"Shaaawn! " i whined...
I am very lazy today ...so i am forcing shawn to go to the grocery store and bring some things that we are out of..
"Ok fine princess...i will go..
But i want something in return.."he said with the biggest smirk..
"And what is that may i ask?"
"Ya know what I want.. "..he finished..
"Oh my goodness Shawn...
Ok fine! Now go!! " i handed him the money ,list and ushered him out...

1 hour later
Shawn had been out to buy the groceries and stuff... But now it's been an hour..
I start to tense...
I start to worry...
Then suddenly I get a call from Shawn...
I smiled in relief as I picked it up...
"HELLO... IS THIS Y/N SPEAKING? " A Voice spoke..
"Uh... Yea.. But who are u and this is my boyfriend's phone... "...I said
"YOUR BOYFRIEND HAS BEEN IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND I CALLED 911 AND THEY ARE COMING ...
PLEASE COME TO, R/A ASAP!! "
I HEARD those words and got up, tears streaming down my face... And I just put on my shoes and ran to the adress the girl gave me..
It was very close..
So I reached there and fell on my knees, crying hard at the sight...
Shawn was. Covered in blood and I went closer to him...
I took his face in my hands and the girl came...
"Are u y/n? "She asked..
I nodded.. And yelled..
"CALL 9FUCKING 11....WHAT THE FUCK ARE U DOING?
CALLLLLLL!!"I Yelled at her..
She said she called but they still aren't here...
In 2 sec... The ambulance came... I cried harder and harder..
I put his head in my lap then chest..
"I'm sorry shawn.. I'm sorry.. This is all because of me... If I didn't force u.. U wouldn't be laying here like this... But u have to do it.. U are a warrior baby.. U will make it.. U have to do it... For me.. For u..
For Aaliyah, your parents and ur fans... Pls"...I said to his lifeless body as they we're taking him away..
The girl who's name was Rachel said that she would take me to the hospital...
She helped me get up from the ground..

On the way.. I asked her how did this happen...
She said that she was walking by and she saw shawn walking too... With the plastic bags obviously.

Then she wanted a pic with him so she started walking and Shawn was looking somewhere and a car came and hit him...

She encouraged me...
We got to the hospital and then we went to the reception..
"SHAWN MENDES? !!"I ASKED...
"Umm... He's in the surgery room.. So it'll be floor 3,Room 291..."she sadly smiled.... I thanked her and ran to the room with Rachel not too far...
I found it and I saw shawn thru the glass thing and  my heart shattered.....
It's all because of Me... If I would've gone instead. Of him.. He wouldn't be here today.. Why did I force him?.... I cried. Falling on my knees..
Rachel sat me on the chair and tried to comfort me.
Soon... The doctors came with a sad expression on their faces..
My heartbeat quickened.

"I'm really sorry Mrs. Mendes but he couldn't make it"...the doctor said while looking at the floor...
I was finished.. My heart broke... It felt like someone was stabbing my heart multiple times...

I went inside.... Crying
I cried harder and harder...
Shawn's lifeless body was laying there..
I screamed loud..
"SHAWN... IM SORRY.. I CAN NEVER FORGIVE MYSELF FOR THIS.. ITS ALL BECAUSE OF ME... PLEASE FORGIVE ME.. IF I HADNT FORCED U...
SHAAAAAWN!!! " I cried and yelled I held his and but he didn't...
I sat there crying in silence...

Suddenly... I felt a little movement in our intertwined hands..
And the straight line on the heart monitor started beeping and it was making a strange line...
The doctors came in.. And I checked him up, and said,
"THIS IS A MIRACLE!! HE'S DOUNG IT... HE'LL MAKE IT.."...
I WAS HAPPIER THAN EVER

My eyes widened as I looked at shawn... His lips parted as he tried to open his eyes I smiled and cried....
He looked at me and his voice came cracking...
"Y-y-y/n... I love u.. " it came as a whisper...
I cried harder...
"W-why am I h-here?"he asked...
"U were hit by a car..." I said..
Then it seemed like he had a flashback and I started....
"I'm sorry... It's all because of me... If I hadn't forced u... U wouldn't be here..... Sorry.. "
"No baby.... I'm all gud.. I'm fine look.. "He said and kissed me softly...
He had to wear a boot on his left leg... And he had an arm fracture...
It was a traumatic time for us....
Now,we are living happily..
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Love y'all BTW I cried while writing the part where the doctors said he didn't make it.. Lol

-Chocolate Muffin.. (BTW two updates in one day.. Woa)