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4 1/4 months later

Y/N POV
"Armin!!" I signaled him over to me as soon as he peeked through the bedroom door.

Armin was out of the room he said Levi kept him in so that meant that Levi was gone for work.

"y/n." Armin sat next to me on the bed. Curiously looking at me, wondering why I was so happy.

"I have great news!!" I whispered as I kissed him on his lips. "I'm pregnant....we're having a baby!!"

Armin stopped kissing me. His concerned light blue eyes locked with mine.

"Please tell me that you're kidding...."

"I'm not. I'm 4 months late and look!" I reached for his hand and placed it on my stomach. As soon as our baby kicked, Armin took his hand away from my stomach and got up to his feet.

"W-What's wrong-"

"What's wrong?? Really y/n? Really??" Armin didn't even let me finish my sentence. Went as far as raising his voice at me. "That psycho got you pregnant and you're acting like nothing??!!"

"But Armin." I grabbed his hands. Interlocking my fingers to his. "It's your baby. Not Levi's." I firmly believed that. "Every time he leaves...you and me are together. We love each other. Have you forgotten the time he almost caught us making love and you had to hide under the bed??"

Armin took his hand from mine. "I told you since day one to get his trust so that you can get out of here. Not to fall for his manipulation and get pregnant with his baby!" Armin was angry. He had never screamed this way to me. He was always so kind.

"We will get out of here. I know we will and you've talked about the sea. When we get out, I want us to go visit the sea. I've never seen it and I want to see it with you-" I desperately searched for his eyes as he avoided mine.

"If you get out of here, you will go visit the sea. But when will you get out of here, y/n??" His eyes finally looked at mine. "When he kills you?? When he carries you out of this beat down shed only to bury you in the woods??"

But my mind was still fixated on the sea. "Wait Armin." I reached for his hand so he wouldn't walk away. "Armin what do you mean that I will go to the sea? Are you not going with me?" My heart started breaking. "Are you breaking up with me because you think it's Levi's baby??" I wanted to die. If Armin was ending things I was going to kill myself.

"No it's not about that, it will never be about that." He sat down once he noticed that I had started crying. "I love you, y/n. But Levi is going to end up killing you!"

"He won't kill me. In fact, he doesn't hand cuff me to the bed anymore or tie me-"

"Have you seen yourself, y/n?? He gave you a black eye last week!"

"He had a bad day-"

"And he doesn't handcuff you or tie you anymore because he broke your right foot 2 days ago so you wouldn't run away!!" Armin was shouting at this point. "Does he even need to use unnecessary force anymore? Or have you finally fallen in love with him?" Armin had tears in his eyes now. Tears escaped his eyes as he looked down at the wooden floor.

"Armin please don't say that. I love you." It hurt me fighting with Armin. He was my only friend, companion and person I could talk to. I loved him.

"Tell me, do you even think of me when you're with him?"

"I do." But I couldn't even say that while looking at him. I loved Armin, but Levi. It was different with Levi. At first it was pretend to gain his trust. But I ended up having conversations with him about my life. How my father and mother didn't love each other or me. How everyone was so cold in my household....how he made everything better by us getting married and him taking me away from that house. How I missed Sasha the most from the headquarters. I had even brought up the sea to Levi. Ask him if he'd seen it and he said yes. A lot of talking and kissing whenever he came back from the survey corps.
So many conflicted feelings when it came to Levi. Because he had me here, because he loved me this much to have me here. Levi made up for all of it, because he loved me and took care of me. Everything was fine, as long as I didn't upset him.
But Armin could never know about my conflicted feelings about Levi. I loved Armin too and didn't want to lose him.

Armin began pacing around the room. Him walking back and forth made me nervous. Afraid that he would walk away and leave me alone.

"Please don't be jealous. It's you that I love. You're my love, and he's some obsessed weirdo."

"I am truly disappointed in you, y/n. Please get out of here for the sake of your baby." He began to walk towards the door.

"Wait Armin!! Where are you going??" I got on my feet and attempted to go after him, but the unbearable pain I felt due to my broken right foot dropped me back to the bed.

"I'm going back to where he has me. Oh and y/n." I made eye contact with Armin's icy stare and suddenly the whole room began to feel extremely cold. "If you ever get out of here, come back for me. I'm here too. I want to be free."

"Armin wait!!" But he walked out of the bedroom and locked the door behind him, preventing me from getting out of the bedroom and going after him.

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