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Taehyun stared blankly at his recorded lecture, unable to focus. "What sort of shitty prank people are playing on me? no one can't remember him? Nonsense" He thought out loud and scoffed, feeling confused, annoyed, and frustrated. He shook off his thoughts and tried to study. But couldn't get Beomgyu out of his mind.

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"No Soobin hyung, shut up..." Taehyun had his phone close to his ear as he entered the Hue cafe. "Yeonjun hyung is not single anymore, he has someone else. You cheated on him, remember? And we believe in 'once a cheater is always a cheater' agenda" He brought the phone close to his mouth. "So, respectfully fuck off" and hang up.

He shoved his phone in his pocket with a small sigh, he walked to the counter and ordered a vanilla latte. "coming right up!" Taehyun nodded with a small smile, he looked around. His eyes landed on Beomgyu, seeing the male sitting with someone facing their back at Taehyun.

Again the warm feeling crept into his stomach, his heart skipped a beat. "No Taehyun, don't be a teen" His fingers fiddling with his right arm's jacket cuff.

He was about to wave at beomgyu when the latter lied his eyes on him but the male looked back at the person, pretending not to see Taehyun. Taehyun's stomach flipped, he looked away, trying not to seem hurt. 

"So people do remember him... Yeonjun Hyung was joking around and Sakura did forget...People come and go..." he forced a smile at the latte placed by the barista, he paid her and left the cafe.

he scoffed and took a sip from his coffee, "I'm just stupid...nothing else"

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Beomgyu happily had a conversation with Kai, he couldn't help but try to erase the guilt of ignoring taehyun after making eye contact. He felt bad for ignoring him but he couldn't even leave Kai to greet Taehyun. It didn't sit right with him.

He was feeling selfish but he kept concealing himself saying that if Taehyun didn't want him, he wouldn't chase someone who wouldn't want him back. Self-respect, indeed.

But he kept feeling bad for Taehyun, Taehyun was his soulmate...Beomgyu was lost in thoughts. Kai kept calling his name. 

"Beomgyu? You good-" Beomgyu snapped from his thoughts, "Yes? sorry but...I zoned out" Beomgyu flashed an apologetic smile to Kai, Kai nodded. "it's ok, well, I need to go" Kai stood up, "Bye, see you around" Kai waved before he left.

Beomgyu sat there, he sighed frustrated, knowing the next time he would be meeting Kai would start with an introduction again.

He fiddled with the spoon which he ate his pastry with. He sighed loudly, catching other people's attention, they all shrugged it off. beomgyu stood and walked out of the cafe.

"It's so fucking annoying..." he entered his house, threw himself on the couch. "I'll be single forever like this..." he mumbled, his face against the couch sea green fabric.

He had no one to listen to his problems or advise him, he was too lazy to visit a therapist...Well that will barely work even he visits one. the only people who remember him are his grandmother and Taehyun.

His grandmother barely cares about him and Taehyun...Beomgyu's mind goes blank, his thoughts start to crash each other resulting in no valid result. He grabbed his phone, scrolled through Instagram. 

He came through a post that talked about how journaling helps mental health. Beomgyu thought for a minute. Not a bad idea, right? Writing thoughts on a piece of paper will slowly but surely help. 

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"Kang Taehyun? KANG FUCKING TAEHY-" "HANUEL, I CAN HEAR YOU" Taehyun yelled back at his friend who was in the same department as him. Hanuel rolled his eyes, "Right right, that's why you weren't fucking responding to the professor while he was asking questions like you always do...Understandable, Kang" Hanuel spoke sarcastically, his hand reached to Taehyun's shoulder which taehyun slapped away.

"wha-" Before Hanuel would finish his words, taehyun stood and picked up his stuff, leaving the class. "wait a bit!" Hanuel followed him, "Bro, wanna go to the new bar near the mall?" Hanuel asked, his eyes sparkling with hope. His lips curled in a small smile which was obviously not genuine.

Taehyun barely trusted this male, he shook his head. Hanuel's smile dropped, "why? yeonjun said he will be coming, he will feel lonely without you" Hanuel nudged Taehyun's shoulder with his elbow with a teasing smile, trying to convince him but failing. 

"No drinking in winter. Alchohol can easily freeze you to death" taehyun started to walk away from Hanuel but the lad followed him, "No! C'mon on! yeonjun is coming!" hanuel whined, "so? I need to study...I'm barely studying these days" taehyun mumbled, Hanuel raised an eyebrow at the words. 

"Oh? is Mr.Toppykang not studying after getting into Uni?~ damn, I wonder what happened~" He chuckled, "You in love?" Hanuel wrapped his arm around Taehyun's shoulder. Taehyun's head jerked towards Hanuel, "Yeonjun hyung told yo- I mean what?! no?" Hanuel laughed, not buying it.

"You were doodling in your notes, totally not focused in class" Hanuel smiled mischievously, "that doesn't mean anything..." taehyun sighed. "not only that~ You were writing 'beomgyu' at the corner of your notes with pencil and small heart around the name. then erase it. How cute..did you learn that from Pinterest?" 

Taehyun was stunned, he wanted to say something but nothing came out of his mouth. His face turned red from embrassment. "If-...if you put that much effort in studies...you would beat me in the exams" With that, Taehyun left. Hanuel scoffed, "STILL, YOU ARE COMING WITH US?!" "NO"

"how embarrassing..." Taehyun washed his face in the washroom, his ears red. He has zero idea why he did that, he was all zoned out and his mind was blank. Hanuel noticing all of that was the least expected thing.

"I'm going crazy..."

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a boring chapter I know :'D.