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You opened the door of your two bedroom apartment, which was surprisingly hushed. Stepping inside you quietly made way to your bedroom, eyes didn't missed wandering around the lone kitchen and living room.
Shuffling onto your bed, you let your body rest on the fluffy mattress.
You didn't feel exhausted nor felt the need to sleep. It was one in the morning. Is this how feels when you go through a breakup?
You had a boyfriend.
But.
A distraction.
You lived with your brother's best friend.
He was an fallen angel. Sweet and charming and kind and the list goes on; you didn't have words to describe how good of a human being he was as if god decided to put all the happiness in him and- You mentally cursed for again thinking about him in that way. It's not like you never let those innocent fantasies run wild in your mind. And whenever those things turned a little wild, you ended up fulfilling the needs of your body. Rolling down and wrapping the sheets little tighter to your body you closed your lone eyes, thinking about the fake boyfriend who had fell hard for you.
"I really like you, baby."
"B-but I don't, and never did...you know who I like. And you also agreed when I told you the reason. Then how come you're changing all my plan?"
"Listen, I know you only wanted to jealous your roommate. I know okay? but it's not in my hand if I catched feelings for you!"
"That's not my fault either. And I think we should end this fake dating thingy between us."
"Why don't you accept me? huh? That boy doesn't even give a damn about you! we can be a great couple, give it a try, baby-"
"Drop the act and stop calling me that. No one is here to listen."
"You know what? fuck you! and that idiot roommate of yours! go and get his attention which he'll never give you. Your not even that beautiful, he will never choose you. Mark my words. Bye. Forever."
Ahhh.
Emotional damage.
He surly was right though, you looked down at yourself, and if this didn't made you fall on your knees and cry the hell out.
Tired of crying you sat on the floor, "nothing is going to change even if I cry for hours, let's face the reality." motivating yourself little. You made your way to the attached bathroom and took a quick shower and changed into night shorts and tee. You were drying your hair with the towel, but the voice which came from the other side of wall made you stop dead on the spot.
"Is he? n-no this can't be. Or maybe?...I- I should sleep. Y-yeah," with that you rolled on bed and closed your eyes. That bed cracking noise you didn't heard after a minute or two. Thoughts started running wild, the thought of your long time crush and also the best friend of your brother having sex with some girl in the same house as you, scratched your heart. As if you were trying to find anything more triggering, tears started pouring down making your shoulders shake and lips to tremble, "he will never like me, never..." till sleep enveloped your mind.
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A soft knock on your wooden door made you stir in your sleep, sleepy eyes looked at source of noise and you were met with those loving, warm eyes. Smiling sweetly as always he slowly padded towards your bed, and knelt down only to put his big hand on your head and aside those damn hair which covered your morning face.
A groan was heard from you, "uhhh.. i wanna sleep." at this you pulled the blanket up to cover your face I don't want to show him my swollen eyes! ff!
But.
Before you can pull it, he stopped your movements, "didn't you have college today?" oh that deep voice, heart stuttered.
"No."
"Stop lying, peach" yes, he had given you a nickname. One more reason which made you fall for this guy.
"I ain't.."
"Why are you hiding your face?", he furrowed his brows. "and for gods sake if you think I'll fall for your dumb lies, that's not happening."
You mentally cursed for making this situation so much obvious, however now things were out of control. You slowly peaked from the blanket and gazed at him.
There he stood with his arms crossed around his build-up chest, that thin layer of his loose t-shirt making the underneath skin more prominent. Why tf anything he does is hot!?? You straighten up your posture and looked down at your lap. The silence was uncomfortable between you two, first time you felt scared of him. He sat on the edge of the bed, being the gentleman he is. "What was the reason?"
You locked eyes with the boy sitting next to you. That boy said you'll never like me back and im not your type-
"Hey, stop crying." and you cried more. "Oh my god" he shifted and scooped you in his arms, rubbing your back gently he patted your head.
"I- im sorry," you apologizing made him furrow brows. He questioned back and you continued. "you had to sit here and take care of my ugly ass b-because I can't even take care of myself and maybe this was the reason of my bre-"
His firm grip on your jaws makes you stop mid, making you to get in a eye-contact; both were close, so close that if one of you leaned more you might kiss. You can feel his breath on your face. His ethereal. That's all you thought of. "Dare to say anything about yourself and I'll make sure to punish that ass of yours." a shudder run down your spine at the low voice.
Your body froze, adrenaline rushed in your veins. Insides screamed what the actual fuck??
Those puckered lips of yours, were tempting and kissable, screaming to be touched. He very badly wanted to kiss you and shut that little mouth of yours, fuck you shamelessly till you forget your name, and till you orgasm multiple times. Ruin that innocent little soul of yours and make you forget whatever happened between your boyfriend and all.
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"This is my little sister," your brother Jimin, introduced you to his dearest and trustworthy friend.
"Hello, beautiful." a deep but cheerful voice said, causing you to feel butterflies. With a playful smirk the boy, no, he looked aged? maybe his buffed out body was making it hard for you to figure out. But surely he was older than your brother. The height difference between your brother and the guy made you whizz, however that was not the correct time to point out. You replied back with low "Hi," to the buffy man.
"You don't mind if my sister stayed here for some time...do you?" and before the buffy man replies your brother already decided. "I know you will never say 'no' to your best friend...haha."
"But-"
"No buts, hoseok. Alright gotta go." He turned his attention to me and said. "You better behave, be a good girl. Brat." Before I get a chance to kick his ass he vanished.
"So...umm" I turned to the buffy man who stood there awkwardly, "you didn't tell me your name." Was he nervous? of you? since when did you got that power?
"I'm Evon, nice to meet you,"
"Nice to meet you too, Evon. I'm Hoseok, by the way...nice name."
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"W-what?" for a mere seconds your heart stopped, like literally stopped, did I misheard something?
"What 'what?'" He mimicked. "I can punish you." and smirked.
He smirked.
Fucking smirked.
The audacity.
"But I did not do anything- and w-who gave you the rights to punish me?" You gulped, mind fogged with the amount of distance you both were sharing. He still had that grip on your jaw, not harsh but enough to keep you in place.
He spoke before licking his bottom lip. "Jimin." and took that little flesh in between teeth. You were already bad at making eye-contact and now it was hard to focus on the conversation with him and the lip bite, "he said, 'punish her if she ever shows that bratty attitude' and if you don't believe me, I can make a call."
You don't need a proof, you know Jimin more than this buffy man. And that little shit can surely do this without any doubt.
Now staying silent was the only thing you can do, and that's how you both ended up sitting silently on your bed.
You didn't even realize when he had loosen up his grip on your face and now was staring at you. No, you didn't. "Talk to me if anything is going wrong, Von. I'm here for you." his voice sounded serious but deep down that caring nature was showing and your heart swelled with different type of emotions never knew this simple words can cause soo much fireworks inside me, with this comforting words he stood up.
He came towards you and bent down. You gazed up and looked in those comforting brown orbs, he gave you a little smile and pressed his lips on your forehead in a delicate manner. Without giving you any explanation and time to recover from it Hoseok took his exit.
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"Here's your pancakes. Tell me how's it." giving you a cheeky grin the buffy man stood against the dining table. Even though Hoseok knew he was a good cook, he still cared to know from you. But, you never noticed that little thing. On the other hand, you gave a thumbs up before nodding.
You both took a seat on the dinning chair, after you was done eating. You agreed to talk to him about earlier. "i- i think I'm ready to talk..." He raised his gaze up from his phone, giving you now full attention. "You do know that I had a boyfriend, right?" he nodded "we broke up..."
You looked down at your lap knowing where this conversation will end up, "b-but it did not hurt me that much...he said some things which I think are right and...maybe realizing that I will never have that, kinda made me sad...and I ended up crying whole night..."
Eyes watered, your inner self was telling you to confess him and stop being a coward. However, he engulfed you in his arms, rubbing your back gently. "I know how it feels after break-ups, if you don't mind can you tell me what he said?", you looked up confused, "don't worry. I just want to know, please?"
"No."
"Please?"
"Nope."
He pouted cutely which made put a little smile on your face.
"I like you, von." The sudden confession made everything stop, the little smile on your face automatically turned into a unreadable expressions.
"The first time you came in this house, I didn't liked when you told me the very first time that you got a boyfriend, nor liked when you used to come home late. I was jealous, when your boyfriend used to visit here. I don't know why I'm saying all this now, but I don't wanna waste any more time waiting for the right moment. And also I want to clear something, the reason I never confessed was your brother and also my best friend. If that little guy got to know that I like his little sister he will punch me straight on face. W-what's wrong?"
You cheeks dusted in a shade of pink, whattheactualfuck??!!!!
"Am I dreaming?" Was the first thing you had a courage to ask. He simply shrugged. "Pinch me."
"Huh?"
You mouthed a 'tch' and dashed to kitchen which was closer then the bedroom, turning the faucet on you splashed water on your face. This was something you only imagined about, never in your dream you this will happen, never. "Fuck fuck fuck what's happening?? this can't be true, or is it? Ohh god! I can't believe it...am I hallucinating?" You furrowed brows as the water stopped it's supply.
What's wrong with everything today?!
Hoseok had enough of you wasting water and still not believing in his words. That's enough. He placed hands on your shoulders and turned you face to face, the view was breathtaking...it made him sign deeply; oh how flustered you looked. Lips red, face wet, water dripping down from your chin to wet your neck and collarbone, the way your chest rose up and down due to breathing heavily. He liked the view, very much. And if this was not enough to drive him crazy, he caught you playing with those red lips. Damn. Gulping down the formed lump he spoke, "Von?"
"Y-yes?"
He raised an brow at you waiting for your answer, but instead of replying you did the first thing which you wanted since the moment he met you.
You got on tip toes and reaching for his lips but ended up kissing his chin, can I stop getting myself more embarrassed? You wanted the earth to swallow you. He will think how much of a dumbo I am ugh pushing him little you slide off from the kitchen and the buffy man, however the person followed you closely as you took nervous steps towards your bedroom.
Once you both sat down, he fiddled with his hands not knowing where to start talking and you on the other hand was still processing the little peak. Soft heart-shaped lips landed on your right cheek making you yelp cutely, "I SO badly want to kiss you...can i?" You nodded now turning to gaze into those eyes, he smiled ear to ear which made you feel butterflies. Leaning onto you, he held your neck and gazed in your eyes, licking his lips, he slowly decreased the distance but-
"Wait i- i don't know how to kiss."
"It's alright, I'll guide you. Do you trust me?" You nodded, again. "Words, please."
"Yes."
"Good girl," He didn't let you get the chance to recover from the praising and captured those kissable lips, ohh how badly you both waited for this moment to happen. His lips were soft, plushy, wet as you slowly tried to reach the same rhythm as his, tongue licked your bottom one and made you suck a sharp breath, warm big hands were placed on your thighs as they slowly rubbed back and forth making you feel a pull in your stomach.
As if the time was stopped and the only thing matters was to savour this moment and never stop how those lips cared for one another, pampered each other; you realized your only kissing him but did not know where to put your hands and as if on cue Hoseok's hands reached for yours and leisurely interwined together, there was a spark in that sweet but such intimate gesture, were you falling for him? maybe, yes. He pulled away delicately, but it looked like he was finding it hard to pull away. So, giving a lick and a peak he finally let ho those pink muscles; connecting your foreheads, you let his breath fan on your face, both closed eyes. Loving the hushed atmosphere, and enjoying each other's company.
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"I want to cuddle...with you," You looked anywhere but him, and who he was to say no to someone like you?
By the time, both got comfortable in your bed, putting some rom-com movie you both spent the night.
It was midnight when the movie finally ended of course with a happy ending, you looked up at the buffy man but caught his stare already fixed on you, "s-stop looking at me."
"No." A teasing smirk playing on his lips.
"Please?"
"Nope." And you abruptly turned your back to him, blushing hard.
"Feisty, I see." And kissed your neck.
"You can't kiss me like that," You pouted.
"And why is that, pretty girl?"
"B-because..." And stuttered, "i don't know..."
"Tic for tac?" You furrowed brows confused in every way, "how about you kiss me back without my permission?"
Well...that was a hard task, cause the first time you tried to kiss him ended up kissing his chin, but why not give a try? "Okay!" And you leaned to kiss his lips but got stopped.
"No, no babygirl. That's not how it works, you kiss me the same spot I kissed you."
Fuck.
He pulled out the t-shirt he was wearing making you swallow, he was indeed the buffy man. Those prominent abs, build up chest, and perfect dips and curves which slightly made you insecure about your own body. However, the temperature raised in your room, you licked your chapped lips and gulped time to time. "Done staring at me?" The fuck? I was staring this whole time? And I didn't even realized?
"No- I mean...i was appreciating your body, yeah." Stupid excuses.
"Let's start our game, already," Both now sitting in front of each other, you scooted little more closer and leaned to kiss his sculpted neck. That was quick, but butterflying...
Hoseok drunk your messed up form and mentally smirked and decided to play along, he stole a kiss on your collarbone and chin and cheeks and stopped for exactly five seconds and leaned down to kiss exactly between your cleavage. If only he knew that your brain stopped working.
Let's say, in the end of the game you actually had to kiss his big and cupable chest.
The end♡
2950 words.
Thnx for reading ✨
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