I lay awake in my bed. Thoughts pooled in. It was Saturday. The club was closed thank God. I continue puffing out smoke. I didn't care. I have sunken so low. I should never have made a deal with Valentino. I hate myself for making the deal. I hate myself. I can't stand his dark smile. I can't stand his cruelty. I can't stand every minute I'm lying-in bed with him. I cannot stand his tongue licking my chest and tongue. I can't stand him fucking me. 

I hear my grandparents are coming. Hooray... 

"Hmh. What a pain." Grandfather said. 

This is so exciting. I can't wait to spend time with my grandson! He thought.

I wish they weren't here. Though, I am kind of glad. I want to cry. I want to honestly kill myself. Oh, wait, I can't. My soul belongs to Valentino. 

"Kuso! It's so good to see you!" Grandmother yelled coming in.

She gasped when she saw me smoking. I was in a robe. I had just taken another shot. The shots make me feel like I'm eating coffee jelly or at least just about. 

"What on earth are you doing?" Grandmother said. 

Smoking. Long story.

"Kuso, your parents told me about this Valentino? Does he really-?"

Yes. All the fucking time.

Tears were starting to slide down my face. I grip my arms. 

I can't stand it! I can't have him rape me anytime he wants!!!

"It's okay honey calm down." Grandmother said hugging me. 

I couldn't stop crying. I just want to escape all of this crazy shit. 

"Korromi? You might want to come in here." Grandmother said. 

Dad and Mom both walked in. They gripped me too. Grandfather would have but he just stood in the corner. 

"You should leave him behind. Say goodbye to Valentino." Grandma said. 

I got a text from Valentino. Heh, of course. 

"Open the door for me baby." He wrote.