Mike x SelfHarm Reader, because im struggling :)

Your POV

You sat in the office as Mike was asleep on the desk,

You both had got the same job and your shift started tonight, what a coincidence

As you sat in your own chair, sometimes looking at Mike but back at the cameras than at the walls

Sitting in the silence only made the voices in your head get louder,

You covered your ears

The voices yelling in your head,

'You're not good enough'

'They don't love you'

'You. are. better. off. dead'

You stood up as tears rushed to your eyes, you grabbed Mike's pocket knife he kept on the desk just in case anything tried to hurt the both of you

You hurried your way to the bathroom, holding back your tears but as you made it in you started sobbing

You locked yourself in a bathroom stall and rolled up your sleeves showing many old and new cuts

You held the pocket knife to your arms, hot tears rolling down you face

You cut yourself once, feeling the burn

The sensation of the pain and the blood rolling down your arm

So you did it again, and again, and again

As you sobbed, you heard the door swoosh open

"Y/N!" You heard a voice yell, it was Mike....

"Y-yes" you said the best you could, your voice cracking

"Are you okay" he asks, you heard him walk into the bathroom in front of your stall door

You were about to reply-

"Y/n, w-why is there blood on the floor, Y/N!" He says in a worried tone banging the door

"M-mike i-i its nothing" You say panicking

As you panicked you dropped Mike's pocket knife as it hit the ground

Your heart started to beat fast, like it was going to burst out your chest

"Y/N! Y/N OPEN THE DOOR" Mike yelled as he banged on the stall door,

"Mike no, i-im sorry i-i" You say as you start to cry again

"Y/n, no no just unlock the door, i don't care just unlock it please" He said and you reached slowly and unlocked the door

He pushed the door open looking at you

"Oh Y/n....." He says and took you in his arms

You sobbed into him and he helped you out the stall, he grabbed bandages from the bathroom cabinet

He holds you as you sit on the ground, he holds you in his lap and he bandages up your arm

He looks at you and wipes the tears off your cheek, and kisses it

You look at him surprised, "Do you wanna tel me what happened" He says an you lean on him

"I just- you were asleep and it was quiet and there were voices in my head" You say and he nods

"And what do they say" He asks holding onto you

"Well, they say...i-i'm useless, and not loved and I'd be better off dead" You mutter

"Y/n, do you believe them" He asks

You look around and then slowly nod

"Well Y/n dear, you should believe me, not them, listen to me" he says looking at you

You look at him, "But Mike" You say

"No, i dont want you to ever hurt yourself again, listen to me" He says

You look at him and nod, leaning on him

"But, like why do you care" You asked confused

Mike looked down at you with a small smile

"Well because Y/n, I love you, I never told you but now I know you need to be loved and I'll always be here" he says and you hug him tightly

"Do you really mean it Mike, you love me" you ask, your voice a bit muffled as you lay your head on his chest

"I do, I really do, I love you" He said and kissed your cheek

"Oh, Mike I love you too" You say and he smiles

You look up at him, as he leans closer giving you a small kiss,

He stands up helping you up as well, then offering his hand

"Come on, let's go make your night better" he said

You took his hand and he guided you out the bathroom~