GUILT🙃

Siddharth was just watching her going on asim's bed and asim made her sit comfortably on the bed and then left the room patting Sana's cheeks to which sana smiled softly. Siddharth felt a pang in his heart, he was feeling a different type of pain in his heart which he never felt. Tears were continuously coming out of his eyes but he was standing straight without moving with his eyes fixed on sana who was drawing something on her bottle.

Siddharth wiped his tears and laid down on his bed. He was hurt. But the question was why??
"Mujhe kyun itna bura lag raha hai haan maine usse bhot Kuch galat bola jo mujhe nahi bolna Chahiye tha par use bed change karne ki kya jaroorat thi aaram se baith kar bhi to baat kar sakti thi na jaise aaj tak ki hai maine to kitni baar use galat bola par usne kabhi dil pe nahi liya to ab kyun ab aisa kya badal gaya sana kyun badal gayi"
"Sana nahi tu badal gaya" rashmi said coming in
"Matlab" siddharth asked being confused
"Ek baar Soch kar dekh siddharth kya tu vahi siddharth hai jise sana ne pehle 3 hafto mai Dekha tha Soch" rashmi said and left leaving sid in his pool of thoughts.
"Kya mai sach mai badal gaya hoon?"
Siddharth remembers how he used to do fun with her play with her talk with her the whole day Pamper her in the initial weeks but now he was being flirtatious with every girl even with rashmi who did so bad to him and then him bursting out on sana for no reason saying so bad things to her still she never left his side. He was feeling a single emotion which was eating him from inside and that was
GUILT
"Haan Mai hi badal gaya hoon pehle bhi maine use galat bola par mera tareeka alag tha pehle bhi hamari ladayi hui par fir koshish bhi dono ne ki sab theek karne ki par ab maine sana ko for granted lena shuru kar diya mujhe lagne laga ki mai kuch bhi kahu vo laut ke mere hi paas aaegi haan mai hi galat hoon par mai itna jyda kyun bechain hora hoon usse itna kyun affect hora hoon kya hora hai ye sab is it, is it love? "
Siddharth stood up from the bed and looked at a half asleep sana. Siddharth's lips automatically curved into a smile
"Yess i have fallen for her yess mujhe pyaar hogaya hai meri moti se pyaar hogaya yaar what the fuck is wrong with me sahi baat mujhe hamesha late se kyun samajh aati hai ku nahi samajh paya Mai apni feelings ko how stupid of me kitna hurt kar diya use maine kitna kuch keh diya gusse mai hamesha sunti hai vo Kuch nahi kehti itna pyaar karti hai aur me idiot stupid gadha ullu" sid kicked his leg on the bed and ended up hurting his legs
"Ouch ouch" sid said holding his toes
"Par ab mai manaunga sana ko mai hi manaunga meri baby ko aur use vapas hamare bed pe laana hoga uske bina neend nahi aaegi yaar mujhe aadat lag gayi hai use hug karke sone ki ye moti bhi na apni itni gandi aadat lagake vaha us nalle ke paas chali gyi par manau kaise use ye gadhi hai bhi itna jyda gussa nahi nahi gussa nahi hurt kya Karun kya Karun"
Siddharth was pacing around his room thinking how to manaofy her when a idea striked his mind. He started walking fastly in his Captain room bitting his nails moving his feets and fidgeting his fingers and pulling his hairs and acting like he is having a panic attack (he was acting to get sana here).
Sana saw siddharth and she got scared
"Oh fuck he is having panic attack again kya karun kise bolu uff ek to bhenchod kam ke time koi nahi hota mai hi jaungi nahi sana tera attitude tera gussa uski health se badhke nahi hai meri first most priority hamesha se siddharth the siddharth hai aur vahi rahega chahe vo mere paas rahe na rahe"
Sana was panicking very much seeing him and tears started to brim in her eyes. Siddharth was feeling bad to make her cry again but what to do this was the only way according to him to get her back.
With that sana stood up feeling some relaxation in her belly also as the medicine worked really well and now she could walk well but slowly. She was moving towards siddharth slowly and she opened the captain room while siddharth was doing bhangra from inside but kept on acting. Sana went towards him and held his shoulders and took him to the bed and made him lie down
"Leto idhar" Siddharth laid down and sana also laid down beside him and as soon as she laid down siddharth hugged her like really tight making sure to not to hurt her and sana hugged him back as last time when he got a real panic attack, that's how sana calmed him down. They both cuddled but sleep took over sana because of the medicinal reaction. Siddharth opened his eyes after sensing her sleeping and he carefully took himself out of his grip and went towards asim's bed to take sana's stuff back to their bed.
" Bro ye kya kar raha hai tu uska samaan kaha leke ja raha hai" asim said
"Abe jab vo hi yaha nahi hai to uske samaan ka kya karega tu ya terko lipstick lagani hai ya make-up karna hai to aise hi batade" Siddharth said tauntingly making asim quite.
Siddharth walked back to their bed keeping her stuff back and again tangling their bodies together covering themselves with a blanket and soon he too slept.
In morning the song was played and sana woke up to see siddharth staring at her. She sensed that she was in their bed and Siddharth's arms were around her waist. She remembered how she came to handle him and then slept here only, she was cursing herself in her head to sleep here. She tried to come out of Siddharth's hold but siddharth didn't let her go.
"Siddharth chhod mujhe Maine ready hona hai" sana said not meeting his gaze
"Sana baat nahi karegi" siddharth said
"Nahi mai raat ko isliye aayi thi kuki mera ego aur attitude teri health se bada nahi hai par shayad medicine ki wjah se aankh lag gayi aaj se yaha nahi soungi ab chhod mujhe" sana said again trying to come out of his grip but he didn't let her go.
"Sana yaar bas kar na yaar sorry na please baat karle yaar aise karegi ab"
Siddharth said cutely
"Siddharth dekh please ye sab mat kar agar karna haina to dekh cameras vaha hai unke saamne kar yaha mat kar" sana said in Sid's tone leaving siddharth confused.
Sana came out of his grip and she got up from the bed only to see all her stuff back on their bed.
"Mai move on karungi but aise jisse tere paas ya dur hone se mujhe farak nahi padega mai isi bed pe rahungi par tujhse alag" sana said moving out of the room.
Siddharth also stood up and sat on their bed
"Yaar ye sunne mai kitna ganda lagta hai camera ke saamne kar and all ab pata chalra hai jab mai ye sab sana ko bolta tha to use kaisa lagta hoga sana is bar sachi Mai hurt hogayi hai par agar vo is baar siddharth ban rahi haina to mai sana ban jata hoon haan best ab jaise vo mujhe manati hai ab mai manaunga"
Siddharth said giggling and went out to washroom to see sana brushing her teeth. Siddharth smirked naughtily and took his toothbrush and started imitating sana. Sana had her one hand in pocket so siddharth also kept his one hand in his pocket and started brushing like sana was doing. Sana looked at him and raised her one brow and Siddharth too imitated her action. Sana asked making her hand like
"Kya hai" and siddharth too did the same with his hands. Sana shaked her head in disappointment while siddharth did the same. Sana glared at siddharth and siddharth too glared at her 😂.
Sana slapped her forehead while siddharth too slept his forehead.
"Pagal hai kya" sana said to him pointing her finger at him while siddharth imitated her action saying
"Pagal hai kya"













































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