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"..You can't fight it, you can't breathe
You say something so lovin',

The fire place is warm, and it casts such a gentle hue on the dark oak floors that he wonders if he was deserving of such softness, his eyes are narrowed and distant and blue smoke blows out from his mouth, peacock feathers are draped around his leather chair.

He did not deserve such softness, because he did not give it to the one he loved so dearly.

He could never take it back, but he wished he could.

A gentle apology spills from his lips, one that is gone in the wind and thrown into the ashes.

but now I gotta let you go.."
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"..You'll be better off in someone new
I don't wanna be alone,

Her eyes , ones that were usually closed, are narrowed, her cheeks are flushed from the wine she savors so dearly, red hair in curls sticks to her face and neck slightly but the rest cascade down her back like a waterfall. She is leaning on a balcony, the night air is crisp and it is a sharp contrast from the tainted winds of the battlefield.

Her eyes are bittersweet, empty, angry.

She remembers them as clear as day, her most beloved friend back then who succumbed to their injuries and fell, she remembers them fighting during their last moments. She remembers how kind they were, how much of a fighting spirit they had, she remembered how before it started they had an argument and never made up.

Aye remembered begging them to not leave her as they took their broken final breaths.

The wine tasted like honey.

Death was cruel.

You know it hurts me too .."
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"You look so broken when you cry,

They sit on a pink chair, legs crossed as they tirelessly snipped and sliced through paper, glitter, stickers ribbon and laces. She had expression on their face despite wearing a mask, one of the rabbits.

She worked tirelessly on this scrapbook, desperate to not loose any more memories then she already had.

They didn't want to leave their friends, but she had to.

She smiled bittersweet and sad.

She misses them immensely.

..One more and then I say goodbye."
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"Sometimes, all I think about is you,
Late nights in the middle of June,

It was odd how cold the desert could be, the temperatures always dropped in the nights and it was hard to adapt to it, but for someone who's been traveling for some time, it was no hassle, she was even used to it. Long, black hair was tied into a ponytail and her dark brown eyes stared blankly at the night sky. She moved her feet, adjusting her mechanical one as she swallows thickly.

Her mind was blank, she could not think of anyone else but him- or was it them?

She sat up, pressing her hands to her face and her knees to her chest as she let out a deep sigh, her fingers dragging down her skin, trying to ignore the ache in her chest that for some reason persisted all through these years.

She hated these feelings, even though her kind felt things ten times as deep, she hated it dearly.

Heat waves been fakin' me out.."
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"..Can't make you happier now
Sometimes, all I think about is you,

He truly didn't feel as deeply as others, some were worried, calling him sociopathic for his constant lack of concern. But he did feel as deep as others, however he was far too tired to show it. The one person he would never get tired of showing it though, was them. His blue & silver eyes were tired, but he could not bring himself to rest, even the markings on him began to burn, a sign that he needed to sleep.

But he couldn't. He dwelled on his past too much, wondering what would happen if he was different, if things turned out differently, if he didn't have the sharp teeth of a wolf and a horrible destiny planned out for him, could they have been happier?

Well, she did say in another life, she could've loved him.

A dry chuckle left his throat.

He would 'love' nonetheless.

Late nights in the middle of June
Heat waves been fakin' me out,
Can't make you happier now."
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"..I just wonder what you're dreamin' of
When you sleep and smile so comfortable,

It was impossibly cold in the kingdom they chose, however he had no intentions of leaving so early, red eyes pierced into the night as all six of his tails were hidden by a clever little illusion, he was unnoticeable, it helped that his hair blended into the freshly fallen snow as well.

He insisted that he was not attached to such a.. weak thing. However, he couldn't help but want to see how they were adjusting.

After all, he had known them since they were young.

He wondered, were they scared right now because if the unfamiliarity? Were they regretting their decisions? Suddenly wanting to back out? Did they want to run back to that dark yet familiarly comforting place?

The thoughts swirled in his head the closer he walked.

Yet when he looked through the windows, what he saw was the complete opposite.

They were sleeping, however they were unguarded, relaxed, and smiling.

They looked more peaceful then they had ever been, And for a moment his breath hitched, because this was a sight he never thought he would see.

For the first time, he smiled, genuinely, out of sadness.

He was quick to go, feeling an overwhelming amount of melancholy yet happiness for the peace they had achieved, one without him.

..I just wish that I could give you that,
That look that's perfectly un-sad."
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"Sometimes, all I think about is you
Late nights in the middle of June,

They couldn't sleep, no matter how much they turned, it was too warm or too cold, there was no perfect ratio and it drive them insane. A scowl of annoyance was shown on their face as they placed both feet over the bed and swung them, feeling an odd tension in them. They stood up, beginning to pace around the room as they ran a hand through their fluffy, white hair, the bangs that covered their eyes were brushed away, temporarily showing their violet eyes, one filled with clear annoyance.

They couldn't sleep, if only he-

He?

Oh.

Realization hit them hard, silently, they sat on their bed again, hands on their thighs as they sighed gently.

They were away from the life they had always been against, yet spending your childhood there certainly made you miss it, especially your one.. highly specific friend, that friend that you had a complicated relationship with..

..that friend who you swore wasn't your friend because you weren't supposed to get attached.

They sighed, running a hand through their hair again and laying down.

They wondered, what was he doing now?

It was still too hot with the blanket on,

but this time, they slept anyways.

Heat waves been fakin' me out,
Heat waves been fakin' me out."
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IRA SPEAKS: honestly this was a super impulsive decision, I think the song looped like 20 times while I was writing, anyways, if u know all those characters i mentioned I applaud you and am both lowkey scared of you because hOW?? , anyways, these oc's are very random but I kinda like writing for em so here you go, to add on, I'm so sorry this format is a mess and some stuff is super misspelled cause it's late asf here-
Anyways, the song 'Heatwaves' is a vibe, give it a listen <3 imma sleep soon HHAAHA