Although, he did say that he had to be nicer to her because of my uncle so maybe that's why. But how come he looked so defeated while she did it?

Namjoon and Jungkook released the tired-looking male and went around the room to chat with the others as Leah came running up to me to greet me.

"Good morning Y/N. Sorry, you had to witness that, you know how she is. Are you excited about your date with Yoongi today?" Leah whispered to me in excitement, cheery me up and causing me to forget the evil incident Sora pulled.

"Very, I'm actually going to talk to him right now." Leah praised my confidence and gave me a light pat on the back for reassurance before she went over to Tae, Jungkook and Jimin to give me some privacy. I walked up to Yoongi who had Sora hanging on to him but I tried to ignore her as I smiled up the male who stole my heart and gave me butterflies.

"Are you feeling alright? I saw how Jin scolded you and wanted to make sure you were okay." Sora giggled as Yoongi looked down but didn't answer me. I didn't want to get upset since it was probably because he had such a rough morning, so I called out to him again.

"Yoongi?" This caused Sora to giggle a little more and I watched as Yoongi's fists began to ball up. I was worried I was making him mad.

Was I trying too hard?

"Go on Yoongles, tell her how you really feel." I rose a brow at that and looked up at Yoongi in confusion as he was now finally looking at me. Sora let out teasingly as she spoke into Yoongi's ear, causing me to cringe. "Go on, tell her. Don't lead her on."

"Lead me on?"

What was she talking about?

"Say it." Sora growled.

"I don't like you."

"Huh?" I could hardly process it. I didn't want to process it.

It's not true, right? This is all some sick joke. It's not true.

"I don't like you. At all and in any way. I d-don't want to be friends and I don't want to be anything else." Yoongi forced the scripted words from his mouth as he felt like breaking down. He didn't want to be here doing this to me, he tried not to come to work, he tried. But he failed and now he has to watch my heart, break before him as tears threaten to spill from my eyes.

I couldn't understand why he was saying all of this to me, just yesterday he was telling me such wonderful things and I heard what he said at the mall and now this? It just didn't make any sense. I looked toward his side with glossy eyes. Sora.

"Are you telling him to say this? Are you forcing him to say these things?" I scowled at Sora with such hatred I didn't even know I was aware of, but she just shook her head with a giggle and snuggled further in Yoongi's neck. Although, I wasn't aware that she did that to whisper something to him.

"Make her believe you and then tell her we're dating. You don't want your precious Y/N to get hurt do you?"

Reluctantly Yoongi sent a glare at me by using his anger for Sora and himself and took it out on me.

"No, she isn't making me say these things. I'm being honest. I realized that I'm crazy for trying to make things alright with you when you've caused me so much stress and pain as I had to come up with five thousand dollars to pay that fucking store manager. I could barely pay my rent this month. That's why I'm... I'm dating Sora now." Yoongi felt weak as he watched me cry in front of him. He hurt me and he knew it but it was for my safety. He didn't want Sora to do anything to me and if that ended up in me hating him then he would deal with it. As long as I was safe.

My heart shattered. This was my first heartbreak by a boy and it did not feel good.

This is what the world is like, and I asked for it. For years I asked to be here. For years I wished to do the things healthy people could do. For years I wished to fall in love, and I did. I just didn't know this was the pain that came with it.

I couldn't prevent the tears from leaving my eyes as Sora smiled at me, looking like she won the best prize of all. I felt betrayed by Yoongi, I felt played and hurt yet I still loved him.

How could I love someone who did this to me?

I really don't understand love at all but I know it's what I feel.

"What the hell is going on over here?" Leah's voice was menacing as it flowed smoothly from her mouth. I could feel the rage coming from her as she noticed my tears, Sora's smile, and Yoongi's tense form that avoided her gaze. It got worse as Jungkook and Taehyun stepped beside me, they felt like brothers trying to protect me and I appreciated it, but who knows how they would react if I told them right now. I didn't want to start any trouble.

"It's nothing. Don't worry about me, I just need some fresh air." I wiped my tears and walked out of the room, ignoring the calls from Leah and my friends as I bunched up my shirt where my heart was and clenched. I felt drained, broken. I do not like it.

Namjoon watched my depressed form leave the office with worry and decided to ask Leah about it.

"Where's Y/N going. Is she alright?" Leah looked just as worried as Namjoon until her gaze faced Yoongi and Sora.

"She's getting fresh air, she's very upset right now and I may have a feeling why." Namjoon followed Leah's glare and was confused as to why it was pointed at Yoongi but he decided not to dwell on it as he was more worried about me. So he made his way to the door to leave but not without getting stopped by Leah.

"What are you doing? She needs some time to herself."

"It's fine, I'll take care of her." Yoongi didn't like the way Namjoon said it but he couldn't do anything about it and instead focused on his broken heart as he had hurt a friend who was very important to him. I understood Yoongi so well and Yoongi loved to talk about music with me, I was actually a friend he didn't mind being around constantly but because of Sora, he lost that. He lost me. He thought I was upset because of the loss of friendship. He had no clue I was heartbroken because I love him.

He had no idea that the pain I was going through was so unbearable.

Because of my love for him.

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I have a new update schedule because I'm very unorganized and I don't get chapters out when I need to. So, I will be updating this book every Wednesday. I'll be updating WFYA! every Friday. And I'll be updating Rebellious every Saturday along with my new book BOMIP (which you should so check out). So I'm hoping this schedule will make my readers very happy as they now won't have to wait a hundred years for a chapter. So besides that, I hope you are all doing okay and are being safe during this pandemic. Sit back, relax, do school work if you got it. Be responsible kiddos. Live your best life even if you're stuck inside your house and bored out of your mind. We'll get through this! Much Love!

~ Chimsy