I wake up slowly. What have I done? I feel all sweaty. I feel like... I feel disgusting. What have I done? I cheated. I touched Calypso like she touched me. I cheated on... on... I grip my head. On... on... 

"As..." I mutter.

As... As... Astrid! Why did it take me so long to remember her name. I take a fruit off a tree and I bite into it. Why was it so hard to remember? I should remember easily. She's the love of.... of... of... never mind I forgot. 

I've been having trouble with remembering. I've been having trouble remembering my friends. Fish... Fishlegs! Snot...snot...Snotlout! The... the... the twins. Tooth... tooth... Toothless! I cannot forget Toothless. He's my best friend. He's my brother in arms. I let out a breath. Calypso's hand was on my.... private place. 

I look up and I see the stars. They're beautiful. I wish I could go back, but this island is surrounded by dragons from the underworld. I bet it would be impossible to make friends with them. I stand up. Fortunately, I deal with the impossible well. I stand up and I pull my shirt back on. 

"Sorry Calypso. I have to go back." I say.