liv🦋.

"come in grace" i said not looking up from my phone.

"hey i got subway" she said making me look up.

"ouu you look cute" i said as she leaned down to kiss me.

"thank you" she smiled and i nodded. bean jumped on my bed and rested his head on my leg.

"he's so well behaved" hannah said.

"thank you, cus he was so bad when we first got him. like he was so mysterious and stuff" i said laughing.

"aww, he falls asleep so fast" she said.

"clingy ahh" i said as he slept peacefully on my legs.

"hey ntm bean just loves his mama that's all" she said and i nodded.

"the fact that you know my exact order is crazy to me" i said looking at all the ingredients i get on my subway.

"yeah, you my person & i be studying you like a book" she said making me smile at her.

"bye, that's so cute" i said making her giggle and blush.

we recorded for our stories and i could hear her stomach growl.

"don't judge" she said quickly making me laugh.

"girl i wasn't gone say nun" i said. she scooted closer to me and i could feel her knee on my leg. lol she just need my touch.

"what do you think of my nails ?" she asked putting one in my hand.

"they cute, i love em" i said.

"yeah, hey lemme hold $20 in cash i'll cashapp you. chic-fil-a cashapp is not working"

"wanches" cass mumbled making me laugh. hannah grabbed her wallet & handed it to her.

"thank you, imma cashapp you" cass said leaving.

"wanches is crazy" i said as we laughed. after eating i turned on the game and set it up. about to start bussing a** lol.

"lord, not finna get no attention now" hannah said making me look back at her.

"come here" i said patting lap. she sat on my lap with her back facing the tv and her arms wrapped around my neck.

"aht aht, ain't no cheating sh** going on twin" i said into the headset. i could hear grace's tiktok video playing.

"when you gone talk to jada ma ?" i asked.

"her flight land tomorrow morning" she mumbled against my neck and i nodded.

"how are you tho ?? ik losing a mom is not easy especially when she still alive" i asked.

"okay i guess. im honestly numb to the pain cus i never really had a mom growing up. it made me realize why i grew up so hostile and always in protective mode"

"i had to fight for myself against my own mom every single day and it was exhausting cus honestly i wanted to be normal and know what its like to be loved correctly" she said.

"aww my poor baby. it's okay my mom thinks your hers lol. i swear she act like she gave birth to you over me as we speak" i said.

"period! as she should i love her" hannah replied.

"texting me talking about some where my daughter whole time i came out yo cat wym ?? maria be playing" i said.

"uht uht dont do her" she said making me laugh. i felt her hands go under my shirt making my body jump.

"grace lol yo ahh better stop im not playin" i said as my stick buttons clicked loudly.

"what ?? i can't touch you ?" she asked rolling her eyes.

"grace- stop" i said slapping her a** as hard as i could. she hissed and squinted her eyes at me.

"oww that hurt" she said.

"spwm deadahh" i said still looking at the tv.

hannah🌸.

"i just wanna start off by saying you're right. i was wrong for still talking to mom and im sorry. i never meant to hurt you i just didn't wanna feel guilty for leaving her cus she's our mom"

"honestly, i thought she wanted to fix it and put her pride to the side and admit she was wrong but after you said no the way she talked about you as if you were a dog from the street i couldn't even" jada said.

"jay, i never wanted to make you pick sides but your my twin and i need you more than i need her" i said.

"i get that, you did nothing wrong sis. im sorry i lied to you. i guess i loved having someone tell me their proud of me because your like so much better than me at everything"

"and she really ruined so many opportunities for me, by doing what she did to you. i wanted to go out and practice with you and dad until like 2 a.m. but she didn't want me around you"

"i wanted to go to basketball camp and get better, but she ruined that to" jada told me.

"she ruined a lot of things for you jay. and for me too. you're my twin sister, we grew up together we were made together and i want you to be apart of accomplishments and vv" i said.

"im sorry, i hurt you. i promise i will put you first. it's what you deserve and it's what matters" she said as we hugged.

the truth of the matter is, my mom put us against each other without us even realizing until we got older. i will never know why she didn't love me but honestly i been stopped caring.

"i love you so much" jada said.

"i love you.. and we're in this 4life" i said as we locked pinky's.

"awww see that's what i like to see. now let's go get food on me" liv said making us giggle.

"we love free food now" jada said.

"yeah, ion doubt that for a second" liv said as we got into her car.

"bro tell me why jaelyn got us flowers for our birthday but she shipped it to darn washington" jada said making us laugh.

"now how did she get Washington, D.C. out of indiana ????" liv asked in between laughs.

"heck if ik. i said ykw bae thank you we appreciate it, it's the thought that counts cus ionk" jada replied.

"lol, yeah it's the thought that counts" i said. i hooked up my phone to bluetooth and played my music.

"THIS MY SONG" jada yelled.

"cus we made this far for better or worse" i sang.

"i wanna feel it even if it hurts" jada said.

"cus i gotta cry to get to the other side, let's go cus we gone survive oh"

"WE STAY, ON THAT FRONE LINE! YEAH BUT WERE STILL HERE"

"AFTER THAT BOMB DROP"

"WE GO SO HARD, WE LOSE CONTROL, THE FIRE STARTS"

"THEN WE EXPLODE, WHEN THE SMOKE CLEARS. WE DRY OUR TEARS"

"ONLY IN LOVE AND WAR" me and jada sang. liv turned down the radio and looked at me.

"what ? why you turn it down ?" i asked.

"why you singing that like i hurt you ??" she asked.

"girl this our song, we always sang it like we feel in our souls" i said as we laughed.

we pulled up to popeyes cus jada period cravings is always fried chicken and they dry biscuits that be so good! i feel so much better since talking it out with her and ik that we're meant to be in each others lives.

chapter 22💗! vote and comment.

- okay how about we gwone and package this up, and ship it right back and TRY IT AGAIN 😂. cus this don't look nun like them but it's cute tho lol.