Y/N's POV

"What is it Y/N?" Leah asks impatiently.

"Okay, I'm just going to say it." I inhale but quickly exhale, then I stare at her in silence.

"Then say it."

"Okay."

"Go on."

"Alright, I'm gonna do it."

"Go ahead."

"Leah I can't do it." I sigh in defeat.

"Why not Y/N?"

"I feel like once I tell you, then it means I've admitted to my feelings, and I think telling you will make those feelings stronger. I'm afraid of being hurt, of being abandoned. I don't want to make things worse on my part. I don't want to hope for something I can never have." I feel my eyes beginning to tear up as I start feeling overwhelmed.

"Y/N you won't be abandoned, sometimes it's good to accept your feelings and I bet you'll feel even better once you do." I smile at Leah, grateful for her wise words, she kind of reminds me of Jin.

"Thank you, Leah, I really wish I could hug you right now."

"Me too fam, but for now, how about an air high five?" I chuckle at the idea but I go along with it, we put our hands in the air, giving each other an air high five.

"So you wanna tell me what's going on?" Leah asks me sweetly. I smile, wiping my tears off of my face and nod.

"I like Yoongi." I say softly, fully taking in what I just admitted to, my heart soaring. I decided to look up at Leah, her jaw practically touching the floor, eyes wider than Jimin's thighs.

"I'm hearing things, you like who?"

"You're not hearing things, I like Yoongi, in fact, I might actually love him, like a tiny bit." I think I broke Leah, she's frozen, not moving a muscle nor saying anything.

"Is that wrong? I only just met him." I ask hesitantly.

"No, not at all, I'm just super surprised. I never thought someone would find Yoongi likable in that way, I mean I don't hate him, we're friends but he can have anger issues sometimes."

"I know but I saw a different side to him, a softer side. He was so kind and caring it made my heart flutter. I'm willing to accept him at his worst and best. I don't know Leah, I feel like this is too soon."

"Wow, you really do love him. It's too soon though, you're probably getting attached quickly because you're not used to these feelings." Leah smiles warmly at me.

"Yah! I said I liked him but I love him a little tiny bit."

"That's bullshit and you know it. I see the way your eyes light up with admiration as you talk about him, your whipped, tiny bit my ass, you love him a whole bunch." My eyes widen as I realize she's right.

"Did you just have an epiphany?" I nod my head continuously.

"Leah, I am super whipped."

"I know Y/N, I know. That's why I'm gonna help you get your mans." I literally drop dead at that.

"You're what?!"

"You heard me, I'm gonna help you get your guy, your man, your dude, your possibly future hubby. Y/N, I'm going to be your wing-woman. Soon, Yoongi will fall head over heels for you."

"Don't bother Leah, he wouldn't want someone like me, I wouldn't even be able to hold his hand without feeling unbearable pain." I begin to make my way out of the restroom but I'm soon pulled in from the back of my shirt by Leah.

"Y/N, if you can accept Yoongi for Yoongi, then he'll be able to accept you for you. Y/N I would go gay for you because you are so special and any person would be lucky to be able to call you their best friend, girlfriend, or wife. If you truly love and care for him, you'll try to make things work." I'm crying for a second time today, Leah is such a good friend.

"What would I do without you, Leah?"

"You wouldn't know cause you won't be without me, I got you and you got me, we got each other. It's going to stay like that. Now wipe those tears and let's get out of this bathroom." I nod and do as Leah says.

We go to Jin's office and I can't help but feel extremely nervous. I've finally accepted the fact that I love Yoongi and now I'm going to face him, I have no idea how I'm going to feel.

All my thoughts disappear once we entered the room, my eyes searching for Yoongi's. When I find him, the ability to breathe is difficult. At this moment, my attention was all on him. It was as if I was stuck in a trance. Thankfully Leah snapped me out of it.

"Be careful princess, you don't want him to get freaked out by your obvious staring." Leah whispers to me and I nod, agreeing with her. I then turn my gaze towards Jin, who is going nuts at his desk, quickly writing things down, then going into files and pulling things out again.

"Is Jin okay?" I ask Leah, she just shrugs and Jimin walks up to us, putting an arm around Leah's shoulder.

"Jin has to get things set up for the new choreographer." Jimin says and Leah just pulls his arm off of her, grumbling about how 'heavy' it is.

"New choreographer?" I ask.

"Yeah, Mr.Bang hired someone this weekend saying they had pretty good credits that will work out great for the trainees. So he decided that they'll be working with us. Well, Jin is the one responsible for those kinds of things, when someone new joins our group or team or whatever you want to call it, Jin has to get all their information ready and set up their ID's. The new employee doesn't start until Wednesday and Jin just now started working on their files and information. So, he has a lot of work to do." I look back over at Jin who is rushing to get his work done, beads of sweat rapidly run down his forehead as he wipes at it furiously. He looks like a mess.

"Poor Jin." Leah says, wincing as Jin slams a file on his desk.

"He'll be like that for a while." I turn to Jimin, confusion forming on my face.

"Why doesn't anyone help him?" This time Namjoon pops in to answer my question.

"Although I'm super smart and I care about Jon's well being, he has to do this kind of thing by himself, otherwise it might screw up the whole process." I nod understanding.

"Do you guys know anything about the new choreographer?"

Namjoon and Jimin shake their heads 'no'. I sigh heavily and make my way towards Jungkook, checking on him.

"You good kookie?" He looks up at me and smiles, his bunny teeth catching my attention, the sudden urge to squish his cheeks is so tempting but I don't want to risk anything.

"I'm fine Y/N, just a little tired, I stayed up late playing Overwatch last night and it's finally getting to me." Leah walks over and pats him on the head, he closes his eyes and leans into her touch.

"This is why you have to follow the curfew I give you, Bunbun." Jungkook and I smile at the nickname Leah gave him. Leah looks like a loving mother giving her son love and affection. It's so cute.

"Yah! I want attention too!" Taehyung whines next to Jungkook.

"Not now Taehyung, we have to get working." A deep voice from behind startles me. I turn around to see Yoongi, my heart beating so loud I wouldn't be surprised if he heard it.

"We should probably get going." Yoongi says while messing around with the watch on his wrist.

"Yeah." I weakly reply, 'yeah' being the only word I could get out of my mouth at the time.

Yoongi nods and leaves the office with Jimin, Hoseok, Namjoon, and a disheveled Jin. Leah looks at me, shaking her head.

"What?" I ask folding my arms.

"That was a perfect opportunity to start a conversation and walk out of the room with each other, but all you could say was, 'yeah'." I groan, face palming, Leah was right.

"It's so hard to talk to him though, ever since this morning, every time I try to talk to Yoongi, my heart swells and I go all dummy dummy mode, I have the vocabulary of a four-year-old." Leah laughs, but it's quickly interrupted.

"What's this all about?" Jungkook asks with a wide smirk on his face and his brow raised while Taehyung crosses his arms, eyes narrowing by the second. The two of them looking quite intimidating.

SHIT,SHIT,SHIT.

Leah and I look at each other, our eyes popping out of our sockets. We forgot Taehyung and Jungkook were still in the room.

This is going to be a pain in the ass to explain.

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chapter for you all, you're welcome. Much love!

~ Chimsy

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