"But it's me who's been making the bed."

(Read in a dark setting)

REAL LIFE

Zee was insane, or at least going insane. She doesn't know why she does all of this stuff and still thinks she the victim in the situation. And now that walker wants to call she doesn't know what to do AND she should be the one apologizing to him and that's what she will do.

She doesn't want for their relationship to get worse than it is right now, after her apology they will both have to start over which will be hard but they'll make it through it, right?

Zia marie thornfields hasn't gotten up in a few days and it was like the guilt was eating her alive and very slowly at that but she deserved it or at least that's what she thinks

She's never had a relationship like this with someone before that she could actually trust other than her close friends which she hasn't talked to in days either now that she thinks about it.
While she was drowning in her own sadness she had heard a knock at her bedroom door.

"Hey sweetie are you feeling all right? You haven't gotten up in days." Her mom said as she walked into the room.

"Yea mom I'm fine thanks for asking." She replied, truth is she's not okay but she doesn't want her parents to worry about her, or think she's over reacting.

"Okay sweetie I'm always here for you if you want to talk." She mother says as she leaves her room and closes the door.

"I don't know what's wrong with me." Zia whispered under her breath as tear drops slowly fell from her eyes.

INCOMING CALL
FROM "RUNNER‼️"

ANSWER?

YES OR NO

Zee stared at her phone for a bit and then realized that he was actually calling her so she scrambled to pick up the phone and answer. She still didn't know what exactly she was going to say but she knows she has a lot of apologizing to do.

"Hello..?" She answered slowly with obvious hesitation in her voice while she speak.

"Hey Zia," walker had paused for a moment. "I just wanna say I appreciate, care,and love you so much and I really don't want us to be fighting anymore, and if any fighting continues on we'll drift apart and i really don't want that zee." He said, and she could tell he really meant it by the passion in his voice.

"I'm so sorry walk," she said as her voice cracked and tears, threatening to fall down her face. "I'm so sorry that I've been pushing you away when I really needed you. And I know that I do stupid things all of the time but becoming close with you wasn't one of them, I do really care and love you so much walker your one of the most important people in my life. And I hope you can forgive me and try to still be friends if that's possible ." She said with tears falling down her face like a river as she was filled with guilt.

"Zee it's not your fault, really and of course we can still be friends, I wouldn't want to lose our relationship for nothing." Walker said heartfelt.

"I don't either and it is my fault and I'm so sorry about that walker and you deserve better." She said softly and hiccuping.

"zee I don't want anyone better than you, your all that I need,"
He replied back to her. "And you're so kind, loving and thoughtful, that's why I love you." He said and she could tell he was smiling through the screen.

"I love you too." She replied softly.

ZIA.THORNFIELDS

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@ZIA.THORNFIELDS making the bed is currently on repeat right now. (I'm not okay I love him sm)

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