I couldn't figure out how to ask her. I'm so afraid agh.
Why hasn't she told me that she liked me?
well, it's not like I have.

"Okay, Shawn, you can do this!" I told myself.
I stood up from my chair and walked to my closet, then back to my nightstand cuz I forgot to text y/n .

Me: hey y/n. Can we meet today?

Y/n: hii. yea sure, when and where?

Me: the hills. Where we once camped. Be there at 5 pm.

Y/n: oh okay. I'll be there. Bye.

Me: bye.

Phew, I thought she'd say no.
What should I wear today?
"Um I have fucking trash in here." I say looking inside my closet.
Finally, I find a white shirt which says 'heaven' and a pair of blue jeans. A denim jacket and white sneakers makes this better.

As I get into my outfit I can't help but feel nervous for what's about to happen.
Ugh, will she say yes or no?
God knows better.

I looked in the mirror, "why do I look so weird today? WHY TODAY?" I yell a little and I hear someone laugh. A girl laugh.

I turn around and look at Jane, "how'd you get in?" I asked.
"Hello to you too, the window." She says.
"Hell Jane,I have a front door in my house, just in case you didn't know." I sarcastically said.
"oh whale, getting ready for a date with y/n eh?" She sat.
"Yeah, it's not a date, we'll at least not for her." I said.
"Don't stutter, or talk slow or just beat around the bush, she hates it." Jane said.

"Jane can u stop scaring me please?" I said.
"What I'm just saying. Well, I just came here to check on you, I'm going over to y/n's. Bye good luck." She hugged me and left me all by myself.

"You got this Shawn,you got this." I encouraged myself and brushed my hair.

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Y/n's P.O.V
I looked at myself In the mirror, "why do I look so wEiRd today? WHY TODAY?" I yell and throw my phone on my bed.

Hell, I'm ugly but today my face looks weirder.
And I have to meet Shawn today.
I groaned and opened my closet, trashy clothes are all I have.
A pair of black jeans, a white hoodie which says "babygirl" and white boots.
Perfect.
I unlock my phone to text Jane and I hear someone knock on the window.

"Jane? I told you there's a fucking front door," I said as jane's eyes widen before she falls on her butt, on my bedroom floor.
"Ooh where you going?" she asks.
"Look at this, " I showed her my phone, Shawn and I's conversation.

"Woah, good luck with that." She says.
"He probably wants to talk about Lauren or something." I Said as this had happened before.
"Nah, I'm sure you'll say yes." She says.
"Say yes? What do you mean?" I asked.
"I Mean, uh you'll say yes to go to waffle house with me. Um tomorrow heheh" she awkwardly smiled.
"Um yea sure." She smiled.

"Help me. I look weird tOdAy!" I said.
"So freaking made for each other." I hear jane whisper to herself.
"What the fuck are you doing jane?" I said.
"Nothing, come on get ready it's 4." I start to put on my makeup.
Just a very natural look.

"Good to go!" Jane said and I put on my backpack.
"I'm ma drop you to the spot?" She asked.
"No thanks sis, I'll take my bike." I said.
"Okay then. Take care, and tell me about it when you come back." she said.
"Yeah sure, you too and bye! I love you." I said and laughed.
"I love you more bye " she drove away.

I rode my bike to the hills.
I'm kinda nervous about why he wanted to meet.
I parked my bike and saw his car parked too.
He stood there, looking at the view, his brown hair, getting messy. My heart starts beating faster as I walk closer.

"Hey Shawn." I said.
"Hi. How are you?" He asked.
"I'm good. Let's sit here?" I said.
"Yeah," he sat down beside me as we watched the beautiful sun, which was about to set in a few minutes.

"How are you?" I ask completely unaware of the fact that he was staring at me.
"I'm good too." And we sat there in silence for a few seconds before he spoke up.

"Oh wait, I got us something." he jogs to his car and unlocks the door. I turn around and continue to watch the view.
He sat down and handed me a Caramel frappe. "Thank you, you remembered my favorite drink?" I said.
"Of course." He smiled and sipped his matcha green tea frappe.

We talked about the most random things and finished our drinks.
"Um is there a particular reason you wanted to meet or?" I asked.
"Um yeah, actually, uh" he stutters, looking nervous as hell.
"What Shawn? Just spill" I said and chuckled finding him cuter than ever.

He got on one knee, took out a fresh red rose and spoke,
"Okay so listen, 4 years ago, I met you, we were friends and then we got really close. And you used to be on my mind day and night. Fuck it, you're always on my mind. I can't think of anything but you. I'm so in love with every thing you do. Your smile, your laugh and everything. I have never felt this way for anyone. I love you. Will you be my girlfriend?" He let it all out and seemed like a nervous wreck.

Okay, honestly, I'm scared to do or say anything, what if this is another beautiful dream like last night?
"This isn't any dream. It's a beaitiful reality." He says.
"Shawn, I love you too, and and I've liked you from when I was a little kid. And it changed into love. I, I've never had enough courage to make a move, thinking that maybe you wouldn't like me because I'm ugly. Because I'm weird and sometimes awkward. I love you too, boyfriend." I said, very slowly emphasizing the last word.

"I finally have you to take to prom. Will you? " I asked.
"Yes!" He said.

I took the rose from him and pressed it where my heart is, and then did the same to him. He smiled and stepped closer, all of a sudden the wind blows, his fingers vanished in my hair as he kissed my forehead.
He then cups my cheeks and I rest my hands on his chest as his pink and rosy lips are inches away from mine, I could literally feel his hot breath on my face.
He very gently placed his lips on mine and I swear I've never felt like this before.

The feeling was so undescribable, I mean, it's my first kiss, at the age of 19, fucking hell, it felt amazing.
passion, love, craze, excitement and desire.

He pulled away and looks in my eyes, breathless he pulls me into him and I immediately feel warm, and comforted. "I love you so much, darling." He said.
The nickname only made goosebumps appear all over my skin.

"I love you too. A lot. Don't ever leave me." I said.
"Don't worry, I won't be able to leave you." He said. And we laughed.
He got out the blankets and pillows he had in his car boot, woah, he was so confident about this.

I laughed to myself and thanked the almighty for making this happen. "I'm sorry for troubling you." I chuckled.
"Who are you talking to? " Shawn asked furrowing his eyebrows.
"My best friend," I said.
He shook his head and sat next to me, more like behind me, wrapping us up with he warm blanket.
He wrapped his arms around me and I rested my head on his chest as we enjoyed each other's presence while watching the beautiful sunset.

Ah, I couldn't have wished for anything better than this.
I have the man I needed, and he loves me so much, thank you god. Thank you.

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aaaaand that's a wrap on this imagine!!!
This is so my fave imagine I've written aaaaahhhh!
I know yall wanted more drama but like I'm sorry, my head was hurting because of thinking too much about what the fuck to do with this.

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-Chocolate muffin