Y/N's POV

This week has gone by really fast, I didn't even have to work yesterday since I had an appointment - at my apartment - with Dr.Jang. Once I had told him about what happened the past week, to say he was mad is an understatement. He was pissed.

When Dr.Jang arrived yesterday, I was really nervous. I wasn't sure how he would react when I told him how the week has been and all the events that had happened. I had a feeling it wasn't going to be good though. I was also curious about how the 'finding a cure' research was going. I wanted to know if I had a chance in real life. A life that I would be able to live normally. That would truly make me happy.

As usual, Dr.Jang did his regular check-ups to see if my symptoms have changed, sadly nothing got better, it was all the same. After he was done taking blood samples and such, that's when the conversation started.

"How have you been Y/N?"

Those were the first words that came out of his mouth before everything went to shit.

"Y/N! You could've gotten yourself killed! And now you're trying to work at a public job?! Why are you putting yourself in danger? This is why you should quit the job and stay here like you used to!"

What he said upset me, I didn't like the way I was 'living' before. I like the way things are now, at least I can pretend to be normal. So I spoke my mind.

"I don't like just sitting around at home! Yeah maybe I am being stupid and putting myself in danger, but I'm starting to become happier now. I have friends, and a job - that is really exhausting and boring - but yet I still love it cause I'm not stuck here relying on you to figure out something THAT'S NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN! THERE IS NO CURE AND THERE NEVER WILL BE SO STOP TRYING AND LET ME LIVE THE WAY I WANT TOO!"

It was really intense. All those feelings I had buried in my heart for years, never letting them out, I got carried away. I felt better after I said it though. It felt as if a huge weight that I didn't know I was carrying, was lifted off my shoulders. I felt light. But I was still hurting. It hurt me to finally understand, I was going to live like this for the rest of my life and I need to accept it. I'm going to live life the best I can until I can no more. It was time that I gave up, and that's exactly what I did.

"Please Dr.Jang, it's over now. I'm done trying, I'm done spending my days in this apartment, I'm ready to live. I'm ready to try new things. I'm going to take risks. I'm not going to die one day and not have done anything in my life. It's time for me to let go of the past and focus on the future. My future."

Dr.Jang just left after that. He didn't say anything to me. No goodbye, no see you later, nothing. It left me feeling guilty for yelling at him, but what was said, was said. I had to say it, I just had to and I'm glad I did.

I'm ready to make the rest of my life the best, but with a little help from my friends. I can't believe it but, I'm actually glad that the whole thing with Yoongi happened that day at the store. If it wasn't for that, I would probably live the rest of my life as a lonely cat lady with nothing left to live for. That is definitely not how I want to live, so I'm thankful for my new friends.

And I guess Yoongi.

I'm going to start my new great life with going to Jin's tonight for dinner. I was invited over for dinner Wednesday and I've been looking forward to since.

I pick up my phone, checking the time.

5:30, I better start getting ready.

Yoongi's POV (at Jin's place)

I watch as Jin is panicking, quickly setting up the dining table, making sure the food is ready, checking for any imperfections on the table, and his face. He looks like a mess.

"Ahh, I look like a mess!"

Huh, called it.

"You look great Jin, just calm down, breathe, breathe, come on, inhale, exhale, yes you got this." Leah comforts him, gently patting his back, care clearly shown in her eyes.

"Why are you so worked up over this anyway? Y/N's just coming over for dinner." Jin looks at me and glares.

"You don't get it Yoongi, do you? This has to be perfect, she has to love my food, my house, my face, and my table." Jin runs his hands through his hair, then he freaks out cause he messed up his hair. Leah quickly comes to his rescue, fixing his blonde hair to his liking.

"I don't think Y/N is like that hyung, she seems to be a really sweet person. If she can handle Leah then she can handle any of us. She isn't the type to judge imperfections either." Hobi speaks up, getting my attention. He speaks of Y/N as if she is some angel. Listen, I did feel bad about how I was acting with her before, but as I got to know her, she is just some devil hiding under a pretty shell. She can be nice at times but once you get on her nerves, a monster is released and you realize at that moment it's time to start planning what song you want to be played at your funeral. But as I said, she isn't all that bad to hang out with sometimes. Sometimes.

I'm not trying to die at 27, no bitch.

"What would I do without you Hoseok?" Jin says, drawing me away from my thoughts.

"I don't know what you would do without me, you shouldn't think about life without your hope. It sounds dull."

"You're right sorry." Jin then claps his hands as if he is elegant or some shit.

"Come here you peasants, I have a speech before Y/N gets here which is in," Jin looks down at his watch, then continues, "five minutes so we have to be quick."

I'm offended, who's he calling peasant, bitch I'm a fucking king, bow down to my white ass before I kick you so far up into the sky that you'll be higher then Taehyung's hairline. Try me.

I wouldn't speak my thoughts out loud though. I'm pretty sure my glare towards Jin sent the message I was trying to get through to him because he then scratched the back of his neck sheepishly and cleared his throat.

"S-so uh, since everyone's h-here, I'll give my speech now toni-" He's then cut off by the ring of a doorbell catching all of our attention.

"Ding-dong." Jungkook pipes up causing Leah to smack the back of his head, ending up in him doing it back to her, which then caused a fight to break out between them.

"Don't test me Jungkook, I will detach your daddy pills with my bare hands!" Leah shouts causing Jungkook to let go of her arm and shudder away towards Taehyung, hiding behind him for protection from the scary woman brushing off her clothes and composing herself. Jin and Namjoon both facepalm, oddly at the same time.

We all jump at the sudden ring of the doorbell a second time. Jin motions for us to take our seats at the table as he sprints towards the door, fixing his hair before opening the door with a wide smile.

"Hello Y/N, come right in and take a seat next to Leah." She nods timidly and takes a seat next to the short-haired, brunette.

Y/N's POV

I sit next to Leah, making sure my skin is at a safe distance from hers as my hands and my legs under my knees aren't covered. I'm wearing a dress, nothing too flashy, but it has sleeves, so I'm a little safe there.

Leah smiles at me happily, as I bet she is excited to see me. Although I knew everyone was staring at me, since I'm their guest, I couldn't help but feel intimidated by one certain gaze. I look up to see Yoongi staring at me intensely, making me blush but never breaking eye contact, once he notices that I caught him looking, he starts talking to Hobi so I turn my attention to Leah.

"Why are you in such a good mood?" She grins and her Namjoon like dimples show, making me smile.

"I'm so happy I'm not the only girl anymore, it's so hard taking care of these loonies." I laugh at her statement as Jin shakes his head.

"I'm the who takes care of everyone, you are the one that encourages their wrongful acts." Leah gasps, she places a hand on her chest feigning fake hurt.

"I do no such thing."

"You gave Jimin lessons on how to diss Yoongi."

"I was teaching the boy how to defend himself from super white old people." Yoongi gasps at Leah's comment and Jimin chuckles, putting his hand over his mouth to block out the sound as much as possible, but I can still hear it.

"What about eating thirty containers full of frosting with Jungkook?"

"I was simply showing the boy an example of what it's like when you fall into your cravings, now look at the boy, being so responsible about what he eats and being so healthy unless I tell him otherwise." Jungkook smiles, his bunny teeth being the first thing I noticed, something I quite enjoy from the boy, as it is unbelievably cute.

"Ok fine, but what about when you snorted diamond GUCCI slides with Taehyung." Taehyung unintentionally scratches his nose, remembering the moment as Leah visibly gulps at what Jin said, I can practically see the gears working in her mind as she tries to figure out an excuse for Jin's claim.

"Ah-hah! I got it! I was trying to teach Taehyung that doing drugs is wrong and gets you nowhere in life, so we snorted his favorite thing to show him that it's better than drugs." So the beginning of her statement sounded like it was done for a good cause but as she finished, it didn't sound that great.

"Leah! That's not good at all! That's just as bad as when you encouraged Namjoon to write a song about a female getting undressed!" Namjoon looks up at this before blushing and hiding his face in his arms.

"Hey, that was a great idea! Namjoon wanted some help writing a song and I helped him embrace his inner perverted-ness. Well not like that. I just told him to use anything that came upon his recent search history and put it into a song. Oh." Namjoon groans in embarrassment and shame. I feel bad for him. What really surprises me though, is Yoongi. He's laughing up a storm, slapping his thigh, his face red, a wide smile on his face, his eyes closed as tears come out of them. This very scene made me smile. I felt as if my whole day just got a thousand times better just at the sound of his laugh. At that moment he sounded so happy, so innocent, so perfect. It was as if I was being pulled, pulled into something I didn't know had a hold of me. I was pulled into a feeling I've never felt before, but... I liked it. I liked this feeling and I want to know what it is.

"Yoongi! Stop your cackling, your making Namjoon feel worse!" Yoongi wipes away the tears on his face, catching his breath.

"Wooh, that was good, ugh I can't, that was great, sorry Namjoon but Leah just exposed you, man." Jin sighs heavily as Namjoon does the same.

"Let's just start eating I bet Y/N is hungry." Jin looks at me nervously and I nod.

"When am I not? I'm starving." I really was, the aroma of the delicacies Jin and Leah made was amazing and I bet the food tasted just as great as it smells.

"Well then, what are we waiting for? Let's dig in." As Jin said that, it was like everyone forgot what previously happened and began to eat the food that was just waiting to be devoured.

The food was really good by the way.

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Hope you enjoyed today's chapter! Much love!

~ Chimsy

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