like actually wow.
this man is too much.
i can't take it anymore
i'm a chris girl now in support of my physical and mental well-being. bc a matt girl is becoming too much for my body to handle.

i know say this often but i actually have no words
my heart actually skipped multiple beats.
my head is racing i can't do this
like idk what to do
i feel like im missing something
like i can't just look at these pictures i need to tattoo this shit onto me and ik people say that all the time but i'm so fucking serious rn
these are hands down my favorite matt pictures EVERRRR
EVER.
EVERMADE.
i have a whole ass lump in my throat
he's paying my hospital bills bc i think i actually had a heart attack.

i said i had no words then just word vomit like crazy. 
i'm sorry i just—
i need him too bad now
im sorry I SAID IT
🫤

these pics are the definition of "i'll miss this when i scroll" bc i literally miss it already and it's hardly a scroll up.

omg i want these pictures at my funeral.
which is soon bc im currently in the process of passing away rn.

anyways ill stopp yapping but just know ill never forget about these pictures :/