I knew it was finally time to face them, i mean obviously i wasn't gonna talk to them i was just gonna go. so of course i took a fit pic, but unconventionally, i didnt post it

Keep in mind, as much as i hate him rn, i still try to look my best i mean, its Matthew Bernard sturniolo were talking about, how do i know his middle name?, pfft not a stalker.

I start walking to school and feel myself hurrying up with every step. I felt a sense of uncertainty and dread wash over me, i felt the sensations 'tower' over me with every step i took. my heart is telling me to turn around and my heads telling me to run so i ran. yes. mf i just ran.

chris:

🎶Baby, give me your love, I give you my heart, ooh

Girl, your love had been the best from the start🎶 is the song i was singing until i saw a girl rn in front of the van, well, a few inches away but still in front yk. "woah why the fuck is kid running? Who is that? can we go se-" i get cut off "SHUT THE FUCK UP CHRIS ITS JUST AVI" nick says yelling at me, who the fuck is 'avi'. The whole school ride i was trying to think about whoever avi was and then remembered "AVANI" i blurted out as if i was tryna prove smth. i wasnt. Today we had an excursion so i see why she would come today.

avani

shit.fuck.why.were.the.triplets.in.a.van.going.passed.me bruh bet matt missed what he had fr.  I mean at least things with me and nick are alright, once we got to school we had to go straight to the school field so the busses could pick us up. fuck. there is a seating arrangement!?. #didNOTsighnuptothis. "Avani sit there" the teacher said pointing a spot next to Chris, thank god its not matt though, like i woulda shat myself and ran off the bus if i done dilly darn got sat next to him. Anyways. I sit next to Chris who was looking down at his phone, so, i did the same. Chris looked up from his phone, saw me then smirked "hi, i heard what happened" he said, like the baddie i am, i connected my airpods and started playing my baby by lil skies so loud you could hear it coming from my airpods. Chris was pissed...he gave me a rude look as if he wanted to kiil whatever life i had left of me, he had no sympathy whatsoever and it just made me madder, especially when he pulls on of my airposds out leans in and whispers; "listen, i know you and matt have a situation going on but it doesnt mean you have to avoid me" he says, "yes i do and you knw why, nick told me the bet was made from a little guy named chris" i say pointing at him, then, he squints his eyes "sure he did" he mumbles giving back my airpod

The bus finally arrived to the stop so i could finally run off that bus and get away from chris, he was being annoying, not like usual though. his usual annoying is funny and easy to deal with, that wasnt.

 a few hours went past and i was walking around the museum we went to with my head down, i guess matt was doing the same thing, because, he bumped into me (like my head into his chest typa ting)  i jumped. "oh shit" i mumble looking up at him turning around and leaving faster than my dad did, i went to tell nick, he said he would say something, but then i told him i dont think he did it purposely so that was a weird conversation